fed1983
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For this year I had set myself the goal of coming out to my mother, but I didn't know that she had the same idea in mind...
Yesterday my mother was watching the news, and I was sitting on the couch playing guitar, very close to her. Then they showed in the news something about a law for homosexuals living in partnership, and they went asking people on the streets for their opinions. When that finished, my mother turned to me and asked: 'what do you think?' I answered what I thought, and then asked her what she thought. Then she went on talking about homosexuals and homosexuality for an hour!! This was strange because she was never sooo interested in the subject, so it was a bit suspicious. Even if there was a moment of silence, she would bring the topic back again with a comment.
Overall, the kind of things she said was that she was now more open to that, and that some years ago she had some doubts or rejection for homosexuality. She was indirectly telling me that now she was open to hear me. So, after an hour talking about other homosexuals she said: 'what about you? how do you project yourself for the future? Cause you never talk to me, so I don't know what goes on with you...'
After a moment of hesitation, I said: 'you're wanting me to speak, so I'm gonna do it... I like boys'
She reacted very soberly and asked me if it was true, if I was not kidding her. I told her not, so she said it was OK, and asked me some questions.
I knew that there were many things going inside her, even though she didn't show it, so I asked her: 'how are you feeling?'
As soon as I asked that, she confessed that it was weird, and she didn't know how to feel, she broke down and started crying, I went to hug her and she said that she loved me so much and that she was with me, but in fact she was shivering and crying. I also felt weird to see my mother in that state, but I knew that that was exactly what was going to happen, and she was aware as well that she needed some time to grasp the idea.
It was funny, because she confessed that she started suspecting some weeks ago, when she expressed her worry to her psychologist about me, that I never talked to her about girls, or never brought any girl home, so the psychologist suggested that maybe I was gay, that she should ask, but she never dared to asked directly, that's why she kept on talking about homosexuality for an hour, which was a bit ridiculous, to see if by that way I could come out to her.
This was just yesterday night, so I have to see when she comes home from work how she is doing, if she's still in state of shock or not.
Sorry if it was too long, but before I came out to her, I always enjoyed reading every little detail of other people's come outs, because I felt it like an inspiration for me, so I hope that you can find my story interesting or useful.
Yesterday my mother was watching the news, and I was sitting on the couch playing guitar, very close to her. Then they showed in the news something about a law for homosexuals living in partnership, and they went asking people on the streets for their opinions. When that finished, my mother turned to me and asked: 'what do you think?' I answered what I thought, and then asked her what she thought. Then she went on talking about homosexuals and homosexuality for an hour!! This was strange because she was never sooo interested in the subject, so it was a bit suspicious. Even if there was a moment of silence, she would bring the topic back again with a comment.
Overall, the kind of things she said was that she was now more open to that, and that some years ago she had some doubts or rejection for homosexuality. She was indirectly telling me that now she was open to hear me. So, after an hour talking about other homosexuals she said: 'what about you? how do you project yourself for the future? Cause you never talk to me, so I don't know what goes on with you...'
After a moment of hesitation, I said: 'you're wanting me to speak, so I'm gonna do it... I like boys'
She reacted very soberly and asked me if it was true, if I was not kidding her. I told her not, so she said it was OK, and asked me some questions.
I knew that there were many things going inside her, even though she didn't show it, so I asked her: 'how are you feeling?'
As soon as I asked that, she confessed that it was weird, and she didn't know how to feel, she broke down and started crying, I went to hug her and she said that she loved me so much and that she was with me, but in fact she was shivering and crying. I also felt weird to see my mother in that state, but I knew that that was exactly what was going to happen, and she was aware as well that she needed some time to grasp the idea.
It was funny, because she confessed that she started suspecting some weeks ago, when she expressed her worry to her psychologist about me, that I never talked to her about girls, or never brought any girl home, so the psychologist suggested that maybe I was gay, that she should ask, but she never dared to asked directly, that's why she kept on talking about homosexuality for an hour, which was a bit ridiculous, to see if by that way I could come out to her.
This was just yesterday night, so I have to see when she comes home from work how she is doing, if she's still in state of shock or not.
Sorry if it was too long, but before I came out to her, I always enjoyed reading every little detail of other people's come outs, because I felt it like an inspiration for me, so I hope that you can find my story interesting or useful.
Once again well done!
