Well my dream has come true. After 34 years on this earth and thinking and dreaming so long about messing with a cute guy it has finally happened.
Back in November I decided I would try CL and see if I could find a guy that would be cool with a FWB relationship. Well I got lots of responses and most were from that did not fit what I was looking for in any shape or form. The rest were guys just wanting a place to shoot their loads and were no way interested in a FWB relationship.
Well after a few weeks of no luck at all I had forgot about the post and stopped checking my email. Well around Christmas I pulled that email account was going threw deleting all the crap responses and came across one that really caught me attention. So I responded and got to talking with this guy. He was 22 and had been in a relationshop with the same girl since was 16 but they had broke up almost a year ago. He had since hooked up with 2 other girls and had short flings with them and that is the limit of his sexual experiance. He told me that he consider himself straight and loved girls but always wanted to try something with a guy and a FWB relationship was something that he liked the sounds of.
So we emailed back and fourth for a couple weeks and exchanged pictures and checked each other out on facebook and finaly set a time to meet. Well he got cold feet that day and backed out. After that he stopped talking to me altogether. I had emailed him several times over the next few weeks and never would respond. So I gave up and stopped emailing him. Then in February I sent him a couple emails but still had no response. Then a couple weeks ago I thought I would try one last time and I actually got a response.
He ended up apoligizing for getting cold feet. Siad even though he had always wanted to try it when the time came to meet he freaked out and just decided the best thing was not to talk to me anymore. Well after 5 or 6 emails back and fourth he ended up giving me his cell phone number to text so we could have faster responses. Well couple days later we actually met up in Wal-Mart parking lot which is just a couple blocks from my house.
This was last Sunday and we ended up just hanging out at my house and bullshitting for over 5 hours. He was a really cool guy and once we got past the initial first meet nervousness we talked like we had been friends for a long time. Then on Tuesday he came over again after work. We bullshitted again for a few hours and watched a movie. After the movie you could feel the tension in the air and I was trying to figure out how to talk about the benefit part of our new friendship. Right as I was ready to say something he spoke up and asked how I felt about the situation and if I had any interest in him now that we met and have hung out. I told him YES and we talked about how what we should do to start.
Now let me say that my CL was all about me performing oral and not expecting any recip. But as we were talking I found out he was looking for a two FWB where we satisfy eash other. This kinda throwed me off and freaked me out and here is why.
I am a big guy at 6'1" and 300+ lbs and unfortunately I am not very hung in pants and I am not proud at and pretty shy about it. Well this 22 year old guy that was talking about sucking my cock is 5'10" and weighs 170 lbs and is pretty dang good looking. He works for a shipping company and loads truck all day and is in pretty good shape. So the thought of him wanting more with me than just me sucking his cock really throwed me for a loop.
Well after we discussed all of this I explained why I kinda freaked and that I was really shy about my body and just not sure that he would like what he seen when he got my pants off. Well he still was all for it which really shocked me and he told me if I needed to wait he understood and he could go home for the night if wanted him too. I told him if he was up for it I would like to go ahead and try to suck him off and said OK but only if I was sure.
So away we went. It was very awkward as neither one of us really een knew where to start. I asked him if he needed some porn to help and he said maybe it would so I handed him the laptop. He sat there watching some porn and stroking himself to try and work it up hard. After about 10 minutes he finally stood up and was buttoning his pants and said he could not get anywhere thought it mite be better to go home. I told him that if he was comfortable enough to let me dive in then go ahead and sit back down. He asked if I wanted him to strip and I told him to do whatever he was comfortable with. Well he did and when he sat down I dropped to me knees and got between his legs and just started foundling his beautiful limp cock and big balls in a nice tight sack.
My thoughts at this time was "how can a fatass 34 year old be so lucky to have such a fine 22 year old speciman in front of me".
While I was foundling him he was watching porn and after about 5 minutes of just admiring him I went for it. I started licking his head and shaft and down to his balls and sucking on them a little. He while doing this he started getting hard so I moved up and started working his cock with my tounge and lips and then finally wrapped my lips around it and really started working it.
His cock grew to a nice plump and beautiful little over 7" perfectly straight and shaped cock. I was instantly in love amd my own cock was just oozing pre-cum all insde my paints.
Now I was new to all of this but I had watched enough vids that I just went with what I had learned and the motions and spots I know that make me feel good when masturbating. Well after 5 minutes or so he was going limp again. He took over and started stroking it himself and got back up and I took over and it lasted maybe another 5 before it was limp again. So being it was my first time with a cock in my mouth I thought maybe I was just not doing him pleasure. He told me it all felt great but he did not know why it kept going limp. Finally I broke out the lube and really started working his cock by hand and it stood up again but again only lasted a short time.
So I asked him if he ever watched gay porn. He said he had but it was not something he done much. Well I pulled up a couple really good vids I had saved in my favorites. They seemed to work as he was instantly hard again. However I worked on him for atleast another 30 minutes minutes switching back and forth from mouth to hands and a combination of both. He really seemd to be enjoying it at time as he would really tense up and thrust a little and I can see in his face that he was really liking it. But finally it went limp again and we could not get it back up and he ended up just calling quits.
So the first time was not the best for either of us. I figured it just had to do with it being our time and the nervousness we both had.
Then tonight he came over again. I figured since we were past the nervous part now things would go great. Well no matter what I did or tried I could not keep him hard. He could take over with his hand get it hard but soon as I went down on him he would loose his erection within a couple minutes.
We tried it for about an hour tonight and just did not get anywhere because he kept going limp.
Well he left about an hour ago and here I set wondering what to do to keep him hard. He is so good looking and I really want to see him cum and see the peasure on his face but we just can't get it done.
I asked him if he liked what I was doing doing and he said it was all awesome but for some reason he just could not keep it up. So once again we ended up giving up.
I need some advice PLEASE from you guys. What do I have to do to keep him up? He is really seems into it but just can't stay hard. I am wanting so much to please him but at this rate it is not going to happen and I am starting to feel bad even though he says it is not my fault and every thing I do feels great.
Back in November I decided I would try CL and see if I could find a guy that would be cool with a FWB relationship. Well I got lots of responses and most were from that did not fit what I was looking for in any shape or form. The rest were guys just wanting a place to shoot their loads and were no way interested in a FWB relationship.
Well after a few weeks of no luck at all I had forgot about the post and stopped checking my email. Well around Christmas I pulled that email account was going threw deleting all the crap responses and came across one that really caught me attention. So I responded and got to talking with this guy. He was 22 and had been in a relationshop with the same girl since was 16 but they had broke up almost a year ago. He had since hooked up with 2 other girls and had short flings with them and that is the limit of his sexual experiance. He told me that he consider himself straight and loved girls but always wanted to try something with a guy and a FWB relationship was something that he liked the sounds of.
So we emailed back and fourth for a couple weeks and exchanged pictures and checked each other out on facebook and finaly set a time to meet. Well he got cold feet that day and backed out. After that he stopped talking to me altogether. I had emailed him several times over the next few weeks and never would respond. So I gave up and stopped emailing him. Then in February I sent him a couple emails but still had no response. Then a couple weeks ago I thought I would try one last time and I actually got a response.
He ended up apoligizing for getting cold feet. Siad even though he had always wanted to try it when the time came to meet he freaked out and just decided the best thing was not to talk to me anymore. Well after 5 or 6 emails back and fourth he ended up giving me his cell phone number to text so we could have faster responses. Well couple days later we actually met up in Wal-Mart parking lot which is just a couple blocks from my house.
This was last Sunday and we ended up just hanging out at my house and bullshitting for over 5 hours. He was a really cool guy and once we got past the initial first meet nervousness we talked like we had been friends for a long time. Then on Tuesday he came over again after work. We bullshitted again for a few hours and watched a movie. After the movie you could feel the tension in the air and I was trying to figure out how to talk about the benefit part of our new friendship. Right as I was ready to say something he spoke up and asked how I felt about the situation and if I had any interest in him now that we met and have hung out. I told him YES and we talked about how what we should do to start.
Now let me say that my CL was all about me performing oral and not expecting any recip. But as we were talking I found out he was looking for a two FWB where we satisfy eash other. This kinda throwed me off and freaked me out and here is why.
I am a big guy at 6'1" and 300+ lbs and unfortunately I am not very hung in pants and I am not proud at and pretty shy about it. Well this 22 year old guy that was talking about sucking my cock is 5'10" and weighs 170 lbs and is pretty dang good looking. He works for a shipping company and loads truck all day and is in pretty good shape. So the thought of him wanting more with me than just me sucking his cock really throwed me for a loop.
Well after we discussed all of this I explained why I kinda freaked and that I was really shy about my body and just not sure that he would like what he seen when he got my pants off. Well he still was all for it which really shocked me and he told me if I needed to wait he understood and he could go home for the night if wanted him too. I told him if he was up for it I would like to go ahead and try to suck him off and said OK but only if I was sure.
So away we went. It was very awkward as neither one of us really een knew where to start. I asked him if he needed some porn to help and he said maybe it would so I handed him the laptop. He sat there watching some porn and stroking himself to try and work it up hard. After about 10 minutes he finally stood up and was buttoning his pants and said he could not get anywhere thought it mite be better to go home. I told him that if he was comfortable enough to let me dive in then go ahead and sit back down. He asked if I wanted him to strip and I told him to do whatever he was comfortable with. Well he did and when he sat down I dropped to me knees and got between his legs and just started foundling his beautiful limp cock and big balls in a nice tight sack.
My thoughts at this time was "how can a fatass 34 year old be so lucky to have such a fine 22 year old speciman in front of me".
While I was foundling him he was watching porn and after about 5 minutes of just admiring him I went for it. I started licking his head and shaft and down to his balls and sucking on them a little. He while doing this he started getting hard so I moved up and started working his cock with my tounge and lips and then finally wrapped my lips around it and really started working it.
His cock grew to a nice plump and beautiful little over 7" perfectly straight and shaped cock. I was instantly in love amd my own cock was just oozing pre-cum all insde my paints.
Now I was new to all of this but I had watched enough vids that I just went with what I had learned and the motions and spots I know that make me feel good when masturbating. Well after 5 minutes or so he was going limp again. He took over and started stroking it himself and got back up and I took over and it lasted maybe another 5 before it was limp again. So being it was my first time with a cock in my mouth I thought maybe I was just not doing him pleasure. He told me it all felt great but he did not know why it kept going limp. Finally I broke out the lube and really started working his cock by hand and it stood up again but again only lasted a short time.
So I asked him if he ever watched gay porn. He said he had but it was not something he done much. Well I pulled up a couple really good vids I had saved in my favorites. They seemed to work as he was instantly hard again. However I worked on him for atleast another 30 minutes minutes switching back and forth from mouth to hands and a combination of both. He really seemd to be enjoying it at time as he would really tense up and thrust a little and I can see in his face that he was really liking it. But finally it went limp again and we could not get it back up and he ended up just calling quits.
So the first time was not the best for either of us. I figured it just had to do with it being our time and the nervousness we both had.
Then tonight he came over again. I figured since we were past the nervous part now things would go great. Well no matter what I did or tried I could not keep him hard. He could take over with his hand get it hard but soon as I went down on him he would loose his erection within a couple minutes.
We tried it for about an hour tonight and just did not get anywhere because he kept going limp.
Well he left about an hour ago and here I set wondering what to do to keep him hard. He is so good looking and I really want to see him cum and see the peasure on his face but we just can't get it done.
I asked him if he liked what I was doing doing and he said it was all awesome but for some reason he just could not keep it up. So once again we ended up giving up.
I need some advice PLEASE from you guys. What do I have to do to keep him up? He is really seems into it but just can't stay hard. I am wanting so much to please him but at this rate it is not going to happen and I am starting to feel bad even though he says it is not my fault and every thing I do feels great.
