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Jarren

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Should I be blogging? Don't quite know yet. But it may be interesting and quite a healthy way to vent.

Should I even post some personal photos?

Hmmmm, any comments?
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So 'life' is what you make of it ... or ... you believe that a higher power defines it for you. It's either one or the other, yes? You're either religious or not. A basic observation, i know. But extremely important IMO for establishing one's happiness.

As for me, I'm of the group trying to define it on my own. The idea of a deity just doesn't float my boat. It's just that the main challenge for self-defining a purpose is to have it hit home with true meaning. That is, to truly feel it inside that I'd be passionate about it.

So here it is: I'm here because I have to be somewhere. Wherever I am, 'here' is always where I'll be. And to strive for anything else but happiness just doesn't make any sense, because being happy feels so damn good. So everyday, that will be my direction: toward happiness.

Jerking off, blowjobs, anal play, finishing a triathlon, changing careers, eating the right foods, snacking on a few decadent munchies, making it through breakups and deaths and sad moments and rough times, fixing up my home, traveling all over the world, creating a family, making new friends, loving them all .... yup, they're all part of building that road to my personal smile, and with all the bumps and bruises that understandingly come with it.

So again, why build any other road? It's my life, my definition, and the feeling of happiness is simply da bomb that floats my boat.

;)
 
I say in my profile that I'm "In Shape", yet I'm now starting to fall off the wagon. Well, not exactly "now"; it's been happening since a year ago really. Maybe more. Yes, mostly likely. I mean, yes definitely. Way off the wagon.

Just airing out a little truthful dirty laundry. Well, this one not too dirty IMHO.

[pause]

At least not yet.

Mwahhhh hahhh ahhhh!
 
What's the deal? I'm just not feeling very horny tonight. Just don't feel like thinking about dick, that's all.

Now it's onto some C++ book learnin'. What the hell. Someone's gotta do it.
 
Ahhh, the good ol' helping hand. If anything, it's a fetish of mine. Of all the porn videos, I easily float towards the ones where guys are being jerked off hard by others. Guy or girl, it doesn't matter. I think it's the sense of submission that I enjoy. Note to self: must engage in more submissive acts to prove my theory :-p.

Now if you'll all excuse me while I take care of some business.

:-o
 
I'm just not into dick this evening. (sigh)

Y'see, I'm a bit preoccupied with building my work skills to qualify for a better paid job. Right now, I have a "Learn C++" book next to me that I'm trying to plow through. It certainly would've been easier to eat up this stuff 17 years ago, having been fresh out of college. But these days I just need to be more persevering and concentrate a little more than the usual for everything to sink it. Hopefully, my brain can still grow more dendrites :-).

Perhaps simultaneously, I could brush up on a little XML and/or Java. How fun. (eyes rolling)

And yes, my penis is now limp :-(. Hopefully yours is a little more perky.
 
I've thought for a while that the JUB homepage should just have one of two buttons to click on before entering:

[ Still Horny ] [ I Came Already ]

Either way, I'm finding myself hitting the X-rated threads all at once or the G-rated threads all at once. And never the two sides shall meet in one login session.

How interesting. :-)
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I've always had a fetish for unerect penises. I almost always prefer looking at them over the hard ons. The latest one that I've just found posted in these forums is quite a nice one. Oh how I wish I could hold it. But I suppose mine will have to do for now.

Now if you'll just pardon me... :-)
 
I'm back into the gym routine. Today, however, I was just sooooo darn horny that I jerked off in the showers. It was a bit edgy, though, since the showers have glass doors and anyone passing by can get a good sight.

No worries though, mates. I rinsed the shower stall well and drained all that sticky semen down the tubes. Gotta be tidy, y'know. :-)
 
It's been a long while since my last post, but I've still been lurking around JUB and reading the forums posts. So yes, I'm still alive and well.

The workouts are still a happening deal. For winter, I've been moving into "maintenance mode". My cardio efforts at the gym are not so intense -- mostly on the stationary bike -- but my weight lifting efforts have increased. Trying to put some shape into this sagging body of mine.

I'm still loving the gym as usual ... the nudie locker room scenes ... the glass shower doors ... naked steamroom chats ... I just can't get enough of the dick shows :-).

And every once in a while, I can't help but wank off while soaping away in the showers. A bit risky since others could see me through the glass doors. Ahhh, but life is short and I figure that if they're looking, then they're liking. :-)
 
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So I got horny enough to post cock shots of me. I just hope it doesn't come back to haunt me one day. Anyone else have this paranoia?

Oh well, it probably will. C'est la vie.
 
How beautiful: athletes baring all. I'm still working up to it, to where these Olympians are in their physical caliber. Only thing is that the age process tends to make it more challenging for me. It would've been much more easy in my 20's to build up a well defined physique. Nonetheless, just to know that I'm actively trying to improve myself is enough to up my self-esteem.

Hmmm, now should I take a pic of myself naked on a bike? ...
 
So I'm halfway through watchin' Superbad tonight, and I'm enjoying it very much. Funny stuff :-). And since I'm on a break because I got interrupted with a couple of calls and now dinner time, I've started to think about it.

I thought how in my teens in high school, I never talked super candidly with any of my guy friends about porn, fucking, jerking off, and all that. Well, actually I did, but it was all in macho tones and it was always about someone else who did it, like as if I had never done it myself or at least would never admit to it in our conversations.

And because of that, I think I missed out on some bonding and some opportunity for maturing socially, perhaps some physical interaction as well, all because I was such a dweeb and so insecure and afraid to open up and share my thoughts.

And now many many years later, I've finally broken that. Thank goodness. Today, I could be candid and confident in chats these days, and talk about what's really on my mind with those who would be open to listening. Yeah, it took quite a while to get here [sigh], but oh well, better late than later.

So you wanna talk about sucking dick now? Sure, I'm game... :-)

See?!
 
I turned another decade older yesterday! Thought I'd wake up with superpowers or something, but nadda!

To celebrate at work, I bought 10 muffins and scones for my coworkers from Starbucks. Turns out 4 were missing when I finally opened the bag at the office. So I drove back and complained, and they apologized and gave me the missing items.

So I guess you could say that I DID wake up with superpowers. My balls got bigger. How 'bout that!
 
A friend prompted my attention to my not blogging in just over a year. Well, here goes it again. A first attempt after such a long hiatus. But it's early morning and I still need to get some sleep before work in a few hours.

So what quicker way to get to dreamland than to rub one out quickly now before hopping between the sheets.

This jerk's for you. You know who you are ;-).
 
Feel asleep at my brother's, but woke up early this morning, snuck out and now am back home in the wee hours.

Here's wishing everyone a Merry Christmas, Happy Hannuhah, Happy Kwanzaa, and most of all a "Happy Festivus for the rest uv us!"

Ho ho ho! .<:D>
 
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