I knew I was different when I was young.
I get aroused when guys take their shirt off, reviewing their firm bodies and hard rock nipples. ( oops, sorry ). I was a child back then, I never thought of having this thoughts will make me different from those boys who are laughing beside me. I thought, I am normal.
To be honest, I don't know what I am looking for, till now. I am eager to have sex with guys ( like literally ) but the thought of getting a vagina still appeal to me, just isn't strong, but still there. The past encounters in my REAL life was all revolving around girls. I tried to date them, but they aren't what I looking for in a girl.
I used to feel disgusted when I see two boys kissing. I was like, ew, no way. But now, I think is HOT. It'll be better if I am the one kissing. I used to think anal sex is gross and should never ever try it, in the end, I experimented it and it feels okay ( maybe I do it wrong? )
So, what am I? Gay? Bi? Or just weird?
I get aroused when guys take their shirt off, reviewing their firm bodies and hard rock nipples. ( oops, sorry ). I was a child back then, I never thought of having this thoughts will make me different from those boys who are laughing beside me. I thought, I am normal.
To be honest, I don't know what I am looking for, till now. I am eager to have sex with guys ( like literally ) but the thought of getting a vagina still appeal to me, just isn't strong, but still there. The past encounters in my REAL life was all revolving around girls. I tried to date them, but they aren't what I looking for in a girl.
I used to feel disgusted when I see two boys kissing. I was like, ew, no way. But now, I think is HOT. It'll be better if I am the one kissing. I used to think anal sex is gross and should never ever try it, in the end, I experimented it and it feels okay ( maybe I do it wrong? )
So, what am I? Gay? Bi? Or just weird?