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So I was at my friend's apartment warming party. I love attention, and i love dancing.. Naturally I am asian so when there is alcohol i get attention from glowing. But I wanted to go to the gay club, but no one wanted to go with me. So i decided to get my freak on at the party. I was lap dancing both guys and girls.. It was so amazing and the best part was that everyone was enjoying my dances and drunkedness.. Then I lap danced this one boy who i didn't know was gay and he was like oh baby it feels so good! So i took him aside after i was done and made out with him in the back of the aparment.. i would have taken him into his room but this other couple saw us.. so nothing happened. now its our apartments turn to hold a party and i really hope he shows up!

 

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Oh my Lord! I'm a Sophomore in College and I am totally comfortable with who I am around my friends. They all know I'm gay and accept me for who I am. Around my parents, well that's just another story. But that's not what this entry is about! When I was back home in Hawaii for the summer, this girl who is a lesbian and I always hung out. We had so much fun together. She told me she had insights as to who was gay in the class that graduated after us. She showed me a picture of this one guy who I always thought was gay and I told her I knew it. But he is such a closet fag. He puts on his myspace and facebook that he is straight.. What a lie!? I mean if you are in college, why can't you accept the fact that you have a new life, a new beginning, college students are different. They are understanding and accepting for who you are! He is very protective of his sexuality, but that doesn't mean you should shun the people who are accepting of who you are.. GAY PEOPLE ARE THE BOMB!

 

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I am a College Sophomore, my roomates and I were throwing a apartment party to kick off the new year and some friends of mine were visiting from California. We bought all the alcohol and the party was rolling.. Of course we intended for the party to be low key but some how all these random people ended up coming! It was ok, I was drunk of my ass and everyone was having a goodtime.. About 3/4 of the way through the party we get a knock on the door and its the police.. Everyone drops their drinks and makes their way into the rooms.. My roomate answers the door and the two cops explained to him there is a zero tolerance for underage drinking. Then my other roomate got out from the room and talked to the police too.. Luckily, we got away with a warning. We thought at first we were too loud and that the police could hear us from outside the windows. But the police said they got a call from a neighbor saying we were too loud.. WHAT THE FUCK?! Hey assholes its only 12 am on a saturday night, its not our fault that you are a fucking loser and don't have a party to go to.. Don't ruin our night because you are stuck at home with out alcohol. We don't know which neighbors ratted us out but who ever the fuck you are, we are going to make your life HELL... If you don't like our partying, then move out bitches!!

 

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so it's national coming out day! All my gay friends are happy and giddy.. I love this day as well.. But now comes the issue of whether i should come out to my parents.. I've been contemplating with this issue for quite some time now. Part of me wants them to know, but another part doesn't.. There are a lot of what if statements that come with my situation.. I don't wanna lose my parents, i love them too much.. But what if they cannot accept me for who i am.. I don't see how any parent can forsake a child, but what if it does happen? Scared?! heck yes! I don't know how to feel!? I have a feeling that they partly already know, but then again its my parents.. Well, homework awaits.. perhaps the coming out shall be reserved for another date..