walkabout
And then...Satan chuckled
If some of you had read my old post...you might already know that I had broken up with my girlfriend and had started exploring my curiosity towards other men. Last night I finally for the first time in my life made out with a guy...and god was it good! Me and flat mates and gone to our friends house and we got a bit wasted there [I know Sunday night..no one drinks! but still we are a bunch of drinking buddies and drink a lot sometimes]. Then later we went to a bar where I met this simply gorgeous boy...he was almost the same age as me, jet black hair and very dark piercing eyes, a very nice athletic body and also had a stud in his ear [I not the type of guy who goes for piercings and tattoos but that stud looked soo cute on him], was a bit shorter than me and had a warm smile. Dont really remember how we started talking [ just remember looking at each other and then after sometime bumping into each other in the toilet, thats where i guess we started talking] it was just the alcohol talking at first I guess or at least making me touch him slightly which he dint mind at all..instead he put his arm around my shoulders, I told my friends I was going to go home as I had an early lecture today, so went out of the bar with him and we headed towards my house, I had told him that this was my first ever time with a guy and he was quite cool with it
. Not going to get into details of what we did in bed...but it was really really good..the best part was waking up in the morning...with girls I have always played the macho-ish role and never really got pampered or had a chance to put my head on someone's chest and sleep. I missed my lecture in the morning though 
I know it feels weird to tell such things on a forum to people whom i have known barely for a week...but I feel really comfortable talking about it here to all you guys. May be I will be comfortable enough with my friends to tell them about this part of me soonish...but I still feel like i am yet to fully explore myself so I am not sure if I will tell them anything right now, but I know they would be cool with it..just worried that my roll of the 'cool guy who takes the piss out people[in a funny way]' will change as they are going to get a lot of ammunition against me!!!
or . He has left me his phone number...maybe I will text him sometime tomorrow
. Not going to get into details of what we did in bed...but it was really really good..the best part was waking up in the morning...with girls I have always played the macho-ish role and never really got pampered or had a chance to put my head on someone's chest and sleep. I missed my lecture in the morning though I know it feels weird to tell such things on a forum to people whom i have known barely for a week...but I feel really comfortable talking about it here to all you guys. May be I will be comfortable enough with my friends to tell them about this part of me soonish...but I still feel like i am yet to fully explore myself so I am not sure if I will tell them anything right now, but I know they would be cool with it..just worried that my roll of the 'cool guy who takes the piss out people[in a funny way]' will change as they are going to get a lot of ammunition against me!!!
or . He has left me his phone number...maybe I will text him sometime tomorrow
and don't worry about your friends am sure they will understand and fact some of them might be in the same boat your in you never know LOL but go and call this guy and maybe something more will develop between you and him have fun honey
] and has like the best fashion sense in our house and is always best dressed [that slut!]. maybe he is just shy....still for the time being I am going to give him a break and concentrate on my swimming buddy!!
