I saw this article about a guy coming out to his family in China, her mum said that to him, "when you grow older, who's gonna take care of you? You don't have a wive and you don't have a kid. Who's gonna care for you?" Honestly, it got me thinking. I have to admit, I am a very insecure guy. I don't feel safe when I am alone. Is like there is a black hole inside of me assuming my positive energy. I can't imagine a life without anyone significant in my life. It will be lonely and I am very afraid of loneliness. I hate it. Maybe due to what I been through when I am younger. I don't want to spent my life alone. I want to have someone waiting for me in home. I want to have someone that cuddle with me during cold night. I want to have someone that I can share my passion with. Someone that will pat on my head and kiss on my forehead. I want to start a small family like Sixthson. ( I love your kids, Danny. )
I think I am crazy. I am 20 and I am thinking of settle down.
I think I am crazy. I am 20 and I am thinking of settle down.