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Hi all. I am a bodybuilder in mid 20s. Have been steadily dating girls since high school, currently having a girlfriend too.
I labeled myself as a bicurious, however not sure what the proper label is
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I discovered about my "bicuriosity" in early teens. I fantasised about having sex with a man. However, the fantasies have always been pure bottom. I have been getting horny thinking about being submissive bottom to assertive guy. Even imagined being a petite, submissive woman being satisfied by servicing a man for his satisfaction. Though of pleasing a beautiful erect cock has been making me horny for a decade.
What makes my case specific is the fact that I have NEVER been attracted to men. An image of men's body, face does nothing to me. In day-to-day situations when I encounter men I simply can not make myself envision them as a sexual objects like I do with women. Funny thing is that for example in gym when taking shower I am not even able to watch the very thing that makes me SO SO horny in my fantasies - the COCK. To be fair yes I can make myself give a quick glance at naked man's penis but nothing like staring at it imagining doing things with that.
This makes me very sad :-( because my fantasies doesn't match with reality. I am quite opposite of men that got aroused around other men and are ashamed to admit - I sincerely want reality and my fantasies to match and I am happy to admit it, but I somehow can not.
Does anybody else relate to this phenomenon? How did you deal with that?
However, I hope I will find a lot of interesting people at this place and maybe make some friends too. Maybe being a member will help me to settle the conflict in me.
I labeled myself as a bicurious, however not sure what the proper label is
. I discovered about my "bicuriosity" in early teens. I fantasised about having sex with a man. However, the fantasies have always been pure bottom. I have been getting horny thinking about being submissive bottom to assertive guy. Even imagined being a petite, submissive woman being satisfied by servicing a man for his satisfaction. Though of pleasing a beautiful erect cock has been making me horny for a decade.
What makes my case specific is the fact that I have NEVER been attracted to men. An image of men's body, face does nothing to me. In day-to-day situations when I encounter men I simply can not make myself envision them as a sexual objects like I do with women. Funny thing is that for example in gym when taking shower I am not even able to watch the very thing that makes me SO SO horny in my fantasies - the COCK. To be fair yes I can make myself give a quick glance at naked man's penis but nothing like staring at it imagining doing things with that.
This makes me very sad :-( because my fantasies doesn't match with reality. I am quite opposite of men that got aroused around other men and are ashamed to admit - I sincerely want reality and my fantasies to match and I am happy to admit it, but I somehow can not.
Does anybody else relate to this phenomenon? How did you deal with that?
However, I hope I will find a lot of interesting people at this place and maybe make some friends too
. Maybe being a member will help me to settle the conflict in me.
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