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how u found out u were bi or gay

It started in early grade school. I couldn't stop looking at the older boys. Nothing sexual, I just thought they were so good looking and I couldn't get enough of looking at them. In the summer before my 6th grade, I watched a boy 2 years older than I take a piss. He was standing on a large rock facing me. I almost flipped out when I saw his dick. I couldn't believe how large it was. Ah, the joys of discovery.
 
I always knew, from the time I was6 years old and went to the pool with my dad and seeing him and other men naked. girls were pretty, i always appreciated a good looking female but a good looking guy always did it for me.
 
WOW! This thread had a two year "rest" before it got bumped! ..|

Though I'd posted in it, early on, I didn't remember it at all! So ... had to read it, completely, over again! Great thread!! (!)

And ... I don't believe I ever answered the original question! #-o

When I KNEW I was Gay, and when I finally admitted it, are two very different things!

As was "expected" of me, I was quite the "ladies man" through out my twenties. But, there were a "few" ... well, more than just a few ... Guys that I'd "played" with in there too! (!w!)

When did I discover that I liked Guys? Must have been when I was 10, or so. Had been getting naked with everyone I could since I was 5 (precisely because it was a "Bad Thing"!) :badgrin:

So ... it wasn't the getting naked part, but when I was 10, or so, was the first time I hugged another naked Guy, and touched dicks! What a rush!! It helped that we were both HARD at the time!!

But, I also liked the feel of his muscles, chest and abs, pressed against me. And, the way he smelled, and looked. We were both too young to "get off", but we had lots of fun getting naked and feeling each other's bodies snuggled together, and our feet on top of each others'. (This "happened" with more than just one other Dude!)

Other than "playing" with naked boy friends, peeing in front of each other, jerking off together in the woods (but not touching each other), the usual showing off "macho" stuff that guys will do, I didn't have an actual "real" sexual encounter until I was in college.

My first blow job was a mutual 69 with a guy in my dorm. And, to my own surprise, I swallowed all the cum he shot into my mouth and throat! :69: I discovered that I liked the taste of Male CUM!! :drool:

Though I was still fucking Girls, at the time, it was then that I fully knew that I preferred Guys! But, I didn't fully admit that, to myself, let alone anyone else, for another 10yr.!! ](*,)

If only I had KNOWN Then what I Know NOW!! (I've hit my Smilie limit! *tantrum!*)

Keep smilin'!! *kiss* *hugs*
Chaz ;-)
 
I can remember having fantasies about other guys around 12-13. I didn't put it together then that this meant I was gay though. It was hard for me to do that because my dad was a pastor in a southern baptist church, which is just about the most intolerant place for gays anywhere. So he informed me how being gay was disgusting and a sin and all this. So I never gave it any thought that I was that. At the same time, I never really had any interest in girls and never pursued any relationships with them. I just assumed I was straight and would at some point.

Then in high school I started looking at naked guys online and found that I got aroused easier than looking at naked women, but I still didn't identify this as being gay. I struggled with it several times because of the church that I went to and my families religious background. There was at least one or two times when I "confessed to God" (lol) my "sin" of finding guys attractive and deleted all my gay porn lol. Needless to say, that didn't make my attraction for guys go away.

The break I needed came when I went away to college. For the first time I was no longer in an environment where I was constantly fed all the religious nonsense. I stopped going to church and decided to undertake a serious study of religion for myself from an objective angle. When I was done, I realized what a flawed book the bible is, and what an utterly ridiculous notion the idea that it was written by a supreme supernatural being is. This made it much easier for me to accept that the feelings I had for guys all along were not wrong, and were just who I was.

Shortly after I had my first sexual experience with another guy that I hooked up with at my college. That was a horrible encounter because I was so nervous, but my subsequent experiences were much better. By the time I was about 21 I had completely accepted myself as gay. I'm 25 now and still haven't come out to my family because of the religious bullshit I would have to deal with, but I do plan to come out to them at some point in the next few years.
 
As long as I can remember, I've always looked up against older men (teachers, dads of friends) but not in a sexual way. I was only looking at the shape of the body and thought of how I become when I grew up. In the meanwhile I only dated (as far as you can name that in the younger years) girls.

At the age of 12 (I think) I was wondering what other men looked like without clothing. That was the moment I sneak peeked in lockerrooms, ect. And later on I discovered that I could also watch them naked on the internet after finding naked girls.

Around the age of 15 I began to think how it was to be with an other man. However I still dated girls because I was still attracted to them. But I was always afraid of getting to close. So the relationships didn't last long. I beleave the record is 1.5 year.

At the end of 2008 I decided to enter the gay scene and that was quite fun. But it was about two months ago that I've had my first sexual experience with a man. We realy liked each other and he asked if we could stay together. I realy wanted to, but I freaked out because of getting to close (as usual). So now he's only a memory of a great night.

After asking a few questions here on the forums, I've decided to accept that I'm bi. A view days later I told my parents. Some weeks later I'm writing this down here.
 
It was a gradual process in discovering that I was bi. When I was a sophmore in highschool, I found myself liking physical contact with guys. As the year progressed, I found myself staring at guys more in a sexual way. Soon after, watching a few videos on youtube of guys kissing really got me curious and excited. It helps that my family was very accepting of homosexuality, so I did not feel ashamed of my feelings. Well, no oppurtunity arose for me to experiment until my senior year I found myself kneeling on a bathroom floor after school sucking off a new guy that just transfered to my highschool.
 
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