Ok, so something weird happened today. My cousin has just got out of jail last month. I kinda had the hots for him, but that's not what the story is about. On the first day home, he got on my computer, and I believe he must have opened up the address bar thing and saw all the sites i've been to. So, he asked me if he could borrow some socks and boxers. So while I was searching through my drawer he was on the computer, and i saw him pull up A4A, and BGC. I panicked, but I acted calm and acted like I didn't see him. I pretended like I was searching through the drawer. I heard him mumble "what the hell?" under his breath. Then he exited out and went on about his business. He never mentioned it. I guess he aspires to be a rapper....so he told me he works in the studio with this guy. He told me he was gonna show my picture to the guy, and get me into modeling. He told me he wanted me to talk to the guy.
So today, he gives me the phone and says "talk." It's the guy who is helping him with studio time. So the guy is asking me stuff, then a while later he asks me "So, do you get down?" I said "what do you mean?" he just said "do you get down? Which is like urban talk for "are you gay?" I said "I guess so." I didn't want to answer directly b/c I barely knew/know the guy. He was like "how do you get down?" I was like "what are you asking?" He said "Like what role do you play?" I said "bottom." Then I asked "what about you?" He said "what do you want to know" I said "everything you just asked me" He said "well I'm a top." Then he put me on hold. Then he told me to get the number from my cousin and call him back sometime.
So I mentioned this to a few friends of mine, and one of them said "are you sure it's not a trick" the other told me to wait a day before calling back so I don't seem desperate. This is all quite shocking.
Did my cousin set this up, or did the guy just pick up gayness in my voice, b/c he also told me I'm sneaky. I said why do you say that? He said "I can just tell from your voice." Which is weird.
So that's my dilemma. Did my cousin set this up? Or did the guy just happen to think I was gay b/c of the way I talk? I dunno, it seems like too big of a coincidence to me.
Also, my cousin gave me a condom yesterday LOL.
So today, he gives me the phone and says "talk." It's the guy who is helping him with studio time. So the guy is asking me stuff, then a while later he asks me "So, do you get down?" I said "what do you mean?" he just said "do you get down? Which is like urban talk for "are you gay?" I said "I guess so." I didn't want to answer directly b/c I barely knew/know the guy. He was like "how do you get down?" I was like "what are you asking?" He said "Like what role do you play?" I said "bottom." Then I asked "what about you?" He said "what do you want to know" I said "everything you just asked me" He said "well I'm a top." Then he put me on hold. Then he told me to get the number from my cousin and call him back sometime.
So I mentioned this to a few friends of mine, and one of them said "are you sure it's not a trick" the other told me to wait a day before calling back so I don't seem desperate. This is all quite shocking.
Did my cousin set this up, or did the guy just pick up gayness in my voice, b/c he also told me I'm sneaky. I said why do you say that? He said "I can just tell from your voice." Which is weird.
So that's my dilemma. Did my cousin set this up? Or did the guy just happen to think I was gay b/c of the way I talk? I dunno, it seems like too big of a coincidence to me.
Also, my cousin gave me a condom yesterday LOL.

















