Thread of Nonsensical Ramblings

[refujiunderground]

taking it back. old school funny youtube clips.

 

[refujiunderground]

i really wanna go to a gay bar/club tonight. I REALLY WANT TO GO.

i also want to hook up as well but i don't feel entirely comfortable in doing so. a fuck buddy or however you want to call it. yesterday in new york, i saw so many hot guys and yo... i need some ass. it's that i'm a bit scared to do so and i don't want to just hook up with anybody either. fuck it, i'll just leave it alone. i also don't feel comfortable with other guys zoning in on me like they want my ass or something like i'm being preyed on. i've dealt with that this week already. on sunday and on tuesday. i guess the more i put myself outthere around other gay men, my "telfon", virgin status is in risk of being taken away. i dunno if i want to lose my virginity just yet.

i think i'll just wait it out.

 

[RonR18]

bumpsies...

...

 

[palbert]

This thread should be in CE&P. Nonsensical in extremis.

 

[Lefty]

There's nothing more depressing than waiting.

Unless its someone skipping out of town (JUBberville) with no warning or hugs good bye.

 

[RonR18]

Unless its someone skipping out of town (JUBberville) with no warning or hugs good bye.

Don't take it personal, Lefty. A sudden, clean break on impulse is the only way some people are able to kick an addiction that has taken over their life. And if they hesitate, even for a second to say good bye, that removes impulsivity from the equation and makes it that much more difficult for them to pull the plug.

 

[Lefty]

Thanks for the kind thoughts Ronnie,

I am not distressed or upset. I hardly knew the lad.

Just hate seeing anybody disappear.

 

[refujiunderground]

jerking off to this porn right now. watching the passionateness and horniness in this scene, really makes me wanting a guy to lick my face, my neck and my chest. some makeout session.

 

[RonR18]

Thanks for the kind thoughts Ronnie,

I am not distressed or upset. I hardly knew the lad.

Just hate seeing anybody disappear.

RE: "Thanks for the kind thoughts Ronnie,"

RE: "I am not distressed or upset. I hardly knew the lad."

Oh, I misunderstood, since you said you spent 20 minutes writing him a PM.

RE: "Just hate seeing anybody disappear."

Hmmmmmmm, I can think of a few people I'd like to see disappear.

 

[frankfrank]

This is why I dont have problem with native ethnic guy in my country..
Nick Husin - a gorgeous beach body - Shirtless Hunks - Zimbio
Hot bod, same language- easier to connect. Maybe I should go back home..?

It's kind of hard to find a honest-nice-hot-guy here..

Thanks for the kind thoughts Ronnie,

I am not distressed or upset. I hardly knew the lad.

Just hate seeing anybody disappear.

Huh? Who left?

 

[Lefty]

@ Ronsie Ron Ron...

The p/m was being composed because the poor tortured soul had p/m'd me. I was striving to
achieve a communique that expressed my understanding and support whilst encouraging him
to think positive and strive for inner balance. English is such an inadequate language at times.

@ refuji..

How lovely, you are progressing well.*****rcising and working those intra-personal muscles
should strengthen your desire for healthier inter-personal ones. Just don't
leave your sticky damn paper towels on the fucking floor again.

@ frank and furtive furter...

One of our fledglings (Cottonbolus) fell from the nest practically in mid chirp. My concern is that
we, as "JUBBERS", are not responding adequately to their piteous cries and needs.

and @ Josie Josie Seattle Josie.

It is with regret that I read you don't feel adequate to handle the Strong, virile more sizeable
and Masculine appearance and personalities of the Amalgamated American. it must present
a serious challenge , even more difficult than learning to imbibe Jack Daniels and Wild Turkey
instead of Lambanog or Red Horse. Should this prove insurmountable we can contact Jawk-y,
maybe he can float you home with him on his next seapac.

There, did I miss, omit or ignore anyone?

 

[Lefty]

What?

You don't believe in what?

Strong =

amalgamated - definition of amalgamated by the Free Online ...
a·mal·ga·mate (-m l g-m t) v. a·mal·ga·mat·ed, a·mal·ga·mat·ing, a·mal·ga·mates. v.tr. 1. To combine into a unified or integrated whole; unite.

Amalgamated =

Americans =

As to the horrorscope...Do it...open a thread...
or post a sample in my comments w/ lefty. It
will give you a goal.

 

[ShihTzuTylenol]

.....microphone rhymes with Al Capone....

 

[Lefty]

That candle in the window has begun to gutter,

its flame once intense starts to sputter.

a cold empty darkness and its gloom

to now encompass a once warm room?

Is this that moment of that final wave adieu

songs all sung with the music played through

and have we reached that last long bend

of the road we once called friend .

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[Lefty]

O no...

no nudy in HT, Lefty

Thought this was an ADULT GAY SITE...my bad.

Maybe a MODerator will come and censor it

and I will make note that Hot Topics are actually

Tepid Topics, PG13 and need to be off my radar.

BTW, the advertisements all over JustUsBoys
don't meet the alleged criteria for HT either.

 

[refujiunderground]

i would like to say. just now, i had a WONDERFUL, AMAZING jerk off session thanks to kieran kaine hayler and him being assnaked on that show argumental in europe. i needed that. i was contemplating about jerking off to this straight porn with this lucky b chick shaking her asscheeks around and what not. i got aroused at her BUT then when i started to jerk off, i started to feel numb. no form of stimulation. i was hard yet but i couldn't feel the excitement jerking off to her. i got really bored quick so i switched into some gay porn that i downloaded. the guys were hot and all but the porn was wack since it was like 2 minutes of them working out, 10 minutes of foreplay, and only 5 minutes of actual sex. the actual sex was boring too. i was hoping they would get into but they weren't putting much into it so i decided to jerk off to other clips. eventually, i went to the youtube stash and voila.

another thing too. haha... damien esco. what happened to that dude? he's so hot.

 

[refujiunderground]

sometimes, yeah, sometimes, i think that i'm bisexual. i don't think that i'm 100% gay but then again, i don't think that most people are 100% straight or gay either.

i think it's fucking annoying. i never had a crush on a woman that came to me naturally BUT recently, i've been thinking about this woman at my former job for some reason. i don't know why BUT she's on my mind. maybe because i think she looks like my crush, who is a guy. maybe she's related to him. i don't know but why she's on my mind is beyond me. i'm not interested in dating her, i don't have any crush towards her or whatever. why am i thinking about her? something doesn't smell right.

well, now that i've wrote what i said out. i think it's because i think she's related to my crush. with that said, sometimes i worry that i might be more bi than gay but then when i go over my notes, analyze myself and my attractions, I AM GAY. could it be a regression into denial? DAMNIT!!!!! sometimes, this shit annoys me.

 

[RonR18]

That's ok I like penis

And penis likes you.

 

[JOHN B]

You know...people just don't seem to get the idea of Time Travel. First...you cannot go forward in time because it has not happened yet. Picture a jets contrail in the sky.... tight white line, wisps of smoke, leading to a tight white line at the point of the jet. Now....follow that line backwards. That is "time"...with the breakaway (between tight and wispy) point being "now".
Secondly.........One can have Alternate Realities without believing in Time Travel....but you cannot have Time Travel without believing in Alternate Realities. With me so far? You can have ten different "worlds" that have not harnessed T.T. yet....but as soon as you go back in time, you have broken away from your past/reality....even if it is ever so slightly, and a new Reality is created. You can go forward again...(but only to the point you left) and not see anything different, but from the point of view of those you left behind in the "present", you say "bye bye...see you soon"....and never...come back.....Once a "history" is created, it is too complex to be changed within the same reality. So, when you go back, you peel away from your original reality and create a new one. I can't draw an image here...but picture a young tree, with a base, a stalk, and then different branches breaking away from the stem, in various upward directions,...parallel to the main stem, but touching only at the break away point.
Once you leave, you can never come back. Even if you think you have. So, it's best to stay in your new past, and start over. Trust me.




...I still miss home.......

 

[Kyanimal]

Many thoughts about "what could have been" had I Known THEN what I Know NOW!

Butt, that would have changed SO Many Lives, not just mine!

Sorry if this is too much related to John B's post, and not all that Nonsensical. Butt ... Is it Really?

Ripples in a pond ...

Keep smilin'!!
Chaz