crimsonthunder
Sex God
i've read a lot lately about this (it's been bugging since my former therapist told me that was my diagnosis), and it was sooooooo weird and freaky to see that everything that happens to me, everything i think and everything i do is written in a book....several of them...all of my emotional, identity, sexual orientation, mood, and relationship crisis happen because i of the hysteria.
It's not the hysteria that you happen to hear from on the streets, but it is a personality disorder, a psyconeurosis. And the worst part is that i cannot help myself, i gets cured, with therapy. But having it interferes with everything i do, it screws up my goals, my mood, my relationship with people, my health (conversion neurosis), it gives me anxiety attacks, and reading about it gets me even more anxious, maybe because i don't know how to handle all of this. But i still don't have a concrete idea of what is this, how to help myself, how to deal with this, and how normal or abnormal this is.
It's not the hysteria that you happen to hear from on the streets, but it is a personality disorder, a psyconeurosis. And the worst part is that i cannot help myself, i gets cured, with therapy. But having it interferes with everything i do, it screws up my goals, my mood, my relationship with people, my health (conversion neurosis), it gives me anxiety attacks, and reading about it gets me even more anxious, maybe because i don't know how to handle all of this. But i still don't have a concrete idea of what is this, how to help myself, how to deal with this, and how normal or abnormal this is.