mikecruz
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Hi guys, I'm from the Philippines and I'm new here. I found this site a couple of days ago and was inspired by the stories posted in here so I want to share mine.

I suddenly woke up amidst a beautiful dream: running across a field filled with colorful flowers, being chased by the man of my dreams, until he caught me on the arms and we both fell onto the soft ground. We lay there with him on top of me looking straight into my eyes and wearing the smile I fell in love with. His brown hair shines bright as the sunlight hits every strand. Our lips were inches apart when I heard someone calling my name.
“Migs… Migs.. Wake up now. You’re gonna be late for your trip.”
“Yeah. Thanks Mom. I’ll be downstairs in a minute.”
My friends and I planned to go to Cam Sur this summer. Summer outings became annual since our first year in college and I have never missed any of it. Last year, we went to Puerto Galera and stayed there for three days. It was fun to escape from all the household chores, school stuff, and the city once a while. Now, we’re on our third year and I still can’t believe that I’m getting older but apart from ageing I also can’t imagine that I made it through to third year college without getting kicked out.
I had a quick shower before I went down to grab some breakfast before I leave. It would be a long trip until we get to our destination so I decided to ask my mom last night to prepare some packed food for the rest of the gang just in case we got hungry on the way. While my mom is busy making sandwiches, I checked on my luggage if ever I forgot something to bring.
After half an hour, my friends arrived and we’re ready to go.
“Bye Mom. I’m gonna miss you. Please tell Daddy that I got the money he left on top of my computer desk. And please please don’t forget to lock my door before Monika gets back from her out of town. I don’t like her using my things and you know that.”
“Bye Migs. Take care.”
I hugged my mom so tight and left. Inside the van, everybody is busy with their IPADs, PSPs, and mobile phones. I was sitting between my close friend Louis and a friend Kenny. Louis is one my closest friend in our group but the problem with him is that he’s a homophobic which is why I can’t declare to them my true sexuality. For him, being a bisexual and a gay is just the same. On the other hand, Kenny, who is funny, cute, and cool is fine with gay guys’ company, he just don’t like hanging around with them all by himself. Kenny and I don’t hang out that much compared to the time I spend with Louis but it is fine that we take the same way going home, together with Nico and Iris.
“Hey, Kenny, I’m glad that you’re coming with us this year.”
“Yeah. I made sure that I wouldn’t skip another summer of fun with you guys. Sorry, for ditching you all last year. It won’t happen again, I promise.”
“Really? If that happens ever again, we’d be kicking you out of the group forever. And we kinda miss your company.”
“We? Or is it just you who missed me?”
My heart was racing so fast when those words came out of his cute pink lips and I couldn’t grasp any word to say. It was the same scenario where I had a black out when he asked me something on our way home last year.
********************
“Migs. Where’s Nico and Iris?”
“Nico texted me that he has a meeting while Iris left an hour ago to meet his family in the mall.”
“I see. So, let’s go?”
“Yeah sure.”
Kenny was walking on my right side while texting. Then a cute guy passed on my left along the corridors of the engineering building. I couldn’t help myself but to follow the guy with my gaze and when I turned my back to look at Kenny, he was already looking at me and I didn’t know what to say. What if he caught me fantasizing that guy through my stare? The atmosphere between us became really awkward and we didn’t mumble anything until we reach the platform of the train. I can’t look straight into his eyes without feeling the fear of being rejected.
“Migs.”
My body froze that it seemed that my feet were glued on the floor. But I gathered all my strength to face him without hesitation.
“Yeah?”
“Regarding what happened a while ago, I just wanna ask if…. If you’re gay?”
Those words hit me like a big yellow school bus and I couldn’t speak.
I was unprepared for this but I know now how to answer those kind questions. I didn’t show him that I’m troubled and answered him back.
“Shut up.”
And he laughed out so hard before he responded.
“I was just kidding dude. Chill!”
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I suddenly woke up amidst a beautiful dream: running across a field filled with colorful flowers, being chased by the man of my dreams, until he caught me on the arms and we both fell onto the soft ground. We lay there with him on top of me looking straight into my eyes and wearing the smile I fell in love with. His brown hair shines bright as the sunlight hits every strand. Our lips were inches apart when I heard someone calling my name.
“Migs… Migs.. Wake up now. You’re gonna be late for your trip.”
“Yeah. Thanks Mom. I’ll be downstairs in a minute.”
My friends and I planned to go to Cam Sur this summer. Summer outings became annual since our first year in college and I have never missed any of it. Last year, we went to Puerto Galera and stayed there for three days. It was fun to escape from all the household chores, school stuff, and the city once a while. Now, we’re on our third year and I still can’t believe that I’m getting older but apart from ageing I also can’t imagine that I made it through to third year college without getting kicked out.
I had a quick shower before I went down to grab some breakfast before I leave. It would be a long trip until we get to our destination so I decided to ask my mom last night to prepare some packed food for the rest of the gang just in case we got hungry on the way. While my mom is busy making sandwiches, I checked on my luggage if ever I forgot something to bring.
After half an hour, my friends arrived and we’re ready to go.
“Bye Mom. I’m gonna miss you. Please tell Daddy that I got the money he left on top of my computer desk. And please please don’t forget to lock my door before Monika gets back from her out of town. I don’t like her using my things and you know that.”
“Bye Migs. Take care.”
I hugged my mom so tight and left. Inside the van, everybody is busy with their IPADs, PSPs, and mobile phones. I was sitting between my close friend Louis and a friend Kenny. Louis is one my closest friend in our group but the problem with him is that he’s a homophobic which is why I can’t declare to them my true sexuality. For him, being a bisexual and a gay is just the same. On the other hand, Kenny, who is funny, cute, and cool is fine with gay guys’ company, he just don’t like hanging around with them all by himself. Kenny and I don’t hang out that much compared to the time I spend with Louis but it is fine that we take the same way going home, together with Nico and Iris.
“Hey, Kenny, I’m glad that you’re coming with us this year.”
“Yeah. I made sure that I wouldn’t skip another summer of fun with you guys. Sorry, for ditching you all last year. It won’t happen again, I promise.”
“Really? If that happens ever again, we’d be kicking you out of the group forever. And we kinda miss your company.”
“We? Or is it just you who missed me?”
My heart was racing so fast when those words came out of his cute pink lips and I couldn’t grasp any word to say. It was the same scenario where I had a black out when he asked me something on our way home last year.
********************
“Migs. Where’s Nico and Iris?”
“Nico texted me that he has a meeting while Iris left an hour ago to meet his family in the mall.”
“I see. So, let’s go?”
“Yeah sure.”
Kenny was walking on my right side while texting. Then a cute guy passed on my left along the corridors of the engineering building. I couldn’t help myself but to follow the guy with my gaze and when I turned my back to look at Kenny, he was already looking at me and I didn’t know what to say. What if he caught me fantasizing that guy through my stare? The atmosphere between us became really awkward and we didn’t mumble anything until we reach the platform of the train. I can’t look straight into his eyes without feeling the fear of being rejected.
“Migs.”
My body froze that it seemed that my feet were glued on the floor. But I gathered all my strength to face him without hesitation.
“Yeah?”
“Regarding what happened a while ago, I just wanna ask if…. If you’re gay?”
Those words hit me like a big yellow school bus and I couldn’t speak.
********************
I was unprepared for this but I know now how to answer those kind questions. I didn’t show him that I’m troubled and answered him back.
“Shut up.”
And he laughed out so hard before he responded.
“I was just kidding dude. Chill!”

























