mauveb
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For starters, it's not easy talking about this stuff, it doesn't feel proper to me to air these things - though i have an even harder time talking to doctors about it.
A little background info: I gave up smoking weed for the third time (in the last 10 years) over a month ago, for two reasons: my boyfriend, and panic attacks.
Well, my boyfriend is happy, but the panic attacks have gotten worse. They've been particularly bad these past 3 years, and have been unable to work the last 1 1/2.
Aside from this, after cutting off cannabis i've seen a return of events/symptoms I previously experienced before smoking weed, and after the last two times i quit. These include weird, vivid/surreal and recurring dreams, the feeling of days passing within 1 night, loss of appetite, insomnia, waking up disoriented, confused and more tired than when i went to bed, hard time staying awake during the day, hearing and seeing things that aren't there/happening (phone ringing, the cat, stranger at the door, misreading words, etc.), sleepwalking (trying to drink a bottle of rubbing alcohol, moving things, etc.), and weird dreams during short naps (which are becoming more frequent), night sweats (lake on my side of the bed) and day shivers.
For a long time i thought many of these symptoms were the result/prelude of panic attacks. Ive been to several different doctors over the years, and they gave me Effexor, though this didn't help with the panic attacks and the dreams just got weirder and more vivid. I thought cutting weed out might settle the panic attacks once and for all, though that's not happening, and as i said, the other symptoms are coming back. I've grown exasperated with the medical profession as a result.
So in looking up the nature of recurring and vivid dreams, as well as some of the other things i was feeling upon waking up, i was lead to a page on narcolepsy. I think this might be it, though being as tired as i frequently am, i always have this afterthought that it might just be in my head. Im hoping to find people with experience who can tell me if its worth consulting, and with what kind of professional - i hate bouncing between different doctors' offices, and they're a source of anxiety too :S I also can't talk to family about it, though they know about the panic attacks, im an uncle and kept the weed thing quiet.
Thanks for taking the time to read this,
~M
A little background info: I gave up smoking weed for the third time (in the last 10 years) over a month ago, for two reasons: my boyfriend, and panic attacks.
Well, my boyfriend is happy, but the panic attacks have gotten worse. They've been particularly bad these past 3 years, and have been unable to work the last 1 1/2.
Aside from this, after cutting off cannabis i've seen a return of events/symptoms I previously experienced before smoking weed, and after the last two times i quit. These include weird, vivid/surreal and recurring dreams, the feeling of days passing within 1 night, loss of appetite, insomnia, waking up disoriented, confused and more tired than when i went to bed, hard time staying awake during the day, hearing and seeing things that aren't there/happening (phone ringing, the cat, stranger at the door, misreading words, etc.), sleepwalking (trying to drink a bottle of rubbing alcohol, moving things, etc.), and weird dreams during short naps (which are becoming more frequent), night sweats (lake on my side of the bed) and day shivers.
For a long time i thought many of these symptoms were the result/prelude of panic attacks. Ive been to several different doctors over the years, and they gave me Effexor, though this didn't help with the panic attacks and the dreams just got weirder and more vivid. I thought cutting weed out might settle the panic attacks once and for all, though that's not happening, and as i said, the other symptoms are coming back. I've grown exasperated with the medical profession as a result.
So in looking up the nature of recurring and vivid dreams, as well as some of the other things i was feeling upon waking up, i was lead to a page on narcolepsy. I think this might be it, though being as tired as i frequently am, i always have this afterthought that it might just be in my head. Im hoping to find people with experience who can tell me if its worth consulting, and with what kind of professional - i hate bouncing between different doctors' offices, and they're a source of anxiety too :S I also can't talk to family about it, though they know about the panic attacks, im an uncle and kept the weed thing quiet.
Thanks for taking the time to read this,
~M

