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I have sensitive ears and currently I'm being vexed, tormented, aggravated and irritated by my 2 older sisters. They make disgusting noises like coughing and sniffling nastily their noses. The oldest 1 used 2 drive me nuts (no pun) with sucking her teeth. Gargling phlem is filthy to me and I can't stand it due to my overly sensitive ears. When I physically fight them they call the cops and the male officers take their sides. I can't stand it when the oldest 1 talks with a mout full of food either. This happened in 2010 while driving with her. Both of them were born with mental illness and took special classes in public school. The oldest 1 talks about fecal maeterial @ dinner time.
Now what I need advice about is that I feel like I'm being fucked. I've never taken bbd/country dick but when I'm this upset I feel like taking 122x6" or more pretty rough. Why I want 2 destroy my self like this I can't figure out. When this happened in 2010, I asked my top soul mate (who died in 2014) to fuck me hard and rough. We wanted sex the 1st time we talked but we grew to love each other first and we were planning on sex but he died. When I get upset like this, it makes me crazy and want to bottom really hard. I'm a vers top with true bbd/country dick.
From 2012-2022, things weren't so bad but what I was doing from 2009-2011 is whack off with different men and take out my anger on bottoms, usually they tap out because they can't tak the way I lay pipe. How ever, on 2011 I got enough and went beserk on my family and they chilled out for a LONG time. Now that this has started back, I'm now seeking my bi/dl ex to fuck me down with his uncut 8.5" x 5" with rough sex. All of these oral noises has made me seek him again.
I love him even though he's a crimminal and crack head. He's married and has grown children and grand chikldren now. He remembers me and plans on visiting me. I don't care that he's married bcoz he was sexing his 1st wife's twin sister behind her back. He still does when it's convenient for them both. He actually was supposed 2 marry his wife's twin but he and his buddy swopped @ the last minute. He doesn't know WHY I want him to fuck me sore though.
Yet I've noticed that when I brought him home with me @ 31, he sexed my 2nd cousin all night. He screwed her from 10:30pm-5:30am and came home telling me that he did this to make me and her closer 2gether. He actually ministered on us loving 1 another moreso now because she was going to use him to take her to work that day. That cousin is dead now and has been since 2007.
So I'm ask is the lord telling me that it's a mandate from him to get fucked/screwed? I've tried p[raying away these noises but things keep getting worse. I feel like the lord it telling me it's OK to fuck/screw and that he wants me to experience this because he knows this will bring this out of me.
Please help, aid and advise!!!
I have sensitive ears and currently I'm being vexed, tormented, aggravated and irritated by my 2 older sisters. They make disgusting noises like coughing and sniffling nastily their noses. The oldest 1 used 2 drive me nuts (no pun) with sucking her teeth. Gargling phlem is filthy to me and I can't stand it due to my overly sensitive ears. When I physically fight them they call the cops and the male officers take their sides. I can't stand it when the oldest 1 talks with a mout full of food either. This happened in 2010 while driving with her. Both of them were born with mental illness and took special classes in public school. The oldest 1 talks about fecal maeterial @ dinner time.
Now what I need advice about is that I feel like I'm being fucked. I've never taken bbd/country dick but when I'm this upset I feel like taking 122x6" or more pretty rough. Why I want 2 destroy my self like this I can't figure out. When this happened in 2010, I asked my top soul mate (who died in 2014) to fuck me hard and rough. We wanted sex the 1st time we talked but we grew to love each other first and we were planning on sex but he died. When I get upset like this, it makes me crazy and want to bottom really hard. I'm a vers top with true bbd/country dick.
From 2012-2022, things weren't so bad but what I was doing from 2009-2011 is whack off with different men and take out my anger on bottoms, usually they tap out because they can't tak the way I lay pipe. How ever, on 2011 I got enough and went beserk on my family and they chilled out for a LONG time. Now that this has started back, I'm now seeking my bi/dl ex to fuck me down with his uncut 8.5" x 5" with rough sex. All of these oral noises has made me seek him again.
I love him even though he's a crimminal and crack head. He's married and has grown children and grand chikldren now. He remembers me and plans on visiting me. I don't care that he's married bcoz he was sexing his 1st wife's twin sister behind her back. He still does when it's convenient for them both. He actually was supposed 2 marry his wife's twin but he and his buddy swopped @ the last minute. He doesn't know WHY I want him to fuck me sore though.
Yet I've noticed that when I brought him home with me @ 31, he sexed my 2nd cousin all night. He screwed her from 10:30pm-5:30am and came home telling me that he did this to make me and her closer 2gether. He actually ministered on us loving 1 another moreso now because she was going to use him to take her to work that day. That cousin is dead now and has been since 2007.
So I'm ask is the lord telling me that it's a mandate from him to get fucked/screwed? I've tried p[raying away these noises but things keep getting worse. I feel like the lord it telling me it's OK to fuck/screw and that he wants me to experience this because he knows this will bring this out of me.
Please help, aid and advise!!!