I grew up in a very homophobic environment so i surpressed my urges from very young. I knew i was gay since i was about 7. When i was 17 i statted going to a gay bar (reputed to be the first gay bar in Scotland) and hanging out, i got talking to the guys in there mostly an older crowd which was fine by me as i've always been into older men and one of the guys mentioned a gay sauna that was nearby .
Now i had never imagined such a place existed but he told me about some of the goings on there and i felt my cock stiffen with anticipation. I hadnt even touched another man yet and the one time I'd been with a woman made me physically sick. I decided to go for a look, my heart was pounding with anticipation and i had massive butterflies in my belly. I arrived at a nondescript building and pressed the buzzer and was buzzed in. I paid my money and was handed a towel, the staff member perhaps sensing my nervousness asked whether i had been in before and i whispered no, he offered me a tour of the place, it was on 3 floors the wet area in the basement the ground floor had a bar and changing rooms and the top floor had various private rooms a dark room and a room with a sling and lots of mirrors.
I hurriedly got changed i was almost breathless with nerves. I headed for the wet area and there was a 6 person jacuzzi with an older man in there maybe about 60 with salt and pepper hair a hairy chest and a beautiful face just my type. I entered the jacuzzi and sat opposite the man avoiding eye contact scared shitless. 5 minutes passed i could feel his gaze upon me then i felt a foot touch my shin, i froze in terror i was having palpitations but my cock was rock hard, his foot travelled up my leg and carressed my inner thigh, i opener my legs to allow him access and he obliged by massaging my cock with his foot, he moved towards me and sat next to me i felt his hand carress my thighs i was taking rapid breaths and his hand rested on my cock and he began wanking me, he leaned in and kissed me gently on the lips, my head was swimming this was the most erotic moment of my life i touched his chest gently moving my hand down to his groin area i was about to touch the first cock of my life.
i was pleasantly surprised to find he was hard and about 6.5 inches and nice and thick, he whispered in my ear to come upstairs, i nodded nervously all i could hear in my head was "im about to have gay sex" i tried to hide my erection as we walked through the bar but im 7" and i dont think im very successful. He led me to the dark room and kissed me deeply and put his hand on my head, i knew he wanted me to suck his cock, i was on my knees i licked the head gingerly id dreamt of this moment for years now it was happening, i kissed his cock and then took the head in my mouth and began bobbing my head up and down, i dont even know if im doing a good job he starts fucking my mouth i then feel someone else's hands on my ass gently carresing my ass cheeks and massaging my balls from behind, i hear the man change position and next thing i feel is a warm toungue licking my butthole im still being face fucked by the older man and now my ass is being eaten im in exstasy. We move to a bed and the men position me on all fours im so nervous but so excited the first man from the jacuzzi offers his cock to my mouth and i greedily begin sucking it. It feels amazing to have a cock in my mouth im still rock hard and then i feel the 2nd man lubing my ass and inserting a finger i recoiled in shock from the pain and he slowly started working his finger in, after a few minutes he inserted a 2nd finger it was painful but i knew i wanted to feel something in my ass it felt so good. He removed his fingers and i was disapointed but then i felt the head of his cock pushing at my hole it felt thick but it felt so good. He began to enter me i yelped from the pain and he told me to relax, the first man handed me a small bottle of what i now know as poppers and instructed me to sniff the open bottle i took a large sniff and at the same time i felt the cock in my ass force its way in the pain was massive as he held it in there but my head was swimming from the poppers, fuck me i heard myself gasp he obliged and i telt him begin to thrust the pain began to subside until it was all pleasure i took another sniff of poppers and began furiously sucking the first mans cock as the thrusts in my ass got faster and deeper the 2nd man said yeah you love that dont you. Getting fucked like a slut i moaned in appreciation and said yeah fuck me like tbe dirty whore i am i felt his cock stiffen and he began to groan as he pumped wave after wave of hot cum into my ass my cock was still rock hard and leaking pre cum as i took another sniff of poppers the 2nd man withdrew his cock i said to the first man fuck me daddy he laid me flat on my back and lifted my legs over his shoulders and next thing i know his cock is deep inside me and he is thrusting so fast yes i screamed, i felt like this is what i was born to do. I felt the pace quicken as he unloader his seed into me he collapsed in a heap next yo me and starting jerking my hard coco it wasnt long before i came all over myself and i just laid there cuddling the first.man covered in my.own cum and 2 loads leaking out of my ass.
I kept in contact with the first.man he name was Geoff and he became my first boyfriend he was 63 i was 17 and he helped me come out and i moved in with him after i was rejected we were together 10 years until he passed away still my 1st love and will always be my first husband even though we didnt have marriage equality back then.
Now i had never imagined such a place existed but he told me about some of the goings on there and i felt my cock stiffen with anticipation. I hadnt even touched another man yet and the one time I'd been with a woman made me physically sick. I decided to go for a look, my heart was pounding with anticipation and i had massive butterflies in my belly. I arrived at a nondescript building and pressed the buzzer and was buzzed in. I paid my money and was handed a towel, the staff member perhaps sensing my nervousness asked whether i had been in before and i whispered no, he offered me a tour of the place, it was on 3 floors the wet area in the basement the ground floor had a bar and changing rooms and the top floor had various private rooms a dark room and a room with a sling and lots of mirrors.
I hurriedly got changed i was almost breathless with nerves. I headed for the wet area and there was a 6 person jacuzzi with an older man in there maybe about 60 with salt and pepper hair a hairy chest and a beautiful face just my type. I entered the jacuzzi and sat opposite the man avoiding eye contact scared shitless. 5 minutes passed i could feel his gaze upon me then i felt a foot touch my shin, i froze in terror i was having palpitations but my cock was rock hard, his foot travelled up my leg and carressed my inner thigh, i opener my legs to allow him access and he obliged by massaging my cock with his foot, he moved towards me and sat next to me i felt his hand carress my thighs i was taking rapid breaths and his hand rested on my cock and he began wanking me, he leaned in and kissed me gently on the lips, my head was swimming this was the most erotic moment of my life i touched his chest gently moving my hand down to his groin area i was about to touch the first cock of my life.
i was pleasantly surprised to find he was hard and about 6.5 inches and nice and thick, he whispered in my ear to come upstairs, i nodded nervously all i could hear in my head was "im about to have gay sex" i tried to hide my erection as we walked through the bar but im 7" and i dont think im very successful. He led me to the dark room and kissed me deeply and put his hand on my head, i knew he wanted me to suck his cock, i was on my knees i licked the head gingerly id dreamt of this moment for years now it was happening, i kissed his cock and then took the head in my mouth and began bobbing my head up and down, i dont even know if im doing a good job he starts fucking my mouth i then feel someone else's hands on my ass gently carresing my ass cheeks and massaging my balls from behind, i hear the man change position and next thing i feel is a warm toungue licking my butthole im still being face fucked by the older man and now my ass is being eaten im in exstasy. We move to a bed and the men position me on all fours im so nervous but so excited the first man from the jacuzzi offers his cock to my mouth and i greedily begin sucking it. It feels amazing to have a cock in my mouth im still rock hard and then i feel the 2nd man lubing my ass and inserting a finger i recoiled in shock from the pain and he slowly started working his finger in, after a few minutes he inserted a 2nd finger it was painful but i knew i wanted to feel something in my ass it felt so good. He removed his fingers and i was disapointed but then i felt the head of his cock pushing at my hole it felt thick but it felt so good. He began to enter me i yelped from the pain and he told me to relax, the first man handed me a small bottle of what i now know as poppers and instructed me to sniff the open bottle i took a large sniff and at the same time i felt the cock in my ass force its way in the pain was massive as he held it in there but my head was swimming from the poppers, fuck me i heard myself gasp he obliged and i telt him begin to thrust the pain began to subside until it was all pleasure i took another sniff of poppers and began furiously sucking the first mans cock as the thrusts in my ass got faster and deeper the 2nd man said yeah you love that dont you. Getting fucked like a slut i moaned in appreciation and said yeah fuck me like tbe dirty whore i am i felt his cock stiffen and he began to groan as he pumped wave after wave of hot cum into my ass my cock was still rock hard and leaking pre cum as i took another sniff of poppers the 2nd man withdrew his cock i said to the first man fuck me daddy he laid me flat on my back and lifted my legs over his shoulders and next thing i know his cock is deep inside me and he is thrusting so fast yes i screamed, i felt like this is what i was born to do. I felt the pace quicken as he unloader his seed into me he collapsed in a heap next yo me and starting jerking my hard coco it wasnt long before i came all over myself and i just laid there cuddling the first.man covered in my.own cum and 2 loads leaking out of my ass.
I kept in contact with the first.man he name was Geoff and he became my first boyfriend he was 63 i was 17 and he helped me come out and i moved in with him after i was rejected we were together 10 years until he passed away still my 1st love and will always be my first husband even though we didnt have marriage equality back then.