Introduction from a confused guy

[nickymaz]

Hey Guys;

This is my very first post and I'm glad to be here. I am 25 yrs old and I reside in Little Rock, AR but I'm origionally from upstate NY.

I'm hoping posting here will help me work some things out. Over the past few years I have gone through phases when I feel very attracted to men (like right now). I feel extremely attracted to guys and bearly notice women and then it will switch back. Usually I have this occur a couple times a year. Right now, pretty much all I can think about is having sex with guys.

While I have done things sexually with women (kissing, oral) I have never had intercourse with one. I also have never had sex with a guy, but hopefully that will change in the nea future and that will help me figure this all out.

Adding to my mixed up sexuality is my strong interest in BDSM. I am a submissive and I have been into the scene for almost a year. I have only submited to women but recently I got the urge to submit to a man and I've started chatting with a gentleman in my area, his style involves corporal punishment, humiliation and sexual servitude. Hopefully we will get to play soon.

Well, I've pretty much told all I can right now. I hope I can figure all this out someday, but for now I just want to enjoy the ride (so to speak). Please feel free to comment with any questions or encouragement.

Thanks;
Nick

 

[Bashful]

WELCOME! That was a great introduction. I do hope you find what you are looking for. I think you might be interested in our Bi-Talk Forum
http://www.justusboys.com/forum/forumdisplay.php?f=95 It might help you to find yourself. I hope you will explore the site and start to post in all our other forums too! Have fun!

 

[Lefty]

nice intro, you were clear,informative but you didn't get into the repetitive redundancy crap so many people do.

the jub family has many different areas for you to explore. there are opportunities to learn, share knowledge and even glean knowledge for fellow jubbers. with this diverse and mostly caring group if you have a problem or question someone always has an answer based on personal experience or their educational background.

glad you are with us now, enjoy, participate and grow with us.

 

[dave_63]

Hey nickymaz
to JUB! Great intro!

 

[nickymaz]

Thanks for the welcome everyone, I'm glad to be here!

 

[mike_n_herrin]

hi nick

i sure hope the site helps you figure stuff out. leftcostmikey said it very well i think. hang in there and talk to some of the guys in the bi forum as bashful mentions. i think it'll help ya out.

- mikey

 

[darren]

Welcome to the board Nick! And you're from Little Rock, where my favourite band are from!

 

[nickymaz]

Hey guys, thanks for writing.

The guy I was talking to chickened out so I'm still looking for a Dominant Man to take control of me.

I'm doing alright besides that. Being on JUB has been good, it's nice to be apart of this community. Thanks for making me feel welcomed and comfortable with being me.

 

[bike10]

Hi and welcum to JUB, also orginally from upstate NY now living in the Ozarks.