Ironic isn't it?

[-Tr0y-]

I'm an 18 year old boy, and I lead a pretty normal life I like to think. I just recently graduated high school. Summer just ended and I'm finally getting ready to move away from home for the first time and go to college.

There is one thing that is different about me though. I have a secret. Like, a big secret. Its about my sexuality. I'm male of course. But. I'm not like most guys. I don't have the same sexual preferences as most guys. You see. I like girls. That's right I'm straight.

No one knows yet. I haven't come out to any family or friends yet. They'd be so ashamed to have a straight son. My future for them, didn't involve me with some 'chick'. They imagined me with some cute boy, and our 2 adopted children. Our white picket fence. Our dog that would run to get our news paper in the morning and bring it to us.

Have they ever considered what I want. It is my life. Do they not care? Since when do they get to chose who I love and live with for the rest of my life?

I hate this.

I feel so ashamed. This could really ruin my family

What will they think of me? What will my friends think of me? Will they even be my friends anymore once they find out?

Oh man. I don't know what to do. I'm so scared.

Why does it really matter anyway? Is it so bad? I'm just like everyone else. I just like girls. Am I allowed to be different? Who are they to judge me for being different?

I'm an 18 year old boy who likes girls. So what?

I can't keep living like this. I'm living a lie. I have to tell someone. My parents first. They should really know. I can't keep looking at them everyday without them knowing the truth. But, will they even want to look at me anymore one they do know the truth?

So many questions with zero answers.

What ever happened to unconditional love? Love me for who I am. Don't base your love for me on who I love. That's my choice. Not yours.

I'm an 18 year old boy, and I like girls. So what. Deal with it. This is who I am. I shouldn't have to change for you.

This is my story. I write the words. I turn the pages. I create my happy ending.

 

[boredman321]

hmm Ironic that you wrote this on a gay based website.... slightly

i found it rather intresting!

 

[WYSIWYG]

You feel ashamed for liking women? You haven't come out to your family, for liking women?

Sorry makes no sense here.

 

[Autolycus]

hmm Ironic that you wrote this on a gay based website.... slightly

I found it rather intresting!

You feel ashamed for liking women? You haven't come out to your family, for liking women?

Sorry makes no sense here.

So guys - the laugh is on you! Checkout TrOy's other posts here and I think you may have cause to blush a little!

A delightful piece of satire!

 

[tomersh]

hehehe.....awesome...i love it....i have one quistion .......so to hide the fact that you're straight....have you been sleeping with guys? .....*trying to play along*

 

[-Tr0y-]

hahaha thanks for the comments guys. To the first two guys. I hope you get it now. If not, just send me an email and I'll fill you in. haha

You both actually helped me prove my point. The fact that you went 'huh' is good. I'm glad people realize how strange it sounds when someone 'comes out' as being straight. Makes you think 'what? why should they have to come out if they're straight."

My point.

No one should have to come out at all. We should all just be.

 

[xrph1670]

Good satire. I wish that there were some way to make some people read this to hopefully open their minds a little. I thought it was great.

 

[harry113]

Wonderful piece, hehe!
Thanks Troy ... so we are all equal .... Aren't we ????
Harry