Jinx
On the Prowl
Ok, so I have a bunch of questions that I've wanted to ask for a while, but instead of making like 5 different threads, I'll just put them all in one.
1). For those of you who have done coke, I have a couple questions...first, do you get coke dick, and do you know why? I don't do it often, but when I do, I cant seem to get fully hard, but I can still cum, though it's not much (I think it's just because I am dehydrated.) Secondly, have you ever done coke, and had spots in your eyes, like when you look at a bright light for too long? I did a little tonight for the first time in a long time tonight, and that happened, and it has weird.
...oh, and if you don't approve of drug use, I don't care. I don't want a lecture, I'm a big boy and know what I'm doing (nor do I approve of excessive drug use, with ANY substance)
2). Anal stuff. Ok, so I've only bottomed a couple times. First real time hurt like a bitch, but he didn't really go slow. My first boyfriend felt fairly decent, I guess, cause he was pretty small...I still would tense up though. I generally like toys, once I get used to them...but I have a question about fingers. They have never felt good to me. They always hurt so much...mine are ok, sometimes. Is it just because they put it in too fast, or does anyone else hate being fingered, but like anal play?
3). HIV. So I'm kinda in love with a co-worker who has HIV (we haven't done anything worth worrying about, so no worries). And he's kinda into me hardcore too, but refuses to go further into an actual relationship, because he doesn't want to risk it, and because he think that you shouldnt have to use a condom in a relationship. My question, I guess, is if any of you have had a success relationship with someone who was positive, while you were not. Did you manage to stay clean? Did you have sex? It's so painful, to know that we both care for each other emmensly, and that we are kinda perfect for each other, but can't be together because of that.
...I guess that wasn't that many questions. I think I had more, but I forgot them while I was writing. Oh well.
1). For those of you who have done coke, I have a couple questions...first, do you get coke dick, and do you know why? I don't do it often, but when I do, I cant seem to get fully hard, but I can still cum, though it's not much (I think it's just because I am dehydrated.) Secondly, have you ever done coke, and had spots in your eyes, like when you look at a bright light for too long? I did a little tonight for the first time in a long time tonight, and that happened, and it has weird.
...oh, and if you don't approve of drug use, I don't care. I don't want a lecture, I'm a big boy and know what I'm doing (nor do I approve of excessive drug use, with ANY substance)
2). Anal stuff. Ok, so I've only bottomed a couple times. First real time hurt like a bitch, but he didn't really go slow. My first boyfriend felt fairly decent, I guess, cause he was pretty small...I still would tense up though. I generally like toys, once I get used to them...but I have a question about fingers. They have never felt good to me. They always hurt so much...mine are ok, sometimes. Is it just because they put it in too fast, or does anyone else hate being fingered, but like anal play?
3). HIV. So I'm kinda in love with a co-worker who has HIV (we haven't done anything worth worrying about, so no worries). And he's kinda into me hardcore too, but refuses to go further into an actual relationship, because he doesn't want to risk it, and because he think that you shouldnt have to use a condom in a relationship. My question, I guess, is if any of you have had a success relationship with someone who was positive, while you were not. Did you manage to stay clean? Did you have sex? It's so painful, to know that we both care for each other emmensly, and that we are kinda perfect for each other, but can't be together because of that.
...I guess that wasn't that many questions. I think I had more, but I forgot them while I was writing. Oh well.
