Today is one of the few days per year, where I feel happy. It's like my brain is sending out massive amounts of oxytocin. I am single. I have been single since the beginning of 2011. It is ok. I finally have loved myself. I love myself so much, it hurts. I smoked some weed 2 weeks ago. Some repressed memories came back. Some good, and some not so good.
It's ok tho. I feel like I am healing from the past.
Sometimes I feel like no one has ever felt depression like me. But I am sure there are many guys out there that have gone thru it.
Anyways, I am finally starting to get into a good place. I am 26, but feel like I am 16.
Sorry if this blog is all over the place. My brain is all over the place tonight.
I love all of you. Especially those who are lonely, and depressed. I am ur friend. always.
It's ok tho. I feel like I am healing from the past.
Sometimes I feel like no one has ever felt depression like me. But I am sure there are many guys out there that have gone thru it.
Anyways, I am finally starting to get into a good place. I am 26, but feel like I am 16.
Sorry if this blog is all over the place. My brain is all over the place tonight.
I love all of you. Especially those who are lonely, and depressed. I am ur friend. always.