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OK, so probably the first thing you all should know is that I am NOT a smoker. The number 1 reason for COPD is years of smoking and I do not smoke nor have I ever made it a habit. When I was young like 12 I tried it out for like a month but didn't like it at all and so I never smoked again.
I recently went to the doctor because my bacterial infection returned and I once again mentioned to him that my lungs were a problem as they have been for years now. I informed him that I had indeed told many other doctors about this and that nothing was ever done about it. He went to grab my chart and proceeded to tell me for the first time that it was written in there that I had COPD. This was news to me...considering the last time I went to see a doctor about my lungs was a little under a year ago! Why hadn't I been informed before???
I'm 27 years old with COPD and I don't exactly know why. I haven't really lived around a whole lot of noxious fumes or anything and so I don't know why I have it. This would explain a lot of things including the feeling of being fuzzy brained quite often including after I wake up in the morning. I have trouble thinking due to a lack of oxygen. Now things are much more clear minus the fact that the doctor simply told me that I had it but didn't give me any form of treatment for it. I was out of it on that day that he gave me the medication for my bacterial infection and so I forgot to ask him about that.
I thought that I wasn't depressed about it at first but now I'm starting to realize how bad this is since it's getting worse and I read that COPD is often fatal. I can't believe that I have this at age 27 when I know people who have smoked for nearly 70 years with less problems than me!
I use to be on oxygen for sleep apnea (no longer) but now Im thinking it had something more to do with my COPD. I took myself off of my oxygen when I thought that I didn't need it PLUS it didn't appear to be helping me too. I previously had a CPAP machine prior to oxygen and it caused my inner nose to burn profusely so I stopped that. I need to see a real doctor that knows how to inform people properly I think but I have no clue what the hell to do and I'm really pissed off at nature for pissing down my lungs for no good reason. I'm wondering if it's even worth living just knowing that before I die in the future I'll be gasping for air. Maybe it would be better if I prematurely end it? I might have 10 more years or more, I have no clue, the doctor who informed me of it really didn't give a rats ass about informing me it seems so I am clueless as to how much longer I have.
Whatever the case, I suddenly feel like I'm going to become more and more of a burden on people and that maybe I should find some convenient way to end it all.
I recently went to the doctor because my bacterial infection returned and I once again mentioned to him that my lungs were a problem as they have been for years now. I informed him that I had indeed told many other doctors about this and that nothing was ever done about it. He went to grab my chart and proceeded to tell me for the first time that it was written in there that I had COPD. This was news to me...considering the last time I went to see a doctor about my lungs was a little under a year ago! Why hadn't I been informed before???
I'm 27 years old with COPD and I don't exactly know why. I haven't really lived around a whole lot of noxious fumes or anything and so I don't know why I have it. This would explain a lot of things including the feeling of being fuzzy brained quite often including after I wake up in the morning. I have trouble thinking due to a lack of oxygen. Now things are much more clear minus the fact that the doctor simply told me that I had it but didn't give me any form of treatment for it. I was out of it on that day that he gave me the medication for my bacterial infection and so I forgot to ask him about that.
I thought that I wasn't depressed about it at first but now I'm starting to realize how bad this is since it's getting worse and I read that COPD is often fatal. I can't believe that I have this at age 27 when I know people who have smoked for nearly 70 years with less problems than me!
I use to be on oxygen for sleep apnea (no longer) but now Im thinking it had something more to do with my COPD. I took myself off of my oxygen when I thought that I didn't need it PLUS it didn't appear to be helping me too. I previously had a CPAP machine prior to oxygen and it caused my inner nose to burn profusely so I stopped that. I need to see a real doctor that knows how to inform people properly I think but I have no clue what the hell to do and I'm really pissed off at nature for pissing down my lungs for no good reason. I'm wondering if it's even worth living just knowing that before I die in the future I'll be gasping for air. Maybe it would be better if I prematurely end it? I might have 10 more years or more, I have no clue, the doctor who informed me of it really didn't give a rats ass about informing me it seems so I am clueless as to how much longer I have.
Whatever the case, I suddenly feel like I'm going to become more and more of a burden on people and that maybe I should find some convenient way to end it all.









