I dunno how to go about writing this so Il just go. I've never feld the need to post anything so this pretty much says how weird I feel about the whole thing...
I'm only back from a trip with my school. Me and my buds all shared a room with two double beds. It was no big deal really. All my friends are straight and I'm still not sure what exactly I am. I shared a bed with my friend Dave, and here's where things started to get wierd.
On the first night we arrived, as I was getting changed into my pyjamas I was chating to him at the same time. I kept noticing his eyes flitting towards my crotch and boxers (which were pretty tight). I got pretty turned on by it, which was weird as I never expected this kind of thing from him, as he's very involved with a girl and i'm seeing one myself. Which, despite what many people here will say, i'm pretty sure he loves loads and I really, really like the girl I'm seeing.
So that night, as we were adjusting in bed and falling in and out of sleep, I kept noticing we ended up close to each other, even so far as him having his knee against my crotch for a while. I'm pretty sure we were both awake, and I didn't think anything about it when we got up.
Then, thinking to myself that it couldn't ALWAYS be accidental ending up the ways we did, I decided to conduct a little experiment, using any opertunites to be around him in my underwear and making my outline visible and stuff just see how he would react. Sure enough, he kept taking fleeting glances at my crotch when he could.
Just from talking to him about sleeping habits and things, I found out that he had to sleep right on the edge of the bed facing outwards, which makes me certain that the first nights positioning was deliberate.
So the next few nights he slept on the edge of the bed and I slept on mine (not to make it too obvious), but just as we were in bed all talking one night I laughed and said "look at all the space on the bed no one uses, if your not going to the might as well" and we laughed. This give me an excuse to get close to him in the bed. So that night I arranged myself (subtley) so that my outstretched arm could just about reach his crotch. As soon as I made contact with it I felt him get instantly hard. And he lay there, really quiet until I moved it (pretending to be asleep of couse). A short while later he rolled over into his usually position and fell asleep.
Now, up until the next day he had been wearing loose boxer shorts at night in bed, when he changed to a tight pair like mine just before bed. I was lying outside the covers in mine, resting against the headboard just talking to everyone in the room, until it suddenly cleared out and left just us. He then lay on the bed with his head at the foot, crotch facing me and kept grabbing at it before he lay down. This makes me think he was trying to emulate me, and hoping to get the desired effect out of me that I was of him.
All during the week he made references to how close in the bed we slept to each other usually making a joke out of it and ALWAYS ending it with "...but I don't mind". That was until the last night, we were all sitting around chatting and he made a joke about me, at which point one of the locals said "man, this guy really likes to tease" (which is true, and its not always friendly, as in this case) I laughed it off and said "yeah, I think its beacause he's insecure" (which is also true) then he said "yeah, thats why your so close to me in bed". Now, I dunno how that could be considered a tease as it was pretty random, and it got me thinking. I was pretty pissed with him for just acting like a jackass and everybody in the room went to bed in silence, me on my side and him on his. And that that was the end of it.
So, whats the deal with him? As I said, I'm pretty sure he's straight and although Im pretty sure Im not gay ( I do like women as well), I can't help but think something could have happened given the circumstances...
I'm only back from a trip with my school. Me and my buds all shared a room with two double beds. It was no big deal really. All my friends are straight and I'm still not sure what exactly I am. I shared a bed with my friend Dave, and here's where things started to get wierd.
On the first night we arrived, as I was getting changed into my pyjamas I was chating to him at the same time. I kept noticing his eyes flitting towards my crotch and boxers (which were pretty tight). I got pretty turned on by it, which was weird as I never expected this kind of thing from him, as he's very involved with a girl and i'm seeing one myself. Which, despite what many people here will say, i'm pretty sure he loves loads and I really, really like the girl I'm seeing.
So that night, as we were adjusting in bed and falling in and out of sleep, I kept noticing we ended up close to each other, even so far as him having his knee against my crotch for a while. I'm pretty sure we were both awake, and I didn't think anything about it when we got up.
Then, thinking to myself that it couldn't ALWAYS be accidental ending up the ways we did, I decided to conduct a little experiment, using any opertunites to be around him in my underwear and making my outline visible and stuff just see how he would react. Sure enough, he kept taking fleeting glances at my crotch when he could.
Just from talking to him about sleeping habits and things, I found out that he had to sleep right on the edge of the bed facing outwards, which makes me certain that the first nights positioning was deliberate.
So the next few nights he slept on the edge of the bed and I slept on mine (not to make it too obvious), but just as we were in bed all talking one night I laughed and said "look at all the space on the bed no one uses, if your not going to the might as well" and we laughed. This give me an excuse to get close to him in the bed. So that night I arranged myself (subtley) so that my outstretched arm could just about reach his crotch. As soon as I made contact with it I felt him get instantly hard. And he lay there, really quiet until I moved it (pretending to be asleep of couse). A short while later he rolled over into his usually position and fell asleep.
Now, up until the next day he had been wearing loose boxer shorts at night in bed, when he changed to a tight pair like mine just before bed. I was lying outside the covers in mine, resting against the headboard just talking to everyone in the room, until it suddenly cleared out and left just us. He then lay on the bed with his head at the foot, crotch facing me and kept grabbing at it before he lay down. This makes me think he was trying to emulate me, and hoping to get the desired effect out of me that I was of him.
All during the week he made references to how close in the bed we slept to each other usually making a joke out of it and ALWAYS ending it with "...but I don't mind". That was until the last night, we were all sitting around chatting and he made a joke about me, at which point one of the locals said "man, this guy really likes to tease" (which is true, and its not always friendly, as in this case) I laughed it off and said "yeah, I think its beacause he's insecure" (which is also true) then he said "yeah, thats why your so close to me in bed". Now, I dunno how that could be considered a tease as it was pretty random, and it got me thinking. I was pretty pissed with him for just acting like a jackass and everybody in the room went to bed in silence, me on my side and him on his. And that that was the end of it.
So, whats the deal with him? As I said, I'm pretty sure he's straight and although Im pretty sure Im not gay ( I do like women as well), I can't help but think something could have happened given the circumstances...
So the more objectional voices the better!
It's like he has reverted back to his "normal" behavior, the kind which that made the way he acted on the trip seem so...different?
” or say “the next time I feel you up; hopefully you won’t get hard so quickly”. I guarantee if you mention his hard on (jokingly, of course) around other people-he’ll shut the F*** up. You really have to play hard-ball with some people, sometimes.