LionLeoRay
On the Prowl
Has there been any studies or reports on how gay straight guys are LOL?
Let me explain:
I live my life as a straight guy - got a great wife whom I love, and my whole life I've loved fucking women and eating pussy. But only I know that I'm bisexual. I've been attracted to men my whole life and love eating man ass and fucking dudes. But it was a part of me that I kept locked away and only entertained by watching gay porn whenever I was alone. Never thought I would act on my urges.
Until last year. Not getting any younger, thought I'd start dipping my toes into the gay world. Using things like Sniffies and Squirt, I discovered there's a lot of man-on-man action opportunities in my back yard. So I went out and conquered so to speak.
Here's what I felt was the most eye-opening about this new world - over 80% of the guys I was meeting up with were also married. To women. So they also identified as straight. One guy - middle aged construction worker - only played with me BECAUSE we were both married. I was at a bath house once and the two guys in the room next to me were talking about their wives....after they had done fucking each other.
My Sniffies Profile says this:
"Hit me up if you relate:
- spent most of your life straight but have always been attracted to men
-married or dating a woman but watch gay porn behind closed doors
-hit the gym or play sports because what you see in the locker room is just as exciting as what happens on the fields
-want to talk to someone who understands confusing feelings
-want to explore what physicality with another man feels like.
If that’s you, I get it. Let’s connect - however you’d like, just talking or more…"
And DAILY I get multiple guys messaging me saying "This describes me perfectly!"
I'd like to know what this means from a scientific, or even evolutionary, standpoint. A lot of the guys i've met are middle aged, so is it a case of "I don't need to procreate any more, I've had a lot of women, now I want to experience something different?"
Is every man (or at least most, not all) inherently bisexual but society tells us to repress that side of oursevles? And so many men just ignore it or worse, feel ashamed by it that they act out in other ways (ie. violence against other or themselves)?
Are you - the person reading this - a straight identifying man but love man-on-man sex too? If so, why aren't we talking about it on a larger scale?
I don't know if this is making sense, but I guess what I'm saying is this: I've felt so alone in the world because I felt I was carrying a big secret - but it seems so many of us are. And ultimately, Id like to know how common it is....for science LOL!
Let me explain:
I live my life as a straight guy - got a great wife whom I love, and my whole life I've loved fucking women and eating pussy. But only I know that I'm bisexual. I've been attracted to men my whole life and love eating man ass and fucking dudes. But it was a part of me that I kept locked away and only entertained by watching gay porn whenever I was alone. Never thought I would act on my urges.
Until last year. Not getting any younger, thought I'd start dipping my toes into the gay world. Using things like Sniffies and Squirt, I discovered there's a lot of man-on-man action opportunities in my back yard. So I went out and conquered so to speak.
Here's what I felt was the most eye-opening about this new world - over 80% of the guys I was meeting up with were also married. To women. So they also identified as straight. One guy - middle aged construction worker - only played with me BECAUSE we were both married. I was at a bath house once and the two guys in the room next to me were talking about their wives....after they had done fucking each other.
My Sniffies Profile says this:
"Hit me up if you relate:
- spent most of your life straight but have always been attracted to men
-married or dating a woman but watch gay porn behind closed doors
-hit the gym or play sports because what you see in the locker room is just as exciting as what happens on the fields
-want to talk to someone who understands confusing feelings
-want to explore what physicality with another man feels like.
If that’s you, I get it. Let’s connect - however you’d like, just talking or more…"
And DAILY I get multiple guys messaging me saying "This describes me perfectly!"
I'd like to know what this means from a scientific, or even evolutionary, standpoint. A lot of the guys i've met are middle aged, so is it a case of "I don't need to procreate any more, I've had a lot of women, now I want to experience something different?"
Is every man (or at least most, not all) inherently bisexual but society tells us to repress that side of oursevles? And so many men just ignore it or worse, feel ashamed by it that they act out in other ways (ie. violence against other or themselves)?
Are you - the person reading this - a straight identifying man but love man-on-man sex too? If so, why aren't we talking about it on a larger scale?
I don't know if this is making sense, but I guess what I'm saying is this: I've felt so alone in the world because I felt I was carrying a big secret - but it seems so many of us are. And ultimately, Id like to know how common it is....for science LOL!
