EveretteB1975
The Shield fanatic
I don't know y i am writing something. But i am feeling real depressed lately. I can't afford a shrink haha but i need to deal with the depression i always seam to get. Thank god i have a few close friends that help me feel better about myself. My father is clueless he just don't get it. He wants me to be straight but i am not, he really need to get with it. He cant teach me morals because he doesn't have any of his own.
One problem is that i am way too damn shy. I don't know anything about being in a relationship even though i want one real bad. I know suicide is bad and out of the question. Suicide is what killed my mother. I just hate the thought that my mother choose to end her life in a painful way.
I always wonder y i am here on earth. I am here just to feel miserable all the time. I really dont want to feel so down all the time. Like i said before thank god that i have a few friends without them i will be morbid depressed.
I am sorry for writing this , i just need to put my thoughts down. Sorry is this made no sense to any one.
One problem is that i am way too damn shy. I don't know anything about being in a relationship even though i want one real bad. I know suicide is bad and out of the question. Suicide is what killed my mother. I just hate the thought that my mother choose to end her life in a painful way.
I always wonder y i am here on earth. I am here just to feel miserable all the time. I really dont want to feel so down all the time. Like i said before thank god that i have a few friends without them i will be morbid depressed.
I am sorry for writing this , i just need to put my thoughts down. Sorry is this made no sense to any one.