Hello. I’m your typical curious “straight” guy. Bi, heteroflexible, pan, whatever the term is these days for folks like me.
It’s not porn addiction because I’ve been curious since before I was super into porn in high school.
Probably 8th or 9th grade I was up late waiting for some hbo or Cinemax porn to beat off too when Relax, it’s just Sex came on. Knowing nothing about the movie I figured it would be the way to go. So I started jacking and when it opened with gay sex I kept going.
The next day mowing the lawn I had a long wtf was that conversation with myself. Not long after I was watching some great lesbian porn and suddenly felt like if this is ok then why not two dudes? And started trying to catch my cum when I beat off.
So definitely have unresolved fantasies, urges I’ve never experienced. These days even as a married straight guy I’ll find myself watching bi or gay porn and tasting myself or trying and failing at hands free dildo cumming.
Idk man I just feel like I need some friends to talk about this shit cause as the years go by I’m worried I’m not living life to the fullest.
It’s not porn addiction because I’ve been curious since before I was super into porn in high school.
Probably 8th or 9th grade I was up late waiting for some hbo or Cinemax porn to beat off too when Relax, it’s just Sex came on. Knowing nothing about the movie I figured it would be the way to go. So I started jacking and when it opened with gay sex I kept going.
The next day mowing the lawn I had a long wtf was that conversation with myself. Not long after I was watching some great lesbian porn and suddenly felt like if this is ok then why not two dudes? And started trying to catch my cum when I beat off.
So definitely have unresolved fantasies, urges I’ve never experienced. These days even as a married straight guy I’ll find myself watching bi or gay porn and tasting myself or trying and failing at hands free dildo cumming.
Idk man I just feel like I need some friends to talk about this shit cause as the years go by I’m worried I’m not living life to the fullest.


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