Fellating Father

[ReZerection]

Seriously you are completely right. It's insane I know, but never the less.

I've been with my guy for a year now, and as the days, weeks and months went by I would catch him either doing something or saying something or even looking a certina way that would in a instant remind me of my step father. Yes, my step father has been more in my life than my biological. But on a conscious level, I don't find my step father attractive in the very least. UGH, not body type, not age, not anything. He'll most of the time I'm repulsed just speaking with him, but thats another story.

Anyway, yeah I've even told my mother at times that some of the things michael does reminds me instantly of my step father.

So yes I would have to agree, even though it still freaks me out.

Look, human beings ARE attracted to their parents sexually.

It's just that most don't know it! It's buried in their subconscious minds and they wind up attracted to somebody who reminds them of their parent!

Girls marry someone like dad. Boys marry someone like mom!

It happens for gays too.

I remember hanging with a dude about 10 years ago and he said he had thoughts of his father. I was grossed out. He said "They're just thoughts."

Okay, cut to 10 years later and I've been beating my meat thinking of my father, having these fantasies about him.

I'm not going to do it. But I fantasize about hugging him, kissing him. And, yeah, even sucking him!

I'd say that if a guy is conscious of his thoughts about his father, then he's a smart guy who is in tune with his subconcious.