Lords of Linda

[StoneWall23]

Hey there, this one is my second story, first one i lost interest and it was more of a prototype. Questions comments or concerns let me know of course, the story itself is based on real events, names have been changed, yada yada

“Lords of Linda” (Band Name)
How to Read

Garth Pike--Guitar
5’8--19—White--Male
Brown eyes, Blue Mohawk, Lightly Hairy
Swimmer’s Build, Light Complexion

Mike Volcovas--Drums
6’0--21—Hispanic--Male
Blue eyes, Short Brown hair, Hairy
Bodybuilder, Tan complexion

Elias Mark—Bass/Vocals
6’2”--21—White--Male
Green Eyes, Dyed Short Red Hair, Hairless
Bodybuilder, Light Complexion

Tsugumi “Jazz” Cross—Vocals/Keyboard
5’6--22—Japanese--Female
Brown Eyes, Long Brown hair, hairless
Petite, Light complexion




 

Lords of Linda

When I found out I was gay, I also found out that I couldn’t tell anyone. Coming out to my parents was a huge mistake, I was kicked out. So now, two years later I was living with Tsugumi, my best friend. She was smart, held a nice job at the bank (Which to my knowledge paid her handsomely) and was “Lords of Linda’s” vocalist, I was the guitar player. We were helping our friend Mike move apartments, he was our drummer, and had been my crush for five years already, at this point I knew it was impossible, he was unfortunately as straight as they come.

“Mickey, what about the boxes?”I asked. Sweat poured down my face, I wasn’t used to hard labor, Mike on the other hand was used to this kind of stuff, he worked out about five times a week at the “Muscle Factory” and by god almighty, he made use of his time there, he looked like an ox, muscle all over. He came outside and took the box from me, his shirt stuck tightly to his sweaty body.

“Thanks dude, come on Tsu is making some pizza in the oven I’ll get the rest of them,” Mike said in his deep, manly voice, my knees basically became jelly, he misinterpreted that and laughed. He thought I was tired so he asked me to go inside and take a breather. I slumped on the couch and looked around. We had painted the living room and had also painted the rest of the house days before, and honestly it looked good now. The last tenant hadn’t done any type of handy work in years so the place was pretty run down, but the band had pitched in exchange for food and a place to practice.

“So that’s it!” Exclaimed Mike as he walked through the door, there were clouds off in the distance behind his wide frame, the wind was blowing our way and I knew there would be rain tonight. I hated the rain. I shuddered at the thought of the oncoming rain and focused on the hunk in front of me, he had a huge grin on his face and looked at his new place in awe almost; I could tell he was proud of his new place. “We could put the drums in the extra bedroom and all of our equipment, and we can practice in the garage, I already got the place insulated so the neighbors won’t hear a peep!”

I could hear Tsugumi in the kitchen, the place smelled great and I knew there was going to be good grub on the way. “Hey guys the food is almost ready, Elias is on his way now so lets’ get the table ready!” Mike chuckled and left for the bedroom, he took off his sweaty shirt on the way, exposing me to the full perfectness of his body. A healthy amount of hair covered his powerful chest from peck to peck, it centered on the lower part of it to form a nice treasure trail that lead off to his boxers and below. I could see his back muscles dance in unison as he picked another shirt from his closet and pulled it over his magnificent torso. I turned around quickly to avoid getting caught for staring at him. There was a huge boner in my pants, it had been hard for so long that it hurt! Whenever we practiced I would have to find ways to hide it, there was never a moment that it wasn’t hard when I was around him, his presence, everything about Mike Volcovas made me want to squirm.

Thank fully I wasn’t obvious; I kept my straight façade whenever I was around him and nobody but Tsugumi knew about me, or the cause of my woes. I was 5’ 8’’, with a swimmers build you could say, I was fit, I tried to work out as much as I could and I had a blue Mohawk, when I found out it was Mike’s favorite color, I didn’t hesitate to make the change. I knew it was a lost cause, but anything for this man that kept me up at night for the last five years almost.

“Honey I’m home!” Elias had arrived, he closed the door behind him and looked around cautiously, he had been part of the marines a couple of years prior, but was let go with an honorable discharge, he never talked about it, he greeted Mike and me and went inside the kitchen. “Hey Tsu, what’cha making?” He kissed her on the cheek and gave her a hug, Tsugumi and Elias went way back.

“Oven Pizza, salad, and some mojos for now, remember, we have a gig in a couple of hours at Tracy’s place, we’ll eat, rest, practice and then head out so we can set up.” There goes our little band leader, she was only 5’6” but damn could she be the bossiest, most sweetest girl ever.

Mike came in and we all sat down, the food was great, we watched some TV later and headed out, it was already raining when we got there so we had to hurry and get all the stuff inside the huge, three story house. The party was already going on; I could smell the booze and liquor before we even made it inside.

 

[StoneWall23]

(A tad bit more)

We kept the set short, we only played about five songs an hour after we got there, and three more about three hours later, it was during this last set that a fight started, between Elias and Mike, I don’t know how it happened but Elias dropped his bass and jumped over the drum set and punched Mike straight in the face! Mike of course fought back and for a couple of minutes they wrestled and went at each other like rabid dogs. Elias left the party right after, he didn’t have a ride so I guess he walked home.

Tracy had offered us one of her many guest rooms so we could clean ourselves up, Tsugumi was in the shower in the room next to us, so me and Mike were alone. “Dude…seriously are you okay?” I asked for the umpteenth time, I had some swabs and rubbing alcohol in my hands, the smell of it was making me dizzy. He chugged his fifth beer after the fight, I looked in awe as he finished it in a couple of seconds, his throat muscles contracting and moving lucidly, oh how I wish I was able to suck on his neck, his lips, his—“Ahhh, I think that last one hit the spot Garth.” Quickly I snapped out of my reverie and took a step back, he wasn’t that bad surprisingly, he had a small bruise on his right check and a small cut on his eyebrow but nothing else, it was whenever he moved his shoulders and arms that he hissed in pain. Elias that bastard, it had come out of nowhere, I had no idea what was going on between them but it must have been bad, Elias was built just like Mike and he was about two inches taller too, honestly I thought Mike would have been neaten to a pulp! He was caught unawares, but he had held his own.

“Mick, take your shirt off Tracey gave me some lotions, they might help,” Mike agreed and started to take it off but stopped halfway and smiled a crooked smile at me. “A little help please?” He asked sheepishly, I was there at his side a little too quick and slowly I pulled his shirt off him. I gasped and looked at his back, it was full of blooming purple bruises, he had the same situation going on his chest and abs. “How bad is it?” He asked, I didn’t reply, I rubbed some lotion on my hands and felt them warm up quickly, they must be some muscle relaxant. He lay on the bed back side up and I began to rub his broad back.

He groaned deeply, I went after the small bruises applying a small amount of pressure and kneaded some of them away. I felt guilty though, I hated seeing him like this, hurt and in pain, but I was happy, I had my hands on him, touching and making him feel good, I loved that part and my boner did too. He turned around and I started doing the bruises on his chest, his grunts and sounds made me want to take off my pants and bust right there and now, but jeez, I’ll do that later I thought, right now I have to take care of him. His chest was more magnificent close up, it was hard as a rock and hairy, not too much though, but just enough that it made him even more sexy in my eyes. I worked my way down his abs and ribs applying lotion and pressure.

“You’re really good Garth, where did you learn how to give massages?” Mike broke my thoughts with his manly voice, I looked up at him, he had his hands behind his head and had this amused expression on his face. “I don’t know, I’m only applying pressure dude, it’s not that great” Was I blushing? “Well you’re better than a lot of people” He laughed “Might as well finish the job, can you do my legs please? I’m hella tired!” He began to undo his shorts frowning as he did, he sucked some air through his teeth and slumped back down. “You think you can help me with those too?” Of course!

Mike had those proper drummer legs, they were thick and hard and he had a fair amount of hair on them, I kept a straight face as I unbuttoned his shorts and undid the zipper, I pulled them down slowly as so not to hurt him. Jesus, he had these striped boxers on that were stretched to their limit, and the sported a bulge so big that I thought he was hard, but nah he was just well endowed, it was these loins that kept the girls coming back for more.

How could he not be tired? He spent all day lifting heavy boxes and furniture, plus we had a gig tonight, I felt bad for him, I took off his shoes and socks and started at his feet. “Is that all right bro?”

“Hell yeah,” he sighed with his eyes closed, and slowly made my way up, I could feel the fierce muscle beneath the skin, the tendons and sinew. I was so lost in thought that I had gotten to his boxers already, but what took me by surprise was the bulge in them, it was getting bigger and even in the dim light, I could see a small wet spot, he readjusted and laughed. “Sorry Garth, but you’re good, it’s getting me hard man!” I was speechless not only at his nonchalant attitude about it but at the size of that thing, even after adjusting the goods, I could tell it was still pulsating and growing.

“Dude, how big is that?!” Oh no, I asked without thinking, shit!

He turned his head sideways and smirked “I don’t know, I’ve never measured it.”

“Kidding man,” I lied. “No, you got me curious, I want to know now” He said, Mike reached inside and fumbled around he was about to take it out when we heard a knock on the door that made us both jump out of bed. “Hey guys, I’m done in the shower, it’s ready if you want to get in!” It was Tsugumi!

 

[StoneWall23]

PLease comment and all, your thoughts and suggestions would really mean alot to me thanks

 

[Autolycus]

So far, your story has me hooked - really good start. I guess you know that your readers will be expecting some action between Garth and Mike, who is sure to seek another massage to relieve his tension.

 

[BiMike]

Got me hooked too, lets hear some more

 

[StoneWall23]

Wow thanks you guys, it means alot

 

[StoneWall23]

Crap! I ran inside the closet and closed the door behind me. Tsugumi had a small chat with Mike and left soon afterwards, but even after she left, I stayed inside, the lights were off and it was eerily quiet here. Wow, was Mike really going to show me his stuff? I couldn’t believe it…it was until now that I realized how far we had gone, perhaps not on his side, he might have not thought anything of it, it was just a massage, but for me…it was a different type of pleasure, I savored every minute of it.

Suddenly the door to the closet opened and I fell backwards, it didn’t hurt but I was still in shock? Well either way I was on the floor for a good thirty seconds before I got up since Mike was laughing his ass off. To my dismay he was dressed again, I exhaled and headed for the door, the party was still going in here, the music was blasting away and I could see people dancing below on the first floor. I found Tsugumi packing the rest of our equipment away while this other guy helped carry the amps to the van in the back.

“Hey Tsu, need some help?” She smiled and gave me a small hug “Do you have any idea what that was about?”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about!” I said a little too loud “I was talking about Mike and Elias dude, not about your little escapade with Mike upstairs” I should have known, Mike was practically naked on the bed when she came in, besides, she saw me go in there…oh man. “Please don’t tell anyone, and I think Mike might be drunk, so don’t remind him tomorrow morning!” I pleaded, she laughed and hugged me that much tighter “I wouldn’t dream of it Garth, you’re my bestie and I’m your fag hag, we stick out for each other!” I looked around to see if anyone might have heard us, but the music was so loud that I could barely hear her. I kissed her on the cheek and helped her with the rest of the equipment.

I kept my eye on Mike all night, he was progressively getting louder and ditsy, I was ready to make my move and take him home if need be. What had produced such a violent reaction in Elias though? They were tight as brothers even, but this time it seemed like it was more than a dispute, it was a real fight, and I was scared for Mike, when a man has so much antagonism, it doesn’t go away after a small brawl, it harbors more negative feelings until that person explodes again, this time Elias. People kept asking him what the fight was all about, but all Mike could do was shrug and drink some more.

I got another beer from the cooler, I may be small compared to Mike and Elias, but I knew I could out drink them any day despite my skinny frame. I walked by the pool in a trance, the water looked good despite it being very cold out, I think it was the alcohol in me.

He looked down on me, Elias was on the far side of the pool drinking a beer as well I thought he had left for his house, I hesitated but decided what the heck; I walked over and sat on the floor by his feet “You wanna tell me what that was about or what?” My tone was a bit more acidic than usual and I didn’t look up, I just kept staring at the people in the water having their fun. “No” Was all he said, his voice wasn’t as deep as Mike’s but it was manly and dare I say it, sexy.

“Oh…well are you okay?” I cared too much for this dude too, not in the same sense as the love I held for Mike but either way we were all part of the band. He sighed, chugged his beer and crushed it with his foot, he sat down next to me, his gaze intent at the night sky though. “I’ll tell you when I’m ready to tell you Garth, but for now, just sit content with the fact that it won’t happen again, I was drunk and out of my mind” I snorted and made to get up, but he put a firm hand on my shoulder though, which prevented me from getting up. “But that doesn’t mean that I didn’t have my reasons, I’ll be civil but it doesn’t change my feelings towards Mike.”

“Okay” It was all I could say, it seemed way too personal, and I didn’t want to get involved, I didn’t do well with those types of issues. He stared at me for a whole minute and finally made the move to get up and leave. Where was this going to leave us? Oh well, people are more important than records and bands and all, if we could avoid another argument like this by breaking up, I’d be in, it wasn’t worth it to try to keep up pretenses with each other. I found Mike by the steps on the front door and approached him, he had just finished throwing up and he looked sick.

“You ready to go big man?”

“Let’s go please, I’ll unload tomorrow, I just need to get home!” I laughed and helped him to the van. Tsugumi was taken care of here anyways, anyone would be more than happy to give that little monster a ride. I had to be extra careful; I had drunk a tad bit too much, even I had my limit. We got home and it took us a while to open the front door, I had one arm over his shoulder and he had his right on the small of my back. I thought it was sexy as hell plus his warm hand sent waves of pleasure throughout my body, it was as if it could tell that my one and only was near and touching me.

“On the couch please” He pleaded, I laughed as he tried to get there without falling, with a little help he made it just before he collapsed, I fell right on him. My face was buried deep in his muscular pecks, hard stone like muscle and flesh encased me. “I love your hair dude, it looks awesome” He whispered, somehow the change of tone rattled me, it seemed intimate and…I don’t know, just my imagination I guessed. “Thanks” I replied with the same hushed tone “Yours looks pretty good too” Oh god I was just digging a bigger ditch for me and I was still on top of him.

“Yeah?” His big hand stroked my flaccid Mohawk, slowly and deliberately, I didn’t know what to say, or do for that matter, I was just there, letting him stroke my hair, then I felt his other hand on my chin, he pushed my head up slowly and leveled it with his. I gulped, I knew what was coming, I knew it would happen, but I kept still, caught in the headlights. Slowly, but surely he put his lips on mine and kissed me.

 

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No, no, no, no, no, no! Mike, The Mike was kissing me and holding my face in his hands as his kiss became a rougher exchange. I had always felt small next to this behemoth, weaker and sometimes even like a child, but right now, I felt so submissive! Only half of me was on him, the rest of my body dangled awkwardly off the recliner, Mike reached down and with a smooth move, heaved me completely on his lap without breaking the kiss. This was wrong, I thought, this guy was drunk and not fully himself. No matter how much I liked him, I had to pull back. Grudgingly I put my hands on his stone hard chest and pushed away from him.

“What, does my breath stink? I’ll go brush really quick hold on!” Mike jumped off the worn out lazy boy and stumbled to the bathroom, knocking a couple of things of the shelves

“Wait!” I called out as I tried to follow him but stumbled along the way as well, when I got to the bathroom Mike lay on the floor, snoring and hugging the toilet bowl. I couldn’t contain myself, hysterics ripped through me as I tried to contain myself. It was until a few minutes passed that I regained some sort of control over myself. I began to look for the box labelled throws or covers, the wind was raging outside and the house and its paper thin walls offered little comfort. I found the box after a couple of minutes of searching and covered Mike with the thickest one I could find.

I thought of leaving but I was in no condition to drive anywhere and I didn’t feel like walking home, I made for the living room and erected my small bed with throws and covers, I fell asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow, and in this dingy unadorned room, I had one of the best sleeps that I had had in a long time.

The world spun out of control, I had this pulling sensation deep inside my stomach as soon as I woke up, it wasn’t a good feeling at all and it was until I felt my insides want to come out through my mouth that I realized what was going on. I ran to the bathroom with that disgusting taste flooding my mouth, I hated it! I kneeled and began the morning ritual that is a hangover.

“You okay little dude?” Asked a deep familiar voice, it sounded sleepy and tired.

“Go away!” I said between coughs “Don’t look at me, I’m hideous!”

He came back with a glass of water, thankfully by that time I had stopped convulsing, his poor toilet though, had seen better days. “Here wash out with this” He offered the cold glass of water to me, I rinsed and spat out the nasty. “Ugh, I’m so sorry man! I’ll clean this up in no time don’t you worry about a thing.” I was a little too talkative this morning.

“So I see you’re not a morning person, but it’s okay, you’re still a sexy one.” What the hell, what did he just say?!

“Uh huh” Was my weak reply, what could I do, was he coming on to me or was I reading too much into it?

Then it hit me, yesterday…me and Mike kissed on his couch, and before that I gave him a full body massage that resulted in him getting a hard on! It was nearly enough to send me into another bout of regurgitation. I held the rim of the toilet bowl firmly, what was really going on?

I was too chicken to ask.

“Come one boy, let’s get you some food,” He said gruffly, he lifted me up by the shoulders and set me on my feet, he patted me a couple of times and walked into the kitchen where I could hear the sizzling of eggs and bacon, it took me a while to smell the hearty breakfast that was on its way. I hadn’t noticed until now that he wasn’t wearing a shirt, or pants for that matter, he stood stark naked except for his boxers and very expensive watch that was a present from Tsugumi years ago. I stood there gawking until he finally looked my way and smiled.

“Have you never seen a man in boxers before Garth?”

“Yeah I have, but it is freaking cold in here, besides you have a very distinguished guest in your new apartment, show some manners!” We both laughed, he was making full use of his stove, he had a pot of water in one flamer, pancakes in a pan and the beacon and eggs in the other, the light filtered through the kitchen curtains warming up the place a little but it wasn’t enough for me, poor little me was actually human.

“Well tough luck,” he joked back. “This guest of mine is just going to have to wait, plus I bet my guest is hungry.” His head turned towards the table, there was a place set there for me already. All of this extra…attention elated me to no ends, but still, why was he going to such lengths?

I wasn’t hungry after my puking session, but I didn’t want to be rude, I offered to help but he generously declined. “You took care of me that night; it’s my turn to do the same little dude.” So I let him treat me to a very special breakfast. It was good, no lie, no b/s; I was hooked on the first forkful! I finished my plate, coffee and happily asked for more, he was already finishing his third plate when he handed me my second helping.

“Are you usually this nice to your guests Mike?” I asked, might as well start slow and build up to the questions I really wanted answered.

“I try to be, but it was a while before someone had a sleep over.”

“Oh yeah?” I said, trying to keep up the conversation, he was sitting across from me so that meant that I could see he body bathed in the golden light of the rising sun, even in the morning with his hair on end and unshaven face, he looked as lovely as ever. Lovely, Jesus what was becoming of my manhood?! I tried to look away from his chest and concentrated on my food.

“When was the last time you had someone over, not here of course you just moved in yesterday but—.“ He cut me off with a wave of his hand, he put his fork down loudly and stopped eating. “I’d rather not talk about it right now Garth…” It was all he said. He got up and began to wash the dishes.

“I’m sorry Mickey, I’ll clean up, that’s the least I can do” I really did feel bad. Funny thing was though, that Elias almost said the same thing, he had the same pained look in his eyes as well, I had to remind myself that these were private matters, besides, Mike said that he’d talk about it later.

He kept at it with the dishes, I let him be, I couldn’t bear to see his hurt eyes any longer, and I left my plate of uneaten food on the small table and headed for the living room. I picked up the blankets I used and put them away I was just about to leave when he stepped out of the kitchen, his hands still wet from washing the dishes.

“You see,” He began, “the reason that Elias punched me at the party yesterday wasn’t because we had a drunken squabble, I…” That was the rumour that had taken root at the party, it seemed...innocent enough but something else told me that that wasn't it.

Mike couldn’t find the words, his eyes shifted nervously and his hands balled up on his sides and after some painstaking moments he said it.

“I broke up with Elias; we were dating for three years”

 

[StoneWall23]

When this happened we were in Vegas actually making a small tour, but i decided to alter some of the settings to throw off our scent he he he

 

[shaff2525]

Please continue with story. I really find it intriguing!!
Thank you

 

[StoneWall23]

“Yeah, what’s the joke, I don’t get it?” I asked perplexed. “Well the joke, Garth, is that Elias and I had a relationship for three years, and you think it’s a joke.”

Oh. “Wait, wait Mike!” He hurried into the hallway disappearing into his room, I heard him lock the door so I couldn’t go after him. Was this really true, how had they kept this from all of us and especially for three damned years!? I was mad suddenly; I could feel this strong heat start from the bottom of my feet and end at the top of my head, so many years of friendship, whispers in the dark, secrets…and this never rose? Fuck this, he owed me an explanation!

I practically ran to his room and was about to tackle the door open when I heard something from the other side that I wished I never heard. Mike was crying, painfully so, I could hear the held in sobs and wails of pain and just like that, that searing hot anger left me, Mike...poor, sweet Mike. He was crying because something horrible had happened in that union that made him crack in pain, I thought, something so horrible that he couldn’t keep it in.

I couldn’t take it, , so I waited, I waited outside his room for what seemed hours, but they were minutes, long and painful minutes while I waited for Mike to get a grip.

The door finally opened, he had some jeans and a muscle shirt on that looked like it was about to rip apart and blow away, it made his impossibly wide frame look even wider. His face though, it was as if it was set in stone, no emotion, just passive with cool eyes.

“Wanna go for a ride?” He asked me, his voice lower than usual...I nodded and followed him to his black mustang parked outside. I wasn’t much of a car fanatic, but Mike rode a Shelby Mustang 500, I knew it from the inside out, the leather interior along with its insides. It was a monster and lord of the highway, whenever I drove it, it felt as if it was alive, pulsing and breathing ready to drive away and never stop. Mike said he had named, but never told us its name, the nameless horse I thought.

Mike the ever present gentleman opened the door for me, he was like that, always last, but now that I thought about it, he was first by being last, or so that saying went. I got in and he turned the car on, shaking violently as he tried the pedal.

He smiled, content. Zoom!

We were flying through the small city streets, hitting the highway in a couple of minutes, I had to admit, I’ve never been one to really get scared easily, but this time holy cow, I was scared shitless! I didn’t say anything because I did not want to be labeled as a chicken in his eyes, I tried to sit back like he did too, but, I think he noticed that I was grabbing the seat belt a bit too tight. The buildings, trees and cars flew past us and all the while Mike sat there with a huge grin on his face, windows all the way down, feeling the cold morning air, it was a rush!

We were finally there an hour later, it was a mom and pop restaurant, Dino’s and Sara’s Roadside Food Garden. I laughed, it was in this place were the band met, I was still living with my parents then and they had come here for some breakfast, and inside was Tsugumi and Mike, talking very loudly with books and notebooks between them, I also remembered Elias, he was there as well, but in another booth, I didn’t talk to any of them but after that day it seemed like I saw them everywhere in town, and later found out that they were in the same high school, only different grades.

Full circle I thought, but now I was alone with a weary looking Mike on my left, he had his hands in his pockets, it was very windy and cold, the wind blew sand in our eyes so we had to walk with our heads turned to the side until we made it inside where it was cozy and warm.

“What can I get for you?” Asked a very attractive woman, she had a white apron with a name badge that read Tiffany, her long blonde hair was tied back in a ponytail, but even then, she was beautiful and only had eyes for Mike’s muscles. Now that I thought about it, she never even looked at me the entire time we were there!

“Just a booth please, and some coffee if you can” Mike said, sometimes I wondered where he was originally from because I heard small bits of a southern accent, cute I thought. She ushered us to one all the way in the back and left to place our order after she had brought the coffee, there was a small vase with a yellow solitary flower and a napkin holder on the table, it was nice I thought.

Several silent minutes went by until I finally summoned the courage to speak first. “Look dude, I’m sorry with the way I acted back there, it’s just that…I don’t know, I’m really sorry, besides we don’t even have to talk about that.”

“We do Garth, I want to talk…I…I’m gay dude, always have been and I think I always will be.” He said, which sounded like he was talking more to himself than to me. “I just want to bring some clarity, Elias and me had been going out for the past three years, I was in love…but he did some things that I rather not say, that was the straw that broke my back Garth, so I left him. I moved so I could try to forget more or less, and to start over, I was going to quit the band too, but he told me not too, and I didn’t want to leave, I love you guys.”

“All in all, that’s it I guess…please just don’t be mad at me, I acted really dumb today, please, please forgive me”

My mouth was a “O” the whole time he was talking, he saw that and chuckled a bit, our coffee sat there blowing small ghosts of vapor that fluttered for a couple of moments and disappeared into the air.

“Okay sir here’s your deluxe breakfast and a milkshake for the young boy” Bitch I mouthed, she laughed and walked away, putting a bit of strut in her gait. Mike laughed too and passed me the strawberry concoction, which was amazing by the way.

“Mike, you know that there is nothing to be sorry for, you did nothing wrong, I’m the one that should have been a bit more understanding considering-“ Oh no!

“Huh?” He asked, his blue eyes searching.

“Er…I haven’t been entirely truthful with you, you see” I was fondling with my shirt now, my poor confidence waving and threatening to go out like a candle in a hurricane, I wasn’t planning to have a confessional today, but what the heck it never rains but it sure does pour “I’m…gay too Mike.” He dropped his fork and spilled some coffee on the table and it sounded like he was chocking on some pancakes.

“No, you’re kidding right?”

“Me? You have to be pulling some kind of joke on me, you got mad because I didn’t take you seriously, and now you’re doing the same thing.” He composed himself quicker than I did and took a sip of his coffee.

“Wow” was all he said for the entire duration of the meal, even my small attempts at conversation fell on deaf ears. I knew it was a bad idea telling him this, maybe it was better if he just let me walk the rest of the way home, but as we were driving back he pulled a u turn and went through this small road off the side of the highway, it was a short bumpy ride when he finally pulled up to the banks of a river, it was very sandy with a bunch of trees on either side. He got a thick sleeping quilt from the trunk and ushered me outside, I slammed the door and made my way to his small makeshift bed.

“I’m sorry Mike, but that caught me off guard bro, I’m really sorry about that, and I shouldn’t have said nothing I don’t know wh-“ A kiss, he cut me off with a kiss, a sweet small peck that completely shut me down, the boner that was ever present around him began to ooze some precum staining my underwear. We locked eyes, a silent conversation that needed no words, we both leaned in this time and tried each other’s lips with a ferocity that I didn’t know that I had.

 

[StoneWall23]

This one is for shaff2525, thanks!

 

[Autolycus]

This is an excellent story - your characterization is totally real and we can emphasize with them.

 

[shaff2525]

Ahhh Thanks Stonnewall23 that was sweet............Still luvin the story!!!

 

[StoneWall23]

Oh man, oh man, oh man! This was really happening, me and Mike were making out in some secluded spot a couple of minutes off the road, there was a lot of foliage and a small river a couple of meters away. Here I couldn’t hear any traffic, no sound except for the river, the wind through the trees and our own soundtrack of moaning and grunting.

This was heaven for me, to have the man of my dreams in my arms, kissing me, and slowly getting on top of me. Mike grabbed my wrists and pinned them behind me, which he did with one strong hand and with the other he opened my legs and positioned himself between them.

“Mike” I called out in a muffled voice, since his lips were crushing my own.

“Mike!” I said loud enough, he pulled back a couple of inches from my face, his heavy breathing matched my own, but his…it sounded rough, animal like even, it turned me on even more.

He didn’t speak. “Mikie, you’re crushing me” I managed to say weakly, he looked down, confused and finally realized that his rough grinding and pushing were crushing my balls.

“Oh shit!” It sounded as if he just ran a marathon “I’m sorry baby” I melted then and there, he placed his hand on my face so gently that I wouldn’t have noticed it there if I had had my eyes closed.

“Mike” I said…no I moaned his name. Damn there goes my rest if my image, but if that was the price to pay to be with him, then take it all and everything, and if this moment was destined to last only this moment and nothing more, then I would gladly close my eyes and accept this reality.

He cocked an eyebrow, looking sexy as hell, he was so close that I could see the chest hair creeping up from his chest that was heaving as he calmed down. Mike was about to kiss me again but I spoke knowing that the miraculous spell that he had fallen into might brake “Mike…why me?” I asked.

He looked at me for a cool minute without saying anything, and I wish I could read minds to see what he was thinking of in that moment but he got up suddenly and walked to the edge of the river. A small amount of sunlight was coming in through the trees and fell on Mike, illuminating him in golden brightness once again, he looked stunning and I had to pause before I made my way to him, he was such a confusing guy.

“Garth…you don’t see yourself to clearly do you?” He asked when I was a step behind him, the wind was blowing our way and it carried Mike’s cologne, manly and fresh, it helped keep my aching boner up.

“What do you mean by that?”

“Just that, I think I should have said it in a statement, because it’s the truth, you don’t see yourself clearly at all. Here you are, practically a grown man and you can’t see yourself for whom you really are.”

His back was still faced towards me, his back muscles moving this way and that, adapting to his movements as he spoke, I didn’t like where this conversation was going and I reminded myself to kick my ass later for even saying anything, gosh I’m so stupid!

“You…you have such an amazing personality Garth, it’s just like the way you play guitar actually…you play a slow, melodic tune, soft and low, but then you enter this stage when you go all out and you don’t stop until the end, you don’t miss a note, you don’t miss a beat. You’re just like that in a sense, you have a hard and cool exterior, but inside you’re very mild mannered and caring. I love that about you, I love how you’re very manly as well, I would have never thought that you’d be gay”

So blunt, it hurt a little for him to say that last part, not because it was the truth but because I couldn’t say it with such confidence.

“Manly maybe” I said with a really deep voice, he laughed and turned around. “I’m going to make you clean that dusty mirror and make you see the great person inside you, swim?” He offered.

“How can I not after such an elegant speech?”

“Dick!” Ha, ha, ha.

I began first, I took my sweater off and then my jeans, trying really hard not to look at Mike as he took of his own clothes, but that was instinct, fuck it, I thought and looked over. He was still fully dressed with a cocky smile on his face, my stomach dropped.

“What happened?” I asked suspiciously, I stood there awkwardly with only my worn out boxers. He took a couple of big steps and stood over me like a watchful tower “I’m still trying to show you how you’re wrong about yourself, for example” He grabbed a lock of my hair between his fingers “I love your blue hair, it’s my favorite color and it goes really good with you, it sort of gives you a bad boy edge” He laughed, he moved on to my exposed chest and put a firm hand on it, touching my nipple softly, I let out a small moan, was this really real?

“Your chest looks great by the way, not too big or too small for your body type, and this six pack” He paused, sucked in some hair and kneeled, his soft lips caressed my abs, one by one, he held me tightly with his hands on my hips.

“Mike” I moaned, my own hands ran through his hair twisting it between my fingers and when I thought I couldn’t ache harder for him, my body betrayed me, it was a deep rising feeling that started inside me and pulsated towards the base of my dick and exploded!

Oh no I was cuming!

I couldn’t help it, it was volley after volley of pleasure and cum that ran through my penis, wetting my boxers, I wreathed and squirmed but Mike held me tightly close to him, grunting and moaning because my hands were still grasping his hair, pulling it. I had never been so embarrassed; I moaned and moaned with his name thrown in there a couple of times.

“Mike…oh Mike, I’m sorry!” I collapsed on top of him after the convulsions, still trapped in his muscle bound arms.

“Shh Garth, please stop its fine, come one” He repeated time and time again, patting my chest and rubbing my back.

“Mike I ju-just came! Just like that I came and in front of you too, fuck!”

“Garth calm down, what’s so bad about that?” He coned.

He didn’t get it.

“Mike…” I started but he interrupted me with a kiss.

“Dude, I don’t care and neither should you, there’s more where that came from right?” That devilish smile killed me every time, I eased up a bit but I still was shocked, that had never happened before.

“Okay…well you said you wanted to swim right?” He put me down but I still had my arms around his neck, with our eyes locked I reached down and lifted his tight muscle shirt over his head, finally exposed I ran my hands all over his hairy chest, his abs, I couldn’t get enough and I could feel my flaccid penis beginning to harden once more, he got up and took of his pants revealing his massive legs, he took my hand and led me to the edge, the water was actually pretty warm despite the blowing wind.

“Here, you go first” He grabbed me from the waist again and guided me into the running water, he was close behind with his hard cock pressing against me. We stopped in the middle, the water waist length, slapped all around us. I turned around and kissed him again feeling his chest and arms.

“Garth?” He asked.

“Hmm?” I replied still lost in his arms.

“Do you want to go out with me?”

 

[StoneWall23]

“Tsugumi? Yeah it’s me Garth, I’m not gonna be able to make it after all.” I paused to let her speak “Yeah next time though for sure, have a good night!” Click.

“Are we in trouble?” He asked in a low voice.

“No, I’m not in trouble, you are!” I replied.

“What why me?!”

I kissed him again, crushing our lips together, hard and fast making quick work of his protests, I let him guide me over to the lazy boy in his living room, sitting down and putting me on his warm lap, not once breaking our kiss.

My ever pressing desire to have him was there, but we hadn’t really done anything sexual in the last three months since we started secretly dating, the band had no clue and we didn’t make it apparent, so that took time away from being with the other, besides we had busy schedules for the time being, but today we were free until the next week, which we planned to take full advantage off.

Tsugumi had been able get some tour dates for us, it would only be the neighboring cities around our little town but it was enough to push us up on the food chain.

“Garth, I invited a friend over for a little while, I hope you don’t mind, he’s going be here soon.” He said sheepishly, expecting me to get mad at him or something, I punched him on the arm and kissed him again.

“It’s cool” I said, a little disappointed, I might not have the night I wanted today “Do you want me to help you prepare something Mike?” I asked.

“No, sorry if it gets in the way, but he won’t stay long, he has work tomorrow morning and he just wants to wish us good luck with the tour” He smirked and got up.

“Oh”

“Don’t worry, we’ll have our share of fun afterwards” That got me hard instantly, Mike noticed and put a firm hand over my pants. “You like that?” I moaned softly against his ear, I could feel his boner begin to harden under me “Do you like it when papa does that?”

He sat back down and put me on his lap all over again grabbing me hard on the hips. “Mike” I moaned louder, I was rocking my hips back and forth feeling his impressive hard on, I slipped a hand up his shirt and caressed his pecks which stood out like two powerful mountains. “Mike I need you” I began but the damn doorbell rung, ah crap.

“Sorry dude, I’ll make it up to you, don’t worry” He apologized winking at me.

“Gary!”

“Mike my boy!” said this Gary. Gary had a police officer uniform on and there was a patrol car parked right outside, hmm. I distrusted police officers, I didn’t like them and I had never talked to one in my life, even when I had gotten arrested for public intoxication and other misdemeanors, but now I was forced to say hi to him. I had to remind myself later to tell Mike not to say anything about my small interchange with this one. After all, I had a reputation to uphold.

They shook hands and hugged brusquely, you know all that hey bro and “wassup homie” type of intro. I laughed a bit and went to the kitchen to get some beer for them, they were on the living room floor cross legged because Mike still hadn’t bought a couch.

“So are you still with the kings of linda?” Asked the pig, well he was a very handsome and good looking pig with a buzz cut and a fair amount of muscle, but nothing out of the ordinary.

“Yeah, I’m still with Lords of Linda Gary” Mike took a gulp of his long neck bud. Gary laughed and took a sip, there was something off about Gary thought, he was fidgeting with his badge and he couldn’t maintain eye contact with Mike, I was a bit on edge too, for some reason.

“And…” he continued “You and Elias still an item?” Oh shit! I stood by the couch paralyzed. Mike didn’t move an inch either, his bottle was held in mid air, his mouth half open.

“What did you say?” Asked Mike, did I notice a tremble in his voice?

“Yeah are you and Elias still going out or are you fucking this guy now?” Mike moved as swift as lightning, he picked up Gary and held him by the throat, pinned up against the wall like a rag doll.

“Don’t go there Gary…”

Gary was gagging, I was ready to smash the bottle over the dick’s head when I felt something warm run down my neck, blood.

I kneeled…turned around…but I couldn’t see who pulled the swift one on me and then…darkness.

“Ugh”

“I think the blue haired kid is finally awake” That voice sounded familiar, but even more so the one that replied to him.

“Take the bandanna off will you?” Fuck you Elias you bastard. Gary took off the blindfold that was tight over my eyes.

“What the hell Elias?” My voice cracked, my hands and feet were bound and I didn’t even know where we were, it was a bedroom, but not Mike’s.

“You guys were distracted, so I sneaked in and hit you on the head; Mike is too tough for that though, I pumped him full of drugs, so he’s out of the game for now.”

“Yeah and you’re saying it just like that, you snake you have no empathy, what did Mike ever do to you?” I was pissed off, so much that I was seeing red I thought, and there was a searing hot feeling throughout my body! Mike had only said that Elias had fucked up but he didn’t go into any detail, but after this stunt I could only imagine the stuff that Elias had Mike go through.

“Shut up already Garth, don’t you feel it?” He asked.

“What are you talking about?” I had to find a way out of here, so I was trying to buy some time by making him talk, or at least get some info on our current condition. I needed to save Mike as well!

“It’s no point, you feel like your body is about to burst into flames don’t you? We gave you a sedative and some of our special brew” He continued, I wasn’t paying attention anymore, I was getting hotter and I was sweating like crazy, I needed to move, to run to get away or something, but thanks to the ropes I was immobile.

“What did you give me!?”

“A little of everything” Was his only reply to me, he turned around and opened the door to a grinning Gary still in his police uniform, they nodded to each other and Elias walked out of the room leaving me and this pig alone.

“How are you?” He asked, I kept my silence and turned towards the barred window, it was dark outside, I wondered whether it was still the same night or if it was another.

“Elias told me how you hate authority, but I’m not here to hurt you, I just want us to get to know each other a little better.” He sat down on the bed making the springs screech loudly, he put his hand over my heart, massaging the wiry muscle underneath my thin cotton shirt. I jerked violently trying to make him stop but it only encouraged him, he put his hand under my shirt massaging my nipples.

“Garth, just relax and let the feeling take over, what we gave you are…feel good drugs, they won’t harm you, except give you more pleasure than what you’ve ever felt, besides don’t pretend that you don’t know that you’ve been hard ever since you woke up.”

That kinda shocked me a bit, I tried to look down the best I could and sure enough I could see a bulge in my pants, it was a feeling I couldn’t quite describe, like my nerves were extra sensitive down there.

“Here” said Gary “Let me help you out” he began unbuckling my belt, occasionally touching my erection with his fingers, and he was right I could feel it, every time he touched me, or even grazed me it felt good, really good.

“Hey stop!”

He opened my fly and pulled my pants down to my knees, it dawned on me, that I was getting taken advantage off, no matter the pleasure I felt physically I sure as hell didn’t want to submit to this crap.

“Hey, hey, hey, stop that! I’m not going to untie you no matter how long you struggle; I have wanted this for far too long to let you go Garth.”

“How do you know me?” I asked trying to distract him.

“Really? I have been going to most of your shows and you still don’t recognize me, it’s okay though, I was content with watching you from afar, but now…” His hands played with the waistband of my boxers, bringing them down further and further down, my pubes were showing already.

“Ugh!” The pleasure of having my boxers scrape my dick was too much at this point, I felt shame tear through me immediately after.

“It’s okay if you want to call me daddy, or baby if you want I won’t stop you, hell if you let me have some fun with you, you can even call me Mike and pretend that he’s the one giving you what only I can” He was talking into my ear, sending shivers down my spine the way Mike would and after he mentioned that I couldn’t get Mike out of my head!

Mike was always a constant theme in my thoughts but now it was all I could focus on, his laugh, his eyes, his thick muscles and the way that they stood out every time he moved, I moaned again this time oozing precum.

I didn’t notice that Gary had taken my pants and boxers off, also my hands and feet weren’t bound anymore. He got a sheet from the foot of the bed and covered me from the waist down.

“Tell me, have you had sex with any guys?” He asked

“No” I said softly, still trapped in my reverie, I didn’t have any conscious thought of my surroundings and I felt like I was losing touch by each passing minute.

“How far have you done it with Mike?” He asked small questions like that for a good ten minutes, asked me about my sex life with Mike, which was non-existent, how many girls I had done it with…I was annoyed by the end of the interrogation and hot as hell I took my shirt off and tried to get up but he pushed me down with a strong hand.

“Have you sucked him off?” He asked finally. “No, but I really want to, I want his seed in my mouth” I said a little too excited.

“You need some practice, if you’ve never done anything with a man how are you going to know what to do Garth?” He asked mildly, he was trying to convince me to do something…but what? I couldn’t think straight at all, I was in such a gullible state, I was scared, I wanted nothing more than to be in Mike’s arms again.

“I want Mike” I was eight all over again, like a child asking for their parent, or favorite toy.

“I can give you Mike, I can be Mike Garth, just play along a bit and we’ll let you and Mike go unharmed, okay?” his hands roamed my chest and abs, concentrating on my nipples mostly.

“Really?” I asked, my thoughts full of naïve hope.

“Yeah baby, here does that feel good?” My dick was in his hands rubbing it from top to bottom spreading the precum that had oozed out I arched my back and moaned loudly feeling my naked body between the cold sheets, there were too many sensations at once for my brain to take in, I concentrated on what I knew, and on what I could truly hold on too in this void, which was my fiver year old crush, that would forever be mine, Mike.

 

[StoneWall23]

And please once again, questions comments please let me know, they are greatly appreciated!

 

[StoneWall23]

Dang, I never knew I would think be so corny especially at a time like this. I didn’t know where the hell Mike was and this asshole, Gary was taking advantage of me. Whatever they had given me was taking over my thought process, I would see Gary one moment and then Mike would take his place and it would be Mike that was pleasing me, not that bastard cop.

I was lost and I had no idea how I could get out of it, Gary/Mike kept telling me to relax and calm down and that was what my body was doing as my brain slowly succumbed to the drugs.

“It’s okay Garth, see?” He kept going at my dick, alternating in speed making me want more of the pleasure I was receiving “There is nothing wrong with some fun now and then all you have to do is relax, don’t you want to be ready for when Mike is? What if you’re not good enough, a bitch boy needs to be able to please his man!”

“I’m not a bitch boy!” I said, I had had enough of his put downs I tried to get up a second time but to no damn avail, Gary was too strong and I was pumped up with whatever they had forced in me.

“Okay okay, but your guy is going to get bored and move on, what do you think is going on with Elias and Mike? Mike still loves him and Elias does too. Let me help you with that, I’ll teach what you need to know, just let me in, let your guard down” Gary kissed me then, his heavy body on mines knocked the air out of my lungs, making it hard to breathe. I didn’t want to, but something broke inside me, I needed release, my dick hurt like never before and I knew that I had to cum and soon, this heat wave that racked my body was beginning to become unbearable.

Gary got up and unzipped his pants he reached inside and took out his dick, it wasn’t too big but it was a tad bit thicker than mine, it sure as hell wasn’t as big as Mike’s but still, I stared at the white member, no way I thought!

“Open wide Garth” I didn’t but he pried my mouth open with his hand “If you, even by accident bite a little too hard…you’re dead, got that, and then you’ll never see Mike ever again, I’ll kill you both.” The pain of never seeing Mike again was too much, I closed my eyes and I let Gary in.

His member was a mouthful, I didn’t know what to do so for a couple of seconds I only had my mouth on him, I heard him laugh, he was talking but I couldn’t make out what he was saying. He gave up and put a hand behind my head and bobbed it over his dick. “Use your tongue and out some neck in to it” I did, it tasted salty, and a clean even, he must have showered before coming over.

His dick oozed precum, I wondered if that was how his tasted, it really wasn’t too bad. Just when I was getting the hang of it Elias slapped me out of it, he stood over me kneeled on the bed with a huge smile over his face.

“My turn?” he asked Gary who had an annoyed look on his face “Not until I’m done, what about that guy of yours?”

“Mike took it like a champ; it’s obvious that he still remembers how to be a good bitch!” They both laughed giving each other props. “And this one, is he being a good today?”

“Very good, just how I imagined it!” exclaimed Gary, Elias laughed and took off the towel that was around his midriff, Elias was a sight to behold, he wasn’t as thick or wide as Mike, but he was still very hot, I had had a small thing for him before I found out how much of a jerk he was, but right now my body wasn’t listening to my brain’s weak protests, my eyes were enjoying the hot sight in front of me, salivating I sucked on Gary’s dick again putting in extra effort.

“I know you are used to hairy super thick guys Garth, but still, I think I can hold my own against Mike”

Whatever, I bet he only took advantage of Mike when he was hyped up on the mysterious substances we were given, even in my fantasies so very long ago, Elias had bottomed for Mike every time.

“They haven’t done anything, I think he’s a virgin” Moaned Gary

“With a mouth like that?! He wishes!” Said Elias, he took off the sheet that was over my body and opened my legs, oh no!

“Stop” I said weakly, but for some reason…I wanted it, I wanted Elias and I needed to get off, I tried jacking off but Elias and the pig kept my hands away from my dick. Elias then spat on my hole, lubricating it, I tried to struggle to move but between both of them I was trapped.

I screamed, Elias was stabbing me with it, his cock was thick and it was hurting me as it was going inside. “Relax!” He commanded, it worked somehow because my muscles relaxed a bit, it was hurting less and less and Elias was also being very careful, he didn’t go any further letting my ass get used to him, which was a surprise.

“Elias please” I begged “Please stop” I knew it sounded more like pleading for him to go further, and inside I did want him too, it seemed like the only way at that point.

“Do you want me Garth?” He asked softly “Do you want me to give you pleasure?”

I moaned. “Tell me, because I do” He continued.

“Yes” I said finally, my hands reached for his smooth chest, touching it and pinching his nipples a little. “That a’ boy” Elias said softly and he pumped my ass, slow at first but he became faster, it felt good, better than I had ever thought, I was grinding myself on him, I knew I was moaning louder and louder.

I had never had sex with a guy before, so this experience was new to me, I like it. I liked the way his dick came almost all the way out and then pushed itself in with such a force that the pain became pleasure. I moaned, grasping the sheets, turning them to knots in between my fingers. Sweat poured down his naked pale boy, mixing in with mine, I had to admit it was a sight to behold as he fucked me, there was such need and vengeance in his eyes, was this how he had looked down on Mike as he fucked him supposedly? Id didn’t know and I wished for the umpteenth time that he was okay.

Gary had taken off his police uniform and kneeled next to me, with a hand behind my head and the other over his balls he fed me his cock. I hated it but my body liked it far more than I would have thought, I was going to cum soon.

Mike! I snapped out of it somewhat and spat out Gary’s cock as he began to cum all over my chest, even the fucking I was getting from Elias was losing it’s magic. As I was beginning to muster up all my energy to escape somehow, to run away I felt something, a feeling so familiar yet so strange I was about to cum!

“Mike!” I moaned again and again, his name somehow getting me off, I finally got my hands on my dick and jacked off like never before, the dam broke, my cum flew all over the place not even stopping after Elias had deposited his seed inside me, I came to Mike’s memory.

They had to pry my hands away from my dick I was still oozing the hot white liquid, I was cuming straight for more than a minute, finally…finally it stopped, I wasn’t hot anymore and instead I was sweating with a pool of jizz on my chest and abs. “You were a good fuck Garth, let’s do it again sometime” Said Elias without even looking at me, both men left the room locking the door behind them.

 

[shaff2525]

Please say it ain't so...Please say there's more!!!!

 

[StoneWall23]

It had been a whole 5 months since the incident, an eternity without Mike. He had left a letter, he was still in love with Elias and he was sorry for getting me involved and for hurting me. It was signed goodbye for ever…no name, but I knew his writing and he was gone.

Tsugumi was forced to cancel the tour, and cancel the band, without its drummer and bassist, it was doomed to fail. Tsugumi was depressed and had decided to move to Tokyo; we both had nothing holding us back so I moved back in with my parents in Los Angeles, leaving nothing but pain and memories behind. We kept updates on new material we were working on though through emails and long calls, she loved it over there and kept insisting that I move in with her, but god damn, I couldn’t speak even one modicum of Japanese so I decided against it.

Lords of Linda will live on, I promise you she always said, and I wanted to believe her each and every time, but that big rock star dream had been ripped out of my soul along with the man I loved.

My dear best friend never found out about me and Mike, or about what Elias had done, I was too ashamed to admit how easily I was taken advantage of. Now in LA though, I signed up for college to my mother’s request and began looking for a job, I wanted to move out as soon as I could though; I was already fed up with the people here.

Mother had remarried, leaving my homophobic dad a couple of years ago, but I still needed to be out and about and break loose to find myself, that’s why I had moved in with Tsugumi, but after everything that happened I moved back in with her, back to her Ken and Barbie doll life.

I rolled out of my king size bed, in a room that wasn’t my own, or better yet for drama’s sake, in a life that wasn’t mine. I showered and changed into some dressing pants and a button down shirt, Agatha Stone (my mom) loved seeing me all dressed up and ready to take on the world. This really wasn't me, I am a t-shirt wearing, and ripped jeans kind of guy, but I don't know, i left that part of me behind.

She was there along with her new family eating breakfast, they all greeted me good morning offering me a seat and toast. Erick Stone sat at the head of the small table inside the luxurious kitchen, mom at his left and his son, my step-brother on his right, Kenny Stone. He looked just like his dad, light skin, muscle bound, attitude and all, well of course except younger.

Kenny was 5’ 11’’, 23 years old with short wavy hair and hazel eyes, he had dimples too. The reason that Kenny stood out so much, in my eyes at least was because he was so buff, he had muscles everywhere and boy was he an exhibitionist, whenever he could he would wear a tank top and some really short shorts, which was almost all the time, like the backside of a coin, he was the opposite of Mike.

“What happened to the blue clown hair?” He asked smirking.

“None of your business” I retorted, grabbing a piece of toast and some milk, I sat at the far edge of the table. I had removed the dye and started letting it grow, it was light brown now.

“Now now boys, behave” Erick Stone, hmm now that I thought about it he was actually a really nice guy, not only did he offer me his roof but he took in my mother, and that was pain enough. He shook the paper and turned a page.

“There is so much violence in the world right now, I will not allow for my house to fall in to such ruin!” I’m sorry to say but my mother could be such a nut sometimes, but all Erick Stone did was plant a small kiss on her cheek and continued reading, like I said nice guy.

“Whatever, I got to go and get ready for practice” Kenny got up and left, after a while I did too, it was Saturday and it was my day off at both fronts, school and work, I wanted to spend the day in my room looking over some tabs.

“See you later kids be good, we’re going to the beach if you need us!” Yelled my mother up the stairs, the door slammed shut and, I settled in and began to write.

“You were a good fuck Garth, let’s do it again sometime”

Shit!

Those words, they still haunted me even to this day, I had nightmares about that day too and they’re as vivid and real as if it was happening all over again. I couldn’t concentrate, I couldn’t even tell you who sat where in my college classes, I didn’t remember my teacher’s name and I felt like I was suffering from Alzheimer’s, fuck my life, I missed Mike. Small confession, I hadn’t even beat off since that day, it was like all my sexual urges were gone.

“Mike” I whispered.

“Hey Garth!” it was Kenny.

“What?!” I asked through the wall, his room was right next to mine.

“Come here!” What now?

I came inside his room, typical jocks room with the half naked girls on the wall and smell, I stood in the middle while he was sprawled over the bed.

“What happened?”

“Give me a massage will you?”

“Fuck off” I said turning around

“No really, can I have one? Mom said that you were really good at them and my back and shoulder really hurt”

Damn it…oh well might as well I wasn’t really doing anything to begin with, I grabbed the lotions and oils from the room and stood over him, he had taken his shirt off and was in his boxers, something about the sight was reminiscent of something…oh yeah Mike, except Kenny was almost hairless.

“Where do you want me to start?” I asked

“Shoulder please” He was right in asking for a massage, it was bruised and it looked like he was in pain.

"Can you move it?" I asked, he shook his head, only a little he replied and closed his eyes.

I dove in there digging in my fingers and putting pressure on his body “Easy there!” he exclaimed I chuckled a bit as I kept on going “You’ll get used to it QB” I said, he laughed and closed his eyes, letting me work on him.

Kenny began moaning and grunting with the occasional cuss word here and there, he was handsome I thought and really hot. I rubbed his thick arm, his muscles were really defined and looked amazing.

I went easy on them trying to relieve the pain, and then I felt this warm feeling deep in my stomach that spread over my body, what the hell was this? I felt a tingle…down there, my dick started to stir from its slumber! This was my step brother what was I thinking!?

“Damn Garth, you’re really good at this, I’m feeling much better man, don’t stop please. Tell me when you want me to turn around.” and I was about to stop too, crap, I looked down and that’s when I saw it, his boxers began to sport a small tent that was gradually getting bigger, my mouth was gaped open, I just kept staring at it, it must be big, maybe as big as-

“Hey” He said I looked up and saw him watching me, he caught me staring, I was a deer in the headlights of a truck, I was frozen.

“Sorry” he said sheepishly “I didn’t mean to bro, it just felt so good and” he was grasping for words, this wasn’t like him, he was always sure of himself, confident.

“Er, no it’s cool…um okay see you later” I said grabbing my stuff and heading out the door, I dumped my stuff in my room and closed the door. In my pants, there was a raging hard on, pulsing and full of life, it hurt like a bitch but…it was there and who was responsible, Kenny, my stepbrother.