Hey guys, long time lurker and first time poster. I'm a married 32-year old who has thought about for years what it would be like to play around with a guy. Sadly, I've never had the guts to act on it but the desire is always there even though I am happily married to a woman.
Over the last few weeks weeks, I've been chatting with an older guy who wants to please me orally. He seems like a nice enough guy but I'm so freakin' nervous that I have chickened out multiple times already. I'm not sexually into guys, and am only comfortable getting a handjob. A blowjob maybe. Anything else, hell no. I don't want to fuck or be fucked, I'm not interested in kissing or finding a boyfriend or leaving my girl. This man wants to meet me in two days in a mall and he said he'd definitely jerk me off but would really like to blow and rim me. You always read about how awesome a blowjob from a guy is or how amazing it feels to be rimmed so I want to experience this just once. Is this crazy?
Part of me says go for it but another part of me feels like I will regret this or something will go wrong.
What do you guys think? Help!
Over the last few weeks weeks, I've been chatting with an older guy who wants to please me orally. He seems like a nice enough guy but I'm so freakin' nervous that I have chickened out multiple times already. I'm not sexually into guys, and am only comfortable getting a handjob. A blowjob maybe. Anything else, hell no. I don't want to fuck or be fucked, I'm not interested in kissing or finding a boyfriend or leaving my girl. This man wants to meet me in two days in a mall and he said he'd definitely jerk me off but would really like to blow and rim me. You always read about how awesome a blowjob from a guy is or how amazing it feels to be rimmed so I want to experience this just once. Is this crazy?
Part of me says go for it but another part of me feels like I will regret this or something will go wrong.
What do you guys think? Help!
















