So it's come to the christmas holidays, tis' the season yaddaa yadda and im feeling really depressed atm. Im not gonna see my boyfriends (3way) as theyre up north and with their parents. I've been crying a lot for no reason and was so happy to skype with them i had to hold back tears there too. Sadly I cant talk atm as i lost my voice from all the coughing, so we cant talk on skype really or a phone call which is even worse. Also when I came back I caught sinusitis literally the day my gparents picked me up so ive been ill since i got here (sat) and been doing NOTHING. Im sooooooooo bored and too fatigued from my illness to do shit. My family all go off to the their own thing, me too usually but im just feeling very, very very lonely at the moment. I just want a hug but my friends are all too busy with christmas around the corner so i wont see them till after boxing day, and i wont see the bfs till after new year. I just dont know what to do now. Im bored and lonely.










