My guy cums in me pretty often, and I generally can't feel it. I do feel it pulsating once he's still and mostly done though. I've never really thought about concentrating on the feeling right when he cums - maybe I just wasn't paying attention to the sensation.
As for your relationship, just an idea, but maybe he would be able to get off with a fleshlight? I've never used one, but as I understand they simulate actual sex pretty well. This would give you a break when you didn't feel like bottoming. Also, you might be able to talk your guy into at least letting you play with his ass a bit (rimming, fingers, small toys) and this might work up to him letting you top him eventually. If nothing else, make sure he knows everything you want him to do for you in bed, since you're compromising a lot to bottom all the time.
As for your relationship, just an idea, but maybe he would be able to get off with a fleshlight? I've never used one, but as I understand they simulate actual sex pretty well. This would give you a break when you didn't feel like bottoming. Also, you might be able to talk your guy into at least letting you play with his ass a bit (rimming, fingers, small toys) and this might work up to him letting you top him eventually. If nothing else, make sure he knows everything you want him to do for you in bed, since you're compromising a lot to bottom all the time.
