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I Thought I Knew - Book 1 and Book 2

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This is the story of three guys I have gotten to know quite well recently. Each has told me their story from his point of view. I have taken their versions and woven them into a single story for you. There may be slight differences from one chapter to the next, because no two people, let alone three people, see or remember things exactly the same. Now relax and enjoy the story and, of course, let me know what you think. Please keep in mind that Chapter 1 has been toned down by the JUB censor, so please make sure you stick with the story for a few more chapters before you make your final judgment.


Book 1

Chapter 1

From Billy’s viewpoint

I thought I knew everything about Jess. I’d known him forever. We went to school together through high school. We’d always been close friends. Now it was our senior year in high school and you’d think by that point you’d know everything about your best bud. But suddenly I wasn’t so sure.

It was Tuesday just after school let out. I’d started walking home with some friends, wondering where Jess was. We always walked home together. Then I remembered a history book I’d left in my locker and so I hustled back to school. As I headed toward my locker, I saw two guys talking, their heads real close together like they wanted to make sure no one could hear what they said. I was almost certain one of them was Jess, but the other one I couldn't be positive about.

As I got closer, Jess must have heard my footsteps. He looked up. I was pretty sure he said, “See you tomorrow night,” to the other guy. Then he turned toward me and smiled as though he were glad to see me. The other guy hurried past me and out of the building. I felt that I’d seen him before.

“Hi,” I said. “Who was that?”

“Oh, just a junior who wanted to talk to me about some project he’s working on. I didn’t really understand what it was all about and told him I didn’t think I could help him with it. He said a friend had told him I knew a lot about whatever it was, but I didn’t.”

It sounded like too much of an answer to me. You come to know when your best bud is bullshitting, covering up. Fuck, call a spade a spade. I was pretty sure he was lying.

It didn’t make a lot of sense to me, but Jess had just been talking to a guy I’m certain everyone knew was one of the school’s better known fags. Cool jocks like Jess didn’t talk to fags. Even though I didn’t really see his face, I think I know a fag when I see one. And this was one I’d seen before.

So Jess was chatting up a fag, plus he was bullshitting me about it. I wondered what was going on, but decided not to push it. Not just then.

* * *​

Later that evening, Jess and I were in his room, where we hung out a lot, listening to music, studying, talking sports, whatever.

He’d been bitching for about ten minutes about how tough swim practice had been Monday night. Lap after lap after lap. I was getting real tired of his bitching.

“Man, sure it’s hard work,” I said. “But look at your abs, your chest. Heck, even look at my abs, which aren’t half as good as yours. It’s worth the effort. Chicks eat up bods like ours.”

“You really think I’ve got that great a body?” Jess asked, sounding truly surprised by the thought.

“Fuck, yeah. It’s fantastic!” I said sarcastically. I was exasperated with him. And really pissed at him, too, for bullshitting me earlier that day and now for his moaning about swim practice. Good fucking god! It was swim practice. It was supposed to be tough.

But I think he only heard the words, not really understanding just how I was feeling at the moment. He lifted his T-shirt and looked down at his tight, tanned abs. He ran one hand lightly across his hard six-pack, which truly was a sight to behold. I’d seen them plenty of times before, but I couldn’t help but look at them. They were getting better and better. And, fuck, he was showing them off for me. So I looked. OK, maybe I looked too long. What else was I supposed to be doing?

“You really like them?” Jess asked. There was a new seriousness in his voice.

There must have been some sort of major shift in the conversation that I’d missed. My best bud sounded like he really wanted to know if I liked his abs. This was what he wanted to talk about? His abs? Looking at his fucking abs?

“So what’s this about?” I asked. “Do I like your abs? I told you they’re great. What are you getting at?”

Finally he sensed my frustration and pulled down his shirt. He looked embarrassed. We both sat silently for a few moments and then he looked into his lap and said, “I don’t know. I just wondered if you ever admired guys’ bodies. You know, appreciate the hard work they put in to get so tight, so hard. What I mean is, do they look good to you? Or do, I mean, do, do . . .” and he just stammered. “I don’t know what I’m talking about. I’m just tired and babbling and stupid and . . . shit . . . Let’s call it a night.”

Jess was so red in the face, embarrassed as hell. He was a smart guy, going to college, had his head together. He was always at the top of his game. And suddenly here he was completely out of it, babbling on about his abs and looking like he was so confused. He looked panicked. Trapped. Scared. I really thought he might cry.

I guess I felt sorry for him. He was my best bud and I thought somehow I was responsible for whatever was wrong. And something was certainly wrong.

“Just lay back and relax,” I said. “It’s OK.” Of course, I didn’t know what “it” was and I sure as fuck didn’t know if “it” was “OK”. I just wanted Jess to calm down, to be himself. This was starting to freak me out.

So we were quiet for a while, just listening to music and trying to breath easy. When I sensed the crisis had passed, I asked, “OK?”

“OK,” he said.

I kept trying to piece things together in my head, to make some sense of where this evening had gone off track. And before I thought it through, I’d said, “Does all of this have anything to do with you talking to that fag guy at school today?”

“What? I wasn’t talking to any fags. I was just talking to Justin about his project. He wanted help and I told him no. He’s not a fag, is he? I mean, I think I’ve heard some people say they thought he might be, but didn’t he go out with what’s her name to some dance. I mean I’ve seen him with girls. I don’t think he’s gay.”

This was bullshit upon bullshit. I was fucking pissed off all over again, but trying hard not to show it because Jess, my best bud Jess, was really struggling here and I didn’t have a clue why.

“So why are you so defensive about it? OK, so maybe Justin isn’t gay. I know he never sucked my dick. So just relax. It’s just that I saw you talking to him earlier and you seemed sort of, I don’t know, like embarrassed when I came up. And now you seem sort of embarrassed again. And, let’s face it, you’re not an easily embarrassed kind of guy. I mean I’ve seen you in some pretty kinky situations and you were never even a bit embarrassed. Caught bare assed. Caught with your dick hanging out. Caught with your big hard cock stuffed in Susan’s mouth. Caught . . . Man you have been caught so many fucking times before,” and I started to laugh just thinking of all the shit Jess and I had done together.

“Remember the time I came in your room without knocking and . . .”

He knew the story as well as I did and within seconds Jess started to laugh, too.

The mood was broken. We were laughing and bullshitting and remembering a lot of good times. And then I headed home.

* * *​

I was lying on my bed kind of confused by what had happened with Jess and my mind drifted back over the years. It was remembering one of those moments Jess had been caught. I’d walked in his room without knocking. I never knocked back then.

There he was with his dick in his hand. I recall being surprised because it was a lot bigger than I remembered it being when I’d seen it in the changing room after swim class the summer before. And it was hard, pointing straight up.

He looked at me. Freaked. What could he do? Say? And then he got a big shit-eating grin on his face, looked so cool staring straight into my eyes. It was then I first heard what would come to be his trademark phrase. “So, how do you like it?” That was Jess. Caught so red-handed you just had to let it go. Caught like that, he’d act so natural and cool. Let everyone think the world was going his way and, as far as he was concerned, you could get on or you could get off. He could care less. He was cool with it the way it was.

And being young and idolizing Jess the way I did, I wasn’t going to let him see me rattled. So I just said, “It’s cool. And big!”

“Isn’t yours getting big yet?” he asked.

“Yeah, but not like yours.” I was shaking inside, but trying so fucking hard to look cool for Jess.

“You wanna show me?”

I was just wearing track shorts on my skinny-ass body. I let them drop.

“It looks bigger to me,” he said, raising his eyebrows in admiration.

I was so pleased and it was important to me that I please Jess. Jess liked my cock. He could tell it was getting bigger. “I can make it even bigger,” I said.

“I bet you can,” he said with a smirk.

I remembered those next moments as if it were yesterday. I’d played with myself before, but never with anyone else around. I was scared, but trying not to show it. Not wanting Jess to know.

But when Jess was done cumming and he looked me straight in the eye with his shit-eating grin, I knew it was all good shit. And then he asked so coolly, “So how do you like it?”

Suddenly I thought I was going to pee. I started to panic. And then, before I knew what was happening, I was done, too. My first cum.

I looked over at Jess and he looked at me. We were two hot guys.


* * *​

There I was remembering my first time. Remembering the feel. The power. Having my hard cock in my hand for the first time. The smell of fresh cum. And once again cum, lots and lots of cum, was running down my hand, lubing my big hard eight-inch cock. It was my cock. My 18-year-old throbbing, aching, hard-as-ever cock. The sensation of cumming had only gotten better and better as month by month I could tell my loads were getting bigger and bigger. More intense. And I loved how it felt. The aching build-up in my balls, the surge of power through my hardened cock. The amazing release as cum poured out of my cockhead. So warm and slick and . . . I just stroked my cum-drenched hand up and down my dick. I was done cumming at last, but my meat still felt great with my favorite hand wrapped around it.

I loved to cum, but truth be told, I leaked so much pre-cum and came so much it could be a problem cleaning up. But, what the fuck, it felt so good.

I lay there as my sperm cooled and started to run down my side. Finally I rolled over, feeling the cooled cum gluing me to my already badly cum-stained sheet. And so I drifted off to sleep in my own private puddle of cum. It was nothing new. I’d been doing it for years.
 
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Walking in on a friend jerking off is a dead on fantasy for me. I love how that plot gets me hooked. Details! More details! : ) Love to see what more these guys would do.
 
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I have to Wait for MORE??? #-o](*,)

Please keep "this" UP!! *|*(!)..|

And, of course ...

Keep smilinl'!! :kiss:(*8*)
Chaz ;)
 
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You are off to a great start and I want to read more.
I dont understand this comment: "Please keep in mind that Chapter 1 has been toned down by the JUB censor." How could they censor you before you even posted?

Good question. When I was getting this story organized to write, I realized that the scene where Billy walks in on Jess was very important and would have later repercusions the reader needed to understand. Also, because of the age of the characters at the time, I was aware I might be crossing some important lines at JUB. So I wrote the chapter using Billy's view of the incident and then submitted to it Autolycus The Censor to make sure it passed JUB's standards. He made some changes, toning down the sexual content. And that is essentially what you have read.

As you can see, he has already given me a gentle reminder about taking care with the ages of my characters. As you read on in this story, you'll see that it is not a problem.

Thanks for your input and I hope you enjoy the guys' story.
 
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As promised, here's Chapter 2 without too much delay. I appreciate the feedback I've already gotten, but would sure love to hear from more of you. The more specific you can be about what you like and don't t like, the better my story craft will become.

Chapter 2
From Jess' Viewpoint​

I thought I knew what real friends were, how friendship worked. I thought I knew what friends were for and what friends did and didn’t do. I thought I knew a lot of things.

I’d had the same group of friends for years. But Billy was always No. 1. That next day at lunch, surrounded by my regular group of friends, I felt pretty good. Everything seemed normal. Billy and I were sitting on a bench seat so close together that our thighs were pressed against one another. I could feel the heat through our jeans. It wasn’t a problem, just something I noticed. Every once in awhile, Billy would nudge me with his leg, sending a little secret message that added a private dimension to our lunchtime gab fest.

I had a reputation for not really giving a shit what anyone else thought of me,or what I did. Sometimes I did really stupid things, just to make that point. Everyone knew about me and my antics and I liked that. It made me someone special, different, but different in a good way. I was cool. I was Mr. So-how-do-you-like-it?

I’m not sure why I suddenly cared so much about it, but just then I felt I needed to let the guys know, particularly Billy, that I was more into Ellie than ever. Even though her dad wouldn’t let us see each other more than once or twice each weekend and never on weeknights, I wanted them to know we were a real couple. It wasn’t just one of those look-at-me-I’m-so-cool-with-this-chick things.

So I started to talk about how important the time we had together was. How I hated it on days like today when she had a club meeting during lunch and I couldn’t see her. I guess I hadn’t noticed it, but I must have started to jiggle my leg against Billy’s while I was talking. I don’t know why I was doing that, because it’s not something I do. But it must have gotten him mad at me again, just like last night. I could sense I was bugging him. Then all of a sudden, right while I was telling a funny story about Ellie, he just cut me off.

“Dude, what’s with the leg? You gotta pee or something?”

I stopped jiggling. I stopped breathing. I felt all tense again. Something wasn’t right between Billy and me, but I didn’t know what. I could still feel the heat from Billy’s thigh.

I figured I had to be cool. To be myself. So I did the kind of shit I always do. I didn't answer Billy. I didn't even acknowledge his comment. Instead I looked Billy right in the eye. Then I coolly surveyed the rest of my friends at the table.

“So I’m thinking about showing Ellie’s dad just how big my cock is. That way he’ll understand why she’s so hung up on me and that he’s never gonna get her to stay away from me. I just can’t decide whether I should show it to him soft or good and hard. What do you guys think? Huh? I’ll just unzip my pants, whip it out and ask her old man, 'So, how do you like it?'”

Everyone laughed. It was a big hit and even Billy seemed to snap back to his usual self. We sat a little longer with our friends and talked about whatever came up, from Emmett’s farting to why anyone watched Survivor these days.

Finally, Billy pushed his tray away, ready to head on out, probably to the quadrangle for some fresh air before class. He put his right hand on my shoulder, boosting himself out of the stupid bench seats. I looked up at him, our faces surprisingly close. I hoped he could sense my renewed confidence. I didn’t want to end up today in the same hole we’d been in last night in my room.

“I’ll see you tonight,” he said as friendly as ever.

“Great,” I said, smiling my tight-lipped smile, the one I only shared with him. It was different than the way I smiled at other people. It was just another little thing that only two best friends like us would even know about. “See you tonight,” I said.

Then I remembered about tonight. “Oh, shit. I can’t tonight. My mom needs me to help her with another one of her fund-raising projects and I have to stuff like a million envelopes and there’s the stamps and keeping track of her lists of addresses and all. Man, I’m sorry. I just can’t make it."

* * *

Of course, I didn't have to work for my mom that night. She was gonna do the project, but she didn't need me to be there. I had made other plans, but those plans were making my stomach churn now.

As I sat in my room after school, all I could think of was how stupid this was and how if anyone found out, I was screwed for life.

I'm not really sure when it started, but I know I had started wondering if I was really as into girls -- you know, sex with girls -- as my friends seemed to be. All they seemed to want to talk about was screwing this girl and how that girl was hot and she really put out . . . I did the same thing, of course, but mine was pretty much fantasies fueled by a little computer porn. My sex life was really pretty lame. Nobody knew that part about me. Not even Billy.

Then I was watching some stupid TV show with my mom and there was this part where a guy was talking about how gay men were really into each others' bodies. How they spend all their time working out and checking each other out. And I thought, oh my god, that's me. I do that!

But, I kept thinking I can't be gay. Right? I had a girlfriend and we made out pretty heavy every week. I didn’t get as far as I wanted, but I tried. I couldn’t be gay. I never even touched a guy and none had ever touched me, except maybe by accident horsing around in the locker room. But it got me worried and so I started checking stuff out about being gay on the Internet. I was starting to feel better about myself until . . . Bingo! . . . I saw this thing on how gay guys like to eat cum. Shit!

If there was one thing I really liked, it was the taste of my own cum. Warm and sloppy, slurping around in my mouth, bubbling out of my lips, smeared across my mouth. I was a cum hound and had been since . . . well almost since the first time I jacked off. I'd always thought it was so great that god had given me a sperm fountain of my very own, one with a pump strong enough to shoot cum all the way into my mouth . . . if I aimed it right. And then with time and practice -- a lot of practice – I developed a technique where I could get my cum straight in my mouth almost without fail.

So I figured I was screwed, because I was pretty sure I must be gay and it made me sick. I thought that if I was gay, I’d just have to fake it with Ellie. I guess I must have been for a long time. She seemed fine with what we did for sex. But Billy . . . if he found out, and how could he not figure it out eventually . . . he'd freak and I’d have lost my best friend for life. And I couldn’t let that happen. I could live without Ellie as a girlfriend, but I couldn’t lose Billy as my best friend.

That's why I was going to meet Justin. He was the only gay guy I knew at all and I thought I could trust him. I had done him a favor. Not even Billy knew this. It was no big deal. The year before, he had a project due and no time to do it. He'd heard I'd had a similar project the year before and wanted to know if he could use part of my project and he'd change it around. No one would ever know. I didn't know how he even had the balls to ask me. He was a year younger and wasn’t exactly in my league. Plus he was gay. But he was real nice about it and, for some reason, I had said yes.

Scared as I was sitting there in my room that afternoon, I guess I should have been glad I had done that favor, because I needed Justin to tell me how to know if I was really gay. Or maybe he’d just know. I’d heard of gaydar. Maybe it was real. God help me if Justin said I was.

I was scared that afternoon. Scared Justin would say I was gay. Scared Justin could try to blackmail me. He seemed like a nice guy. I wanted to trust him. I needed to trust him. Scared Justin could seduce me. Shit, what if he tried to seduce me. I was pretty sure any gay guy who thought they had a shot at scoring my cock would make a try. After all I am a jock with a nice enough body. And after I told him I thought I might be gay, he'd probably go for it. Shit, what would that be like?

I decided I'd be less susceptible to being seduced if I'd shot my load just before I went there. So I locked my bedroom door, even though the house was empty. And I stripped off my jeans. That was all I had on, since a year or so ago I'd started going commando most of the time. Was that gay, too? I wondered.

Anyway, I sat on the end of my bed naked, right where I had sat that first time with Billy years earlier. And I gave a tug to my now-much-longer, bigger cock. I'm not sure how big it was that first time when Billy walked in on me, but it had grown. Now it was at least eight inches when it was hard. And even as nervous as I was, it was getting hard in my hand. I got up and reached for the baby oil I kept handy. Oh, that felt so good. Smooth and silky as I ran my fist gently up and down my lengthening dick. Holding it tight at the base, I jerked my fist a little and then ran my hand up and twisted it around my swelling cockhead. My cockhead turned deep purple when it was really hard and the skin on it stretched so smooth and tight it looked like it could pop. Right then, as I gently jacked it, it felt so hard and hot in my hand. I gave it a squeeze. It felt so good, I gave it another and then another. I knew I wasn't going to last long.

I lay back on my bed and propped my hips up as high as I could with my hands. I shifted around a bit until my cock was positioned directly above my face. I loved this position, staring up at my big, hard, eight-inch cock. That purple cockhead smiling at me with those flared lips ready to shoot my cum at me. Every bulging vein in my fat cock popping as more and more blood pumped through them to make my cock even harder. My ball sac was already pulled up tight as I jacked myself with one hand, using the other to keep myself steady.

And then I did my trick, something I had learned to do and learned to love. I bent as far over as I could until my dick just touched my lips. I could reach out and touch my dick with my tongue. So I did. My warm wet tongue worked its way around my hot swollen cockhead and I was in heaven. My tongue caressed my cock, the tip touching all around the flaring edge of my smooth, slick cockhead. I let my tongue play across the most sensitive areas. It only took a few more tongue slurps and I knew I was gonna blow.

So I stroked myself a couple of time. Up and down the full length of my hard cock. From my balls to my cockhead. Every stroke made me want this moment to last. Every stroke brought me closer to the brink. My fingers tight. My cock hard. My cum surging. My lips waiting. I could feel the pressure build as I opened my mouth. And then I came. And came and came. A full day is a long time to go and I had built up quite a load. Loads of cum were shooting into my mouth, warm and salty and slippery on my tongue. I could smell the scent of sea air. I had to swallow after the first three blasts and, as I did, the fourth cum blast hit my cheek. I caught the rest of it in my mouth. The last of my cum dripped in stringy globs from the tip of my wonderful dick to my mouth.

Then I lowered my hips. I held the final cum loads in my mouth, savoring them. Opening my lips just enough to make little cum bubbles form. I went to my mirror to see. I loved seeing my cum on my lips, tasting it in my mouth, feeling it in my throat. What a waste that shot dripping down my cheek. I never ate it if it didn't go straight in. Straight from my sperm fountain to my taste buds. God I loved jacking off in my mouth. Even as I gazed at the cum on my lips, I was still stroking my cock, which had only softened a little.

I looked at the clock. I had time for another round before I met Justin.
 
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WOW!!! That left me weak and certainly begging for more. I love the way you write. Interesting twist about the perception thing. Keep it up!
 
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This looks to be a really good story. You can't stop now, I need to see more of this story.

Thanks,
Ken
 
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I wish you had told me this was going to start so soon. It took me by surprise and I might have missed it. I don’t check everyday. I think the censor was right to tone down the sexual content because the story shouldbe focused abpout our story and not about our sex. thanks for all the time you’ve taken trying to help us do this right.I have to say I’m a little worried about whats com,ing and what may happen because of it.
 
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This is the type of story that I wish that I could read all at once. I get sooo excited that I don't want to have to wait for the next chapter. I do like the way it is going. You you don't wait too long before the next viewpoint. Love it, Love it, Love it :D:D:D
 
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Thanks for letting me know about the story, sure love the way its going so please keep it up like that.
 
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The days when I could self-suck are regrettably long past. but your vivid description has revived long forgotten memories. Thank you, and please continue.
 
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that was sick !! great reading! thanks for let me know about it!
 
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A great start indeed. I will definitely stay tuned to find out how Jess and Billy fare in this tale of budding sexuality.

Keep up the good work!
 
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Really awesome story. I like the suspense of this story too. So what was too hot about jacking that you had to tone down? very cool, very nice a great start for your first dude.
 
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