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Do You Remember You're First Gay Crush???

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Good topic :)

I have had many female crushes since im bi, bit my first gay crush was on a boy at my school.

He was new to our class from Canada, and i remember the first time i layed my eyes on him, it was just great. I remember I was just dying and wished he would end up in my class in which he did. I was so happy! Even though i found him extremely good looking, we did not get along at first. We hanged around at two different crowds at school but sooner we ended up in the same crowed and we began talking more and more. At one party at my friends house, he got pretty drunk and was talking to me really close to my face and i think he was about to kiss me but my friend who was hosting the party came in and said "wow, u guys looked like you were about to kiss". That was one of my biggest regrets was not kissing him, maybe it was a better idea as it would have complicated things as he was one of my best budds at school. After that we became very close told each other stuff and we have had many "intimate" conversation, but i think i was about 17 and had not figured myself out yet so i could not have made a move cause i was so confused but it didn't really bother me cause as long as i could see him. He went back to canada and i have not heard much from him... I still have feelings for him (after 3 years) but they're slowly disappearing. He was just amazing, i hope to find someone like that one day... :(
 
I think my first when I was a junior in high school at 16. He was a senior who was the boyfriend of one of my sister's best friends. I lived right next door to her and hung out with them quite a bit so I saw him a lot.

I always thought he was cute but I never felt anything for him until he started staring at me. I used to ride home with her from school that year and everyday he walked her to the car and they would talk and make out while I waited patiently on them. While I would be in the car he would not take his eyes off me with her back turned to me. So, I got a small crush on him.

Nothing ever came of it though and I wouldn't have let it as he was dating my sister's best friend. My next crush was a football jock who got a crush on me first then I fell in love with his baby's mom/girlfriend my senior year. That's another long story!
 
6th grade, I was 12. He was a blonde soccer player. I had a crush on him the whole year. Then, I didn't really see him in 7th and 8th grade. But my feelings for him reemerged Freshmen year when he ended up in 4 of my classes.
 
Quite vividly, actually. When I used to attend school in NY, there was this guy, just a bit taller than me, and in the same predicaments as me, smart, not really athletic, and a bit shy about his physique, not to mention a really nice kid. We did start something, but the moment I left NY to go to another school, it was over. But it was for the best. We really weren't meant for each other. Still good to remember from time-to-time, though.
 
I do know that I've been attracted to men when I was little, but absolutely not in a sexual way which I do had with girls. It was more idolizing.

Almost 2 months ago I met a guy at the bar. I can say that he was the one who convinced me that I also fall for men. I still regret that I freaked out and left after the sex.
 
wow, it's funny how these are things I had suppressed so much I never realized they were crushes til now...

I played soccer in middle school and there was kid on the team who was a year below me (but only a month younger). He was actually a really nice guy, had blonde hair and blue eyes, and was the definitive jock- naturally muscular, tall for his age, good looking, and all the girls wanted him. I just remember REALLY wanting to be his friend, haha. I didn't understand it but I thought it was envy- I thought my fascination with blonde/blue eyed guys was me being jealous because I found it more attractive than my brown/brown combo. It turns out I just found it attractive period. His older brother dated my older sister for a short while even but nothing really came of that.

I'm mentioning the next one as well because it was the first time I considered that I actually LIKED guys. I had jerked it to gay porn for years but only because I was envious of hot guys... (did other guys make this excuse?). Anyways this poor guy from NC started at my tiny high school midway through senior year. I could tell he was nervous and he had a real doofy personality but he was talkative and I can't forget to mention he was extremely good-looking. And he had a goatee, which stood out because no guys in my class ever chose to grow facial hair. Anyways he was kinda annoying because in class he would talk to me and I'd feel like I have to laugh at his goofy jokes, but hey he was friendly and cute, lol.

Well apparently he had also become friends with my cousin who was in the same year as us because after graduation my cousin set it up for us to go visit my aunt and uncle who run a marina in TN, and he informed me "John" was going too. It was during that trip where I kinda had my first "holy shit, I think I like this guy" moment of my life. He was really playful all the time, always laughing, and didn't look bad wearing only swim trunks to boot ;) and we had a great time jetskiing and waterskiing and boating and swimming, and also drinking every night. Even after this I was in deep denial for another 4 years somehow; I pushed those feelings away and lost touch with him although I see him once in a great while and after a few minutes we always get back to our goofy friendship.

ah memories...
 
I had this crush on this guy when I was 14 and everytime I see him I'm all flustered and stumble on my words and I look like an Idiot. lol

Anyway 2 months later, I went to tell him that I had and crush on him and that I love him.

He was nice enough to tell me no. I got depress for about6 months.(kinda pathetic) But I got over it. It sucks during the 6 months.

Recently I just saw him but I still get that same old feeling. lol. crap.
 
The guy I fell for the first time was somewhat my best bud (yea... it happens often). I was 13 when I first met him, and at first it didn't seem like anything, he had good looks and a nice body, so.... I thought I only admired those at first.

But then along my teenage years, I came to realise that I was more interested in guys than girls. My feelings to him as a friend grew more than just normal friends. I didn't know what it was at first, but on the surface we were just friends, until one day (when we were 15) he told me he had a girlfriend, and asked me for suggestions on bringing her out to a movie. My heart leapt.... And I thought I was just jealous, because I didn't have one, it still didn't hit me that I was gay yet, but I was happy for him.... that's all I could do/say.

And a year later.... I finally realised and came to the conclusion that I was gay. And when I realised that I actually liked/loved him, everything suddenly made so much more sense.... but then again, when the fact that I'll never be able to be with him appeared, I was kinda depressed lol.


But that's years ago. I've gotten over it now and we're still best buds.
 
My first few crushes were all girls. I don't really remember when I started liking the same sex...

But I was a bit of a school lothario and went out with practically every girl. I went out with thsi girl called Jemma for ages and the whole school was in love with her...

My last girlfriend was when I was about 9 and then since then I started to realise I liked the same sex. Then my first male crush was my best friend. I liked him for years, all through secondary school and most of college :(
We fell out though and stopped talking about two years ago because I decided I had to take my mind off him, and fell for this other guy who ended up falling for him and I got jealous and took it all out on him.
 
My first gay crush ended up being my first post on JUB.

Jeez, I hope that scrolled off into the bitbucket of history. LOL.

Really nice guy, but I'm so not crushing on him now.
 
Before puberty, I had a serious crush on a high school football player. I had totally forgotten about him until I recently saw a high school annual picture of him posted on the internet. The picture jumped out of the monitor as if I were wearing 3D glasses. He was in his football uniform and looked as hot as I remember him. I remember going with my mother and my aunt one afternoon to visit his mother. I was so excited. I thought I would get to see him. He wasn't there, but I did get to peek into his bedroom and see all of his trophies. Ah, the innocence of youth.
 
Oh gosh. Mine was actully was when I started Sophomore year in High School. I was in Show Choir and there was this boy who was absolutely amazing at dancing and singing and was just overall cute. And not just his body and face, but also his personality. I had such a crush on him for that year and then he left for college since he was a senior when I was a sophomore. I still had a crush on him even when he was in college, but it died down.
 
My first crush was in 3rd or 4th grade. I had this best friend named Alex. Me and him were like brothers and he would come over my house and I would go over his. His older brother was so sexy too I wanted to always see his cock. Anyway I had the biggest crush on Alex and I know he did too. We would always share our stuff with each other and hold hands and sometimes peck. I remember when he went on vacation I was so sad that he was gone and when he came back I told him how much I missed him and he like I missed you too. So we pretty much were really close friends even though we never did anything sexual other than kissing but we would talk about sex and dicks sometimes, esp his older brothers haha.
 
my first real crush would have been in high school

so many hot guys but it probably wasnt until year 11 that i really noticed this guy

everything about him was perfect

brown hair, jock, great body, amazing legs and the cutest smile
 
Oh Lord.

Well, my first crush since I admitted to myself that I was gay was with a guy that I currently go to school with. He's straight (of course) but, a crush is a crush. I quickly got over it though, and he's a good friend now.

My first first crush was in middle school on one of the gym teachers. It peaked when I saw him one morning in a towel after he had (obviously) taken a shower in the boy's locker-room before school started.
 
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