Am I Going Bi????????????

[buddy1970]

Gentlemen, I have had a very, very strange experience tonight.

I had jerked off earlier to one of my favorite gay porn vids ("Tough Guys," especially the first scene between Mike Grant and Blu Kennedy). After that, I was watching an episode of "Absolutely Fabulous," when for some strange reason,

and this has never happened to me before,

I got the urge, somewhat mild, but not nearly mild enough, to look at pussy.

The reason for the post, guys, is that I have never, ever wanted to look at a pussy before, and I am 40 years old! I mean, never. I don't understand it. I don't understand it at all.

I went through reparative therapy in college back in the 90s, and for the next decade or so, I was gayer than ever before. I have been very sexually active since 2006. I have taken it up the ass, given it up the ass, swallowed more loads than I can remember, been pissed on, you name it. I love men. I love dick.

Mind you, my interest in body type was quite limited (smaller breasts, innocent looking, ultra-feminine, little tuft of hair on the pussy), but I sat here smoking a cigarette and talking dirty to the pictures of pretty girls I was looking at.

This has never happened before, and I have no idea what tomorrow is going to be like. To be honest, I no longer wish to turn straight, or to have any interest in women at all.

Why, then, is this happening? Has anyone else experienced this? Are there any gay guys (like me) who regularly visit this thread that can shed some light on this? Does it go away after a few days or hours and never return? I can't imagine trying to figure out women now: how to approach them, how to get them interested, how not to be run over with a steamroller by one (I've heard some bad stories)...

I find this whole development quite strange, a bit sad, but also very exciting. Any thoughts?

And for the dickhead flamers out there, please don't post. This really happened. I didn't cum, of course, and soon after both times (I did this twice!), I looked at straight men in pics and video clips doing the fucking, so it's not as if anything else is different. I've always enjoyed watching a straight man on the job.

So if you don't believe me, please ignore this thread and do not post. If you post and call me a liar, first of all, "Fuck you" in advance, and I'll simply add you to my ignore list.

I would really appreciate any input from the guys that believe me. I don't get this at all. Midlife crisis, maybe?

 

[buddy1970]

So Wel478, just out of intellectual curiosity, would it be your contention that two 100% straight men who star in a porno where they both put their dicks in one pussy at the same time, would have bisexual feelings introduced in one or the other, feelings that would not have been present had they never committed the sex act? Because this is something else I've wondered about male sexuality in general.

 

[Nomenclature]

It's my contention that there's no such thing as 100% straight (or 100% gay), but I know tons of people will disagree with me on that.

There is such a thing, but many of the people who identify as 100% straight or gay. . .aren't. it's like saying "bisexuality doesn't exist" simply because a lot of gay men go into denial and try to fool themselves into believing they're bi.


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To the OP:


I believe everyone gets some kind of secret little turn-on. . .something way outside of their norm that appeals to them for a brief moment in time. whether it's a fetish, a threesome or an attraction to someone outside of their "type". Porn capitalizes on this. So, i'm going to ask you:


A vagina never appealed to you before, but it appealed to you right at that moment. Do you find looking at a woman's body appeals to you now?

 

[AlmondMilk]

There is such a thing, but many of the people who identify as 100% straight or gay. . .aren't. it's like saying "bisexuality doesn't exist" simply because a lot of gay men go into denial and try to fool themselves into believing they're bi.

Hmm, I guess the amount of people who are truly 100% straight would actually be smaller than what it seems.

 

[buddy1970]

A vagina never appealed to you before, but it appealed to you right at that moment. Do you find looking at a woman's body appeals to you now?

Yes, it has appealed to me now for more than 24 hours in the same manner, but has never happened like this before.

I should clarify a few things that hopefully will not add to the confusion:

1. I have been fascinated with men's penises (as opposed to boys') for as long as I have memory of my life. I have never been interested, even slightly, in vaginas.
2. I have had crushes on girls, but they always felt prepubescent. I never wanted a girl I had a crush on to strip, and when I fantasized about girls when I was a teenager (even in my twenties), it usually only involved a makeout session.
3. The reason I told my pubescent best friend to stop showing me his brother's porno mags is because he was insistent on finding the most girly mags, and I only wanted to look at the men in his more graphic straight porno collection. (I couldn't tell my friend this because I was in the closet at the time.)

I admit to being mildly interested in boobs for a time, but was never crazy about seeing them with a girl's bra or shirt off. Never interested in a girl's butt, and defnintely never interested in pussy. So maybe I was always a teeny tiny bit bi? I don't know.

 

[buddy1970]

I believe there IS a word for what happened to you, and may still be happening. Wait for it.....
Wait for it.....

CURIOSITY.

Yes, that's the word.

Ah, so that's it. I'm officially gay-curious! Wow.

 

[jmadaf]

I am BI married and have secret man lovers on the side, all of them gay, and love giving them head.

 

[tonyboy]

Sometimes girls look hot.. not that you'd ever want to have sex with them..
but sometimes they do look sexy..

That's the best I can do for you.

 

[conrad]

My first sexual experience came about because I bonded with the new guy in town and, thanks to a zone of privacy at his place, we found ourselves enjoying each others' bodies to the point where the sex just happened and seemed so right. For a whole year we learned by doing and we discovered we were very bright and fast learners.

Yet, we never stopped thinking of ourselves as "regular guys" who would someday do the sex that regular guys were meant to do. The big surprise to us was that everything seemed to happen so naturally.

The summer after our junior year he was away in Montana and we saw it as a time to pay some attention to the ladies. And, that was a real revelation to me.

The girl next door and I had been friends all my life; I was born on her fifth birthday. She was home from college and free to spend time with me. What a delight it was to have her showing an interest in me as a sexual being. I had during that summer the most thorough introduction to the female body and the joy to be had in "putting our things together" that at the end of the summer I was thoroughly convinced that I would end up on that side of my sexuality.

Yet, when my male sex partner returned, and my dear lady went back to college, I was very happy to take up my sexual partnership with him until we both graduated from high school.

Back then we followed the rule that what happens sexually between two persons is personal and private and ought to remain so. I learned that I could be happy in a sexaul relationship with either a man or a woman. And, even now as an old man I know that is still true. I just do not ever cheat on a partner. But, believe, me that old feeling returns when I can spend time visiting with my former partners (three men and two women).

Life is choices and in matters of relationships honorable persons honor their choices always.

 

[buddy1970]

Sometimes girls look hot.. not that you'd ever want to have sex with them..
but sometimes they do look sexy..

That's the best I can do for you.

Hey, cutie.

And conrad, thanks for your post. Beautifully said, and pretty erotic, too.

I feel confident now in proclaiming that pussy is truly sweet. I've got several pictures downloaded now (although I'm not sure I should post any, as they are women alone), and I have to say that I really like it when they pull their labia apart with two fingers to show you a little of the pink inside. Very nice.