i did try a toy in the ass a hairbrush handle shoved about 4 inches up there maybe 5
no im not on an anti depressant but i was high as fuck last night on gabapenten about 300mgx8 pills

Neurontin a drug used for seizures epilepsy, and though not approved used for bio-polar used to treat it,... but best suited for forms of perphiperal neuropathy which is a tingling/stinging/numbing of the feet or hands. However for some people it does nothing and Medicare/many health plans stopped paying for it when prescribed for illness not made for which again is epilepsy.
Notice the use of the word numbing, treating seizures, and calming effect of bi-polar. These ailments are the exact opposite of what you are wanting and dude, I know what happened to you is not rare with normal high doses of this drug.
I've never thought that this shit would be something to get high off of. However now that I look at what you are saying it would get your high but I didn't like the buzz off it.
A high does is 900 mg (3 x 300 mg). Max is considered about 1200 mg . The less the better of course.
You are over dose, with 2400 mg of this shit. I am not kidding. If you are the big guy you state and taking 8 x 300mg to get high wow!!!!
When you are on this drug you must get regular liver test, blood work to see how bad it is fucking you up.
It's a hard core nasty drug on the liver/kidneys and it will burn them out then getting off will be the last thing on your mind.
I got it for depression a few years back but the stuff is very toxic and made my insides hurt.
Find other less toxic stuff to get high off of this a bad boy for your renal system.
Ask the person giving you the Neurontin if they can get you marinal if you can't find weed. But that could do the same thing and is $$$$ however the high is better and makes up for not getting off.
This one Doctor gave me trazadone years ago to aid in sleep. I got a hard on and couldn't get off no matter how I tried. I told my room mate about it the next day and being the drunk he is he drank his 12 pack of Bush beer then stole a few trazadone's. He didn't get a hard cock just felt like a hung over shit for 2 days.

Served him right.
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