I need some advice. I bottomed for the first time yesterday. It was a short 30 sec experience. I could feel a tight pressure in my ass and almost want to say heard a little popping or ripping. Once he got it in was so painful I asked him to stop. Well blood, not a lot, but enough to put small blood stains on the towel were a result of this short encounter. I spread my legs and look into the mirror and can see my anus has not fully closed down there and open about the size of a nickel. It doesn't feel tight like it use too. I used the bathroom, #2, and thankfully it doesn't hurt but I had some trace blood on the toilet paper. Is my ass permanently messed up?

