Bisexual Horror Story

[smoothmotion]

I remember being a teen. At the assistance of my Aunt, I went 2 a youth church event 1 SAT. The church leaders separated the boys from the girls. There was this bisexual pastor that was teaching the boys. All through my life, I've never heard any 1 saying that he has true bbd and I couldn't c a dick print while he was up speaking. I've never seen a hard dick print on him even though I've been near this crotch when he cuts my hair.

So in comes this mental man in his mid 40s. I guess he felt comfortable with the boys more than the men. As I was sitting on the pew, the other little boys were sitting to my left. This man sat between us. He goes n2 his pants and pulls out his dick and starts to whack off. The other boys ran way and laughed. I sat that in fear not able to move or run away. What's worse is that the pastor looked @ this and kept on speaking. I had paralysis and could't move and I was traumatized from then on.

Finally it was over 2 hours later and I was able to come home. This pastor has no problems with homosexuality and praises it even though he's married with grand-children. He just didn't stand up for me back then and usher the man away. The man is dead now and I'm so glad about it.

 

[mmaplus]

Smooth, this IS a horror story and I honor your courage in sharing this with us. The preacher was no pastor--as the very term implies his accountability as a shepherd and protector of his flock, including you. The man who came into the space was a predator. I understand why the other boys might laugh; we do that when we don't know what we should do. But your trauma is real and demands attention. I say this as the pastor of a queer-affirming church that has zero tolerance for exploitation and improper behavior. The predator's death won't liberate you. You need to talk through this and get to a lasting peace. If you can't find someone close to talk with, I'm here. Message me.