I'm so stoked right now
. Came out to my best friend tonight, though had to do it over msn 'cause he's in Norway for a couple months. We had a pretty deep conversation and he sort of presented me with the perfect setting to come out. His reaction was pretty good and he asked me so many things, I just couldn't stop smiling
. So then my brother came walking in, who I hadn't seen for a while. And he knew something was up with me and knew that I sort of wanted to tell him something, but didn't know just how to do it. So he came in and directed the conversation to homosexuality, and then I came out to him. And he was totally awesome, he said if my parents would not accept me I could stay at his place till I'd find a room of my own, and he'd try and see how my parents would react to gay friends of his. But then he said he had sort of known for quite a while. And I was sort of surprised at that, so I asked him how. Turns out he had known for like 5 years. 5 Years ago I got a new dvd-player, and my parents got my old one. So my brother who is sort of the whizz-kid of the family went to install my old dvd-player, and there was still a disc of mine in there. So he turns on the player and presses play, and finds out a cd-rom was still in there with some of my porn on it LOL. So some naked guy turns up on the bigass tv-screen and he's like 'wtf', and quickly turns off the player so my parents don't see it. Then he hands me back the disc and I had no idea whether he had seen it or not, but he didn't act any different, so I guessed he hadn't. Turns out that's how he found out I was gay, but he didn't want to push me into a corner. He had talked about it with his gf and he said they'd both accept me and I could always crash at their place or call him if I wanted to talk. It was soooo embarassing but I'm just laughing my ass off now when I think of him seeing my gay porn. My brother's the best
! I'm so glad I came out to him now. Just my parents and my other brother left now!
! I'm so glad I came out to him now. Just my parents and my other brother left now!


















