... and it seems my room mate and I are still in the 'fashion' of enjoying a random blow job from eachother, at least... that's what I'm getting out of this little interaction we had a little while ago.. heh.
Yeah, it's a little odd though... but he did say a month ago (during a session of oral sex) that I could have the 'cock that I loved anytime I want', just that I would have to go for it myself more often. I figured he was just joking, then he kept repeating "None of that's going to happen in the new apartment" a few days before we were in the phase of moving into a bigger apartment.
Well buddy, it just DID. He was watching me play Xbox360 and well, just kept scratching himself 'down there',then I noticed he was doing a little more, and not long after his pajama pants were tented in an obvious fashion. I knew then that something was 'up' (pun intended)
Once he got tired of me playing shy in the living room (I didn't wanna try anything out there, cuz I like to get MESSY), he took off to my room, playing it off as discomfort with the couch, and that he now preferred my bed. The fool even tugged his pants enough to show his obvious hardness in the pajama pants, so I said "Well, since you're not going anywhere soon, I'm going to have a little fun.", and went to town. IT was then that I realized just how 'beautiful' his meat was to me, and just how hungry I was for it....all 7 uncut inches of it entered my throat...
The husky kept coming in the room so I had to lock her out (fuckin' brat!), then... we ended up in a 69 and now my bed sheets have stains on them!
Okay, now that I've 'kissed' and 'told', time to get onto a more serious level.
I don't know what's going on, mentally here. Either I did something right, or he was just in need of release? Who knows. I can't explain the situation well enough to give any of you guys a clue but a little earlier in the night he was complaining that we had no friends, no place to hang out and that we should start going to clubs (we both hate the club scene in Tampa though) to meet more people.
He had also been previously expressing that he wanted to try being with a girl but later on declined the idea altogether, because he just can't see himself being with a woman, that, and he considers the vagina a "bleeding wound".
Though I'm still wondering what triggered tonight's events. He was literally asking for me to suck him off without saying it. That kind of thing hasn't happened, well.. ever!
Maybe it was the fact that I told him last night that I had been having dreams, then when he asked me, I wouldn't tell him. Why? Because they had all mostly been dreams of me having long hot sessions of sex with him, and they always felt so real, only to wake up realizing that it never happened.
Maybe I'm still in love with him? *sigh*I can't tell him though. We've been through that phase many times and he just doesn't want me that way, .. so I donno what to do..
Just that he was considering trying out girls, cuz he's never been with one but he does want to have children, but not have to touch the vagina 
