I have been fairly sick since coming back from Michigan. I think it was the combination of the heat, which I am not yet used to, and the cold air conditioning from places and my car. Anyway, I came back with a good infection in my ears and sinus. The doctor has me on an antibiotic, but the post nasal drip has my throat red and raw right now...
I have been sleeping, for the past few days on the Lazy Boy. I start out in bed, but by 2:00-2:30, I have to get up. My ex- boyfreind, Dave, had called me on Friday. When I could barely speak to him on the phone, he rushed over and decided to take it upon himself to make me feel better. He's been cooking and trying to make me comfortable. At night, he's been camping out on my couch. When I come to sit in the lazy boy, he wakes up and tries to keep me company in the dark. I told him to go home so that he doesn't catch what I have, but he will hear none of that. Last night, we sat together on the couch, with our feet up on an ottoman, an afghan around the two of us, and he just held me close. It felt good to reach over and feel the familiar territory of him against me. I wish I felt good enough to a actually enjoy it. Nonetheless, it was comforting to me. he went home tonight because he's got to work tomorrow, just like I do. There is still a part of me that can't get over him.....myabe it isn't such a bad thing...
I have been sleeping, for the past few days on the Lazy Boy. I start out in bed, but by 2:00-2:30, I have to get up. My ex- boyfreind, Dave, had called me on Friday. When I could barely speak to him on the phone, he rushed over and decided to take it upon himself to make me feel better. He's been cooking and trying to make me comfortable. At night, he's been camping out on my couch. When I come to sit in the lazy boy, he wakes up and tries to keep me company in the dark. I told him to go home so that he doesn't catch what I have, but he will hear none of that. Last night, we sat together on the couch, with our feet up on an ottoman, an afghan around the two of us, and he just held me close. It felt good to reach over and feel the familiar territory of him against me. I wish I felt good enough to a actually enjoy it. Nonetheless, it was comforting to me. he went home tonight because he's got to work tomorrow, just like I do. There is still a part of me that can't get over him.....myabe it isn't such a bad thing...