How does it feel like being me

[D-Base]

That's a tough question to answer, isn't it?

I'd say most of the time it's fun.
I'm very easy going and I like to take new adventures.

I'm not very good at decisions and I prefer to let other decide
when it comes to little things concerning both sides...

I like to have fun, I like to be entertained and I like people who
have a good sense of humour, boring people do not stay around
me too much...
I like strange people or people who others find weird. Most of my
friends are weird in a way...

I do not have best friends. I cannot say that I have a true friend
that I can rely on anytime. Maybe I do but I don't know that.
My friends are in general easy going, they do not take life
seriously and they aren't attention whores.
Just like me.

I can't stand people who think they are the center of the universe.
Those people are usually boring, transparent are very very
insecure...

I rarely get sad but when I do it is usually because of a heartache.
I am a fighter. I do not give up easily and I like having things my
way when I believe my way is the right way...

I'm very lazy sometimes and that's something I can't fight
unfortunately, when lazy days take over me I just let it be...
I like my job a lot but I prefer a day off...
I wish I had more spare time for playing footy and more friends
who like footy but I don't. That's something I can't change at this
point.

I'm a great friend. I am helpful and supportive. I'm also very
understanding, I've been told that I give the best advices.
Most of my friends are straight males that know I'm gay and
accepted me.

I have never felt any sexual attraction towards them and I do not
fantasize about my straight buddies.
I'm not obsessed with straights. I like nice gay guys and I want a
gay guy for my partner.

I have nothing against bisexuals. But if I ever have a relationship with a
bisexual I want to be the only one that shares his bed. No
excuses.

I get angry very easily and I'm furious when I'm really angry.
I calm down just as easily.

I'm passionate about things. I concentrate on the smallest details
sometimes which others find annoying. I'm a perfectionist when it
comes to my work. I'm not so at home... my room is messy and
so is my life sometimes. I'm not very organized.

I'm always on time tho and I do keep my promises. Always!

I love my family. My brother I consider my best friend. He's
awesome.

I wish I had a pet but I'm allergic to cat and dog fur...

I wish I had a driving license and a nice car. But I don't have
time to get the license.
I like guys with nice rides. I know it sounds whorey but that's a
fact. A nice ride make a nice guy look nicer

I'm totally monogamous. I have never cheated on my partner but I
have been cheated on a lot... I can forgive.

I like to sing and I have been told that I'm a good singer. I like to
dance too but I prefer to do it in private. I'm not so fond on gay
clubs discos and bars. Only visited a couple of times because
my ex boyfriend insisted.

I prefer a nice quiet sports bar with nice buddies, beer and
Shopska salad
Hehe.

I haven't read a book in years. That's a fact, I like reading but
somehow I just don't tend to buy books and reading is always out
of my everyday "to do" list...

I loved high school and wish I could go back... it was so much fun
and I loved my schoolmates, unfortunately, it's been almost 7
years since I graduated and the time machine hasn't yet been
invented.

I do not regret things. Everything happens for a reason.
Do not cry for things you cannot change.

I fall in love pretty easily. I like my partner to be consistent,
supportive, caring and I like him to be independent and to be a
fighter... if he likes sports it's a HUGE bonus, appearance is
important but not as important as the things I mentioned above...

I like a guy who takes care of his body and health. I'm not sure I
can have a relationship with a smoker, I'm sorry. I just don't like
the idea that my guy can get cancer or a heart attack at the age
of 43 because he's smoking too much stupid cigars.

Cigars are a waste of money too! Ha!
I'd prefer to give those money to charity, homeless kids mostly.

I love kids and I'd love to have kids with my partner someday. I'd
like to have 2 boys. I'd love to attend soccer games with them.

So that's how it feels like being me... hope it was pleasant to
read...