Ok. I live in Alaska. We get our Permanent Fund Dividends & this year it was $3269. So we received it and it caused alot of tension between me and my mother and we aren’t speaking. (here is the back story)
Me and my mother planned on taking a trip out of the country, thinking about possibly moving out of country and we were going to use our pfd's to purchase airline tickets. As we researched we realized to gain residency we needed 60 thousand dollars each so we said we were going to try to make some more money before we leave. So, we decided to start a online business (ebay & web promotion) to generate some more income. She basically made it seem like the trip was hopeless if we did not make more money. So when we got the pfd I said (to myself) that I was going to use some of the money to purchase some items that will help me master some of my songs (I sing and I have a lil’ studio set up & I was hoping I could possible sell one of my songs for some money). I also said I wanted to get a camera for ebay pictures and personal use.
I bought the camera and the extra studio equip the total of both came to $1010.
I told my mom about the camera and she flipped out. Were were arguing about it for a good hour. I told her I was not going to take it back and she told me fine keep it and hung up on me. She did not call me for 3 days. This is really rare for her she usually calls me 24/7. I didn’t even get to tell her I already bought the equipment. So I went over her house and we argued a lil more about but she saw it was a good camera and kind of accepted it. I wanted to also convince her about the studio equipment I needed (because I already bought it ) but she didn’t take to that. So she said in order for her to continue in any capacity with her I need to sign and agreement stating that she owns all my songs & publishing rights to my songs. What?!!! This is my mother and I love her but that is seriously outrageous & I told her that I would not sign that document. She then told me to “go about my business”. She kicked me out of her apartment the next morning as she was leaving for someplace. (I have my own apartment but I am usually always at my mothers apartment.) I snuck back in and decided to gather all my music files and lyrics ive written off of her computer and take some other items that I needed. My mom helped me set up my studio over 4 years ago (about a good 1500 dollar investment) she said if I wanted my own I was to use the pfd money to re-purchase everything. It has been a week and my mom hasn’t called me. I am a bit worried. Should I have caved in & signed the document?
Anyway, that is not where it ends. I have had two very ominous dreams about my mother since this all happened.
The first dream was that my mom invited me over with some other ppul for a get together and she pulls out like a big razor blade and cuts all of us & then ties us up but, in the end I use some broken bottle to cut her throat and she died in the dream
That is such a horrible dream. Why would I dream something like that? I seriously don’t wish nothing like that ever happens
On to the next dream
Me and my mom were in a burger shop. She said she was gonna wait in the car while I get the food. I come outside and there is 2 guys attacking her & trying to steal her purse and I ran over there and we all was in a big ball fighting and then the dream ended.
My god what is going on here? Am I crazy?
Me and my mother planned on taking a trip out of the country, thinking about possibly moving out of country and we were going to use our pfd's to purchase airline tickets. As we researched we realized to gain residency we needed 60 thousand dollars each so we said we were going to try to make some more money before we leave. So, we decided to start a online business (ebay & web promotion) to generate some more income. She basically made it seem like the trip was hopeless if we did not make more money. So when we got the pfd I said (to myself) that I was going to use some of the money to purchase some items that will help me master some of my songs (I sing and I have a lil’ studio set up & I was hoping I could possible sell one of my songs for some money). I also said I wanted to get a camera for ebay pictures and personal use.
I bought the camera and the extra studio equip the total of both came to $1010.
I told my mom about the camera and she flipped out. Were were arguing about it for a good hour. I told her I was not going to take it back and she told me fine keep it and hung up on me. She did not call me for 3 days. This is really rare for her she usually calls me 24/7. I didn’t even get to tell her I already bought the equipment. So I went over her house and we argued a lil more about but she saw it was a good camera and kind of accepted it. I wanted to also convince her about the studio equipment I needed (because I already bought it ) but she didn’t take to that. So she said in order for her to continue in any capacity with her I need to sign and agreement stating that she owns all my songs & publishing rights to my songs. What?!!! This is my mother and I love her but that is seriously outrageous & I told her that I would not sign that document. She then told me to “go about my business”. She kicked me out of her apartment the next morning as she was leaving for someplace. (I have my own apartment but I am usually always at my mothers apartment.) I snuck back in and decided to gather all my music files and lyrics ive written off of her computer and take some other items that I needed. My mom helped me set up my studio over 4 years ago (about a good 1500 dollar investment) she said if I wanted my own I was to use the pfd money to re-purchase everything. It has been a week and my mom hasn’t called me. I am a bit worried. Should I have caved in & signed the document?
Anyway, that is not where it ends. I have had two very ominous dreams about my mother since this all happened.
The first dream was that my mom invited me over with some other ppul for a get together and she pulls out like a big razor blade and cuts all of us & then ties us up but, in the end I use some broken bottle to cut her throat and she died in the dream
That is such a horrible dream. Why would I dream something like that? I seriously don’t wish nothing like that ever happens
On to the next dream
Me and my mom were in a burger shop. She said she was gonna wait in the car while I get the food. I come outside and there is 2 guys attacking her & trying to steal her purse and I ran over there and we all was in a big ball fighting and then the dream ended.
My god what is going on here? Am I crazy?










thanks but the dream is so weird














