Biboy27
On the Prowl
Nsfw stuff mentioned.
Growing up. I was always interested in girls, and had some crushes. Tho none ever worked. I never really thought about what I liked, until I really started to question myself in middle school when I caught a glimpse of a class mate's butt in the boy's locker room. I couldn't get the picture of my mind. It was first time I seen anyone but myself naked. For some reason unknown to myself I liked it. From there on through to graduation time in High school. I was kind of just oblivious to myself. I still was interested in girls, and was very much interested in dating the opposite gender, but sadly all failed there. I always got bullied for being "Gay" in school, and never knew why me. It didn't help when one of them caught me with something I had carved into the shaped of a penis. I don't know why I even did it then. Even tho I had a weird obsession with penises. I always liked peeing together with other guys my age in school, and started becoming curious about each other parts. After I graduated school. I got my first glimpse of porn. I started out with straight stuff. But somehow got onto Gay stuff. And then I started watching that exclusively. But with my lack of luck with women. years went by to I was in my early twenties (28- 29 now). I started posted nude pictures of myself online, and found I got the most attention from men, and as time went on I got more and more itchy to lay or be laid. I started getting sexually frustrated, when I turned to men. Sometimes I feel like I got desperate. I finally worked up the nerve to hook up with a guy for a quickie (because I didn't last long). I finally did it. I had my penis in someone's ass. I was so nervous. But cumming in him was the best I ever felt. Now matter how awkward I felt after.
Fast forward to now. I started feeling less and less about women. Looking at women nude now just kind of makes me feel "eh". Its not a bad feeling. But nothing really excites me about it. I still have a big emotional attraction to women, and I love their soft voice. On the other hand There isn't too many men's voices that really does anything for me, nor do many of their faces really do I find attractive like women. I started thinking about my first time again. i started yearning for it. Desiring it. I need it again. I need to feel someone inside me. Looking at women nude still makes me hard. But seeing a beautiful penis makes me super hard, and horny. My mouth waters with the thought of sucking it, and having it plow my behind. I still don't think I could ever romantically date a male. But as I get more and more frustrated with myself. I start seeking out "easier" ways to get what I want
If I still like women. Why am I here then. Why do I dream about getting fucked by a guy so much. Why do women do nothing for me physically, but yet I still am attracted to them emotionally/ romantically. I keep trying to "straighten myself out" sometimes. But I keep going back
Growing up. I was always interested in girls, and had some crushes. Tho none ever worked. I never really thought about what I liked, until I really started to question myself in middle school when I caught a glimpse of a class mate's butt in the boy's locker room. I couldn't get the picture of my mind. It was first time I seen anyone but myself naked. For some reason unknown to myself I liked it. From there on through to graduation time in High school. I was kind of just oblivious to myself. I still was interested in girls, and was very much interested in dating the opposite gender, but sadly all failed there. I always got bullied for being "Gay" in school, and never knew why me. It didn't help when one of them caught me with something I had carved into the shaped of a penis. I don't know why I even did it then. Even tho I had a weird obsession with penises. I always liked peeing together with other guys my age in school, and started becoming curious about each other parts. After I graduated school. I got my first glimpse of porn. I started out with straight stuff. But somehow got onto Gay stuff. And then I started watching that exclusively. But with my lack of luck with women. years went by to I was in my early twenties (28- 29 now). I started posted nude pictures of myself online, and found I got the most attention from men, and as time went on I got more and more itchy to lay or be laid. I started getting sexually frustrated, when I turned to men. Sometimes I feel like I got desperate. I finally worked up the nerve to hook up with a guy for a quickie (because I didn't last long). I finally did it. I had my penis in someone's ass. I was so nervous. But cumming in him was the best I ever felt. Now matter how awkward I felt after.
Fast forward to now. I started feeling less and less about women. Looking at women nude now just kind of makes me feel "eh". Its not a bad feeling. But nothing really excites me about it. I still have a big emotional attraction to women, and I love their soft voice. On the other hand There isn't too many men's voices that really does anything for me, nor do many of their faces really do I find attractive like women. I started thinking about my first time again. i started yearning for it. Desiring it. I need it again. I need to feel someone inside me. Looking at women nude still makes me hard. But seeing a beautiful penis makes me super hard, and horny. My mouth waters with the thought of sucking it, and having it plow my behind. I still don't think I could ever romantically date a male. But as I get more and more frustrated with myself. I start seeking out "easier" ways to get what I want
If I still like women. Why am I here then. Why do I dream about getting fucked by a guy so much. Why do women do nothing for me physically, but yet I still am attracted to them emotionally/ romantically. I keep trying to "straighten myself out" sometimes. But I keep going back
