Hi guys. I thought I'd use my situation as my first post here. So I'm an 18 year old senior in high school. I have a friend who goes to another school in my city. We've been like brothers since elementary school. He's always been a womanizer. The thing is, he's also an avid exhibitionist. He likes to show off his "gift from above.' He also likes to make a lot of gay jokes, (even on himself) and do gayish things, but his line is that he's secure in his sexuality to the point where he can do it and not feel gay.
I came out to him that I was bi this past new years day and he was totally fine with it. I think he kinda knew already. But he didn't act any different (including his tendency to show his goods, probably knowing I liked it)
About a month ago, we were walking around and he told me about how he just loves blow jobs. He kept going on and on about how great they were. Then a few days later, he tells me he had a dream where a guy gave him a blow job and he liked it. He told me if anyone found out about the dream, he'd cut me out of his life (trust is a BIG thing between us because of what we've been through) We talked about it for a while and ended up making a bet that he could get me to give him a blow job within a month. I didn't object to it because I liked a challenge and the way I saw it either way I would win in some way because I wanted to do that for a loooong time.
About a week and a half later, I go to his house ans we're in the living room watching TV. All of a sudden,he wants to go to his room to watch TV instead. After a little while, he asked me for a hand job and unzips his pants. I don't know whether to take him seriously, because that's how he jokes around. I laughed and said no. Then he like pulled out his dick and put my hand on it. I got really nervous and pulled it back. I have no idea why, but I was actually being stubborn to myself. He gave up after a few tries and I went home a little while later. I regretted not doing it and promised myself that I'd do it if the situation arises again.
A couple days later, after walking around again, we went back to my house. We went to my room and started watching a movie on Netflix. He asked me for a hand job again and pulled it out. I reluctantly started because I was nervous again and it felt like I was in a dream. After a few minutes, he asked me for a blow job. I went down, and he started watching straight porn on his phone. After a good 20 minutes, he ended up just finishing himself off. He said he didn't really like any of that (but his dick would beg to differ)..he left the room after my brother called him in the other room for something. He mouthed to me that I was gonna "try again" when he gets back. I got bored so I went in the room with them and we ended up looking at shoes online. After my dad saw he was still here (it was like 2:30 a.m.) by this point he said he could stay the night. We went back to my room and the same thing happened except I finished him off. After he came, he didn't act all weird or awkward so I couldn't read him.
About a week ago he and my other friend came over my house. After a while, they were gonna leave, but he decided to stay and tried to get my other friend to leave (without being a dick). After he left,the same movie hand job blow job routine ensued, but after about 5 minutes I said that I was bored. He said, "Well you aren't gonna let me do you, are you ?" I decided that it was okay and we went up to my room and I gave him a fire and ice condom. He put it on and we started. It was awkward but it got smoother after a while. He told me that the condom burned so he took it off and we stopped. I went down on him again. He finished off to porn again. After that he said he didnt think he could do the whole bi/gay thing and went to sleep.
Yesterday, I asked him about it and he said the whole burning thing mad it not so good for him and he wasn't sure if he wanted to do it again
My question is does he really mean this or is it post-cum regret talking.
Question and comments will be much appreciated. Thanks.
I came out to him that I was bi this past new years day and he was totally fine with it. I think he kinda knew already. But he didn't act any different (including his tendency to show his goods, probably knowing I liked it)
About a month ago, we were walking around and he told me about how he just loves blow jobs. He kept going on and on about how great they were. Then a few days later, he tells me he had a dream where a guy gave him a blow job and he liked it. He told me if anyone found out about the dream, he'd cut me out of his life (trust is a BIG thing between us because of what we've been through) We talked about it for a while and ended up making a bet that he could get me to give him a blow job within a month. I didn't object to it because I liked a challenge and the way I saw it either way I would win in some way because I wanted to do that for a loooong time.
About a week and a half later, I go to his house ans we're in the living room watching TV. All of a sudden,he wants to go to his room to watch TV instead. After a little while, he asked me for a hand job and unzips his pants. I don't know whether to take him seriously, because that's how he jokes around. I laughed and said no. Then he like pulled out his dick and put my hand on it. I got really nervous and pulled it back. I have no idea why, but I was actually being stubborn to myself. He gave up after a few tries and I went home a little while later. I regretted not doing it and promised myself that I'd do it if the situation arises again.
A couple days later, after walking around again, we went back to my house. We went to my room and started watching a movie on Netflix. He asked me for a hand job again and pulled it out. I reluctantly started because I was nervous again and it felt like I was in a dream. After a few minutes, he asked me for a blow job. I went down, and he started watching straight porn on his phone. After a good 20 minutes, he ended up just finishing himself off. He said he didn't really like any of that (but his dick would beg to differ)..he left the room after my brother called him in the other room for something. He mouthed to me that I was gonna "try again" when he gets back. I got bored so I went in the room with them and we ended up looking at shoes online. After my dad saw he was still here (it was like 2:30 a.m.) by this point he said he could stay the night. We went back to my room and the same thing happened except I finished him off. After he came, he didn't act all weird or awkward so I couldn't read him.
About a week ago he and my other friend came over my house. After a while, they were gonna leave, but he decided to stay and tried to get my other friend to leave (without being a dick). After he left,the same movie hand job blow job routine ensued, but after about 5 minutes I said that I was bored. He said, "Well you aren't gonna let me do you, are you ?" I decided that it was okay and we went up to my room and I gave him a fire and ice condom. He put it on and we started. It was awkward but it got smoother after a while. He told me that the condom burned so he took it off and we stopped. I went down on him again. He finished off to porn again. After that he said he didnt think he could do the whole bi/gay thing and went to sleep.
Yesterday, I asked him about it and he said the whole burning thing mad it not so good for him and he wasn't sure if he wanted to do it again
My question is does he really mean this or is it post-cum regret talking.
Question and comments will be much appreciated. Thanks.
