chicoLATINO1
On the Prowl
SO hi everyone. Names Osito and I will try to write here every so often. I feel like sometimes i just need to write it out, just in case i decide to make a biography or something. lol...anyway had a very interesting day today. part of me through caution to the wind and decided to do a one night stand. haha , those who know me know i dont do that. part of the reason is that last night, again i got into a fight with my ex that made me realize that nothing will ever change...no matter how much i want it do, things always seem to go back how things are. but i also realized something, i find cuddling to be a very intimate thing that i cant do with anyone. my one night stand happen this afternoon and after everything was said and done the dood wanted to cuddle. i was simply repulsed by the idea. which is weird for me because i am a monster cuddler. i wanted to jump out the window when he wouldnt get off me. i just wanted to leave. funniest thing is im the bottom, lol....so i manged to get out of been and hop in the shower, i was followed and i needed to lay down the law...lol woah! what was going on, i didnt even want to be touched. i think about the times when i have been the cuddler after sex and makes me think, "damn was that me?"
anyway dinner must get started, i feel good that i wrote this down. def want to do this often
anyway dinner must get started, i feel good that i wrote this down. def want to do this often
