i have had a desire to fist somebody for months. i have always enjoyed watching it in porn movies. i have so far only gotten like 4 fingers, back to the second knuckle, in a guys ass so far. i loved it. i think when i find a guy loose enough, or see a guy often enough to loosen him up, that it will be the thrill of a lifetime for me to have my entire fist be accepted into a mans hole. what power that must be like, and yet, to know that their safety is in your hands. for me. a dream come true.