Is a friendship a substitute for love? I don't know. I've been friends with too many people to contemplate such a reality. Even my best friends can't sate my appetite for a love that transcends boundaries, a love that seals deals like an investment bond up for grabs.
Everytime I try to open up, I dig deeper into someone's psyche. Maybe that's why I can't maintain a real friendhsip like most people. Maybe that is why my friendship on JUB could possibly fail. I don't know. I'm afraid of the repercussions of moving too fast. Of slowly being engulfed by the possibly positive world of a friendship that was formed through mutual interest, through mutual exchange of ideas.
I.really.don't.know.
Like Madonna in "Drowned World/Substitute for love", am I really in a world where people onnly see illusions which only they have the power to alter? Do people only see what they want to see? ANd if love could be so eternal as professed in songs and prose, then why are we looking, searching for a substitute for love?
I hope someone can shed light, if any. Coz light only seem like a perception, a theory that floats in the minds of only those who dare to dream.
The person who sees and dreams only darkness? Am I?
Everytime I try to open up, I dig deeper into someone's psyche. Maybe that's why I can't maintain a real friendhsip like most people. Maybe that is why my friendship on JUB could possibly fail. I don't know. I'm afraid of the repercussions of moving too fast. Of slowly being engulfed by the possibly positive world of a friendship that was formed through mutual interest, through mutual exchange of ideas.
I.really.don't.know.
Like Madonna in "Drowned World/Substitute for love", am I really in a world where people onnly see illusions which only they have the power to alter? Do people only see what they want to see? ANd if love could be so eternal as professed in songs and prose, then why are we looking, searching for a substitute for love?
I hope someone can shed light, if any. Coz light only seem like a perception, a theory that floats in the minds of only those who dare to dream.
The person who sees and dreams only darkness? Am I?