I am sure I prob got some in my mouth by accident prior shooting a load that landed not where I expected.
First time, I can recall thinking about eating my load on purpose I believe was in response to women who were interested in seeing in and I think it evolved into more of a female domination think. I am not sure which came first. Back in the early 2000s, I learned about the Yahoo chat rooms. There were some wild room names such as GuysWhoShowCockandFace. I think there was one with a name for guys eating their own loads. I actually found this site cuz every once in a while I get curious if there are any screencaps out on the web of me stroking on cam. I would never have my cam open on public when I showed my face while stroking. There were a lot of regulars and was a sense of community in many of those rooms. I typically relied on women who I knew were actual woman since they were on cam and would give permission when a woman I vouched for a friend. I am sure some women screen capped me and I probably got duped more than a few times. I did stroke on
Chaturbate once while wearing sunglasses. After searched on my user name and found caps and a vid on one of those sites that I now know automatically record streams. That was my one and only time on broadcasting on
Chaturbate.
My willingness to do eat my own was born out of that desire to turn on women viewers. Fair to say I have a bit of an exhibitionist streak. The stroking for women fetish had me experiment with dommes for a bit. Went to see a dom about 4 times. The last two times both dommes fucked me with a strap on. One had me flat on my back, as she fucked me and when i came quickly scooped up my cum and forced it into my mouth. The other has my legs over my head and has me shoot it straight into my mouth. Good experiences but not fulfilling enough to continue with the domme.
Around the same time, I did a few phone sex calls. I would be really embarrassed to explicitly say my kink. I would hint at it, some girls would figure it out, some wouldn't. Took some time for me to say directly to the dispatcher that I wanted to speak with a girl that would like to make eat my own cum. With those when webcam was available, it was just one way she viewing me.
Later, about 8-10 years ago, I learned about webcam girls and services like Niteflirt that offered two way cam. That really peaked my interest. I started doing those calls and by then was comfortable about expecting to be dommed and eat my own load at the end, to be a cum eater. Eventually, I started figured out how to record the calls and have a small inventory of vids to revisit which I do somewhat frequently. Some girls didn't really expect the guys to eat it, saw it more as a fantasy cuz apparently a decent amount of their callers, don't do it. One of the my favorite girls told me about 25% of her callers were cum eaters and she has seen hundreds of guys eat their own cum so she had quote "pretty much any type of guy you can imagine...like scrawny little like wussy guys, big buff super jacked guys, young guys, old guys...if you can imagine a type of a guy I have probably seen him eat his own cum", "then maybe a quarter of the people who call her wanting to eat their own cum but have not done it before, they're nervous about it so she has to talk them thru the process and if it is some ones first time she doesn't make them get into the cum eater position (legs over head, face pointing to mouth), she has them cum in their hand and take a few licks, get them to taste and ease in a bit". She also said if guys say they want to do it she said she would push them to do it, she liked seeing that were nervous in that good sexy way but would stop if the guy seemed sick to his stomach nervous" and most of her first timers would call he back saying they wanted more." As someone who analyzes everything, I don't know exactly why I get into it, but I do and just go with it.
As far as another person's cum, definitely once, maybe twice but it was dark and if it was cum was not much. I genuinely just do not have attraction to other men, not that there is anything wrong with that, it is just not there, don't feel it. But I have been with 4 trans. The one that I had my first experience with saw one line years prior and had to admit I was very attracted to her. I was going look at escort ads on eros mostly curious to see how good or passable the girls would look. Growing up in the NYC area, it was not completely unusual to see trans and most I could recognize they were trans immediately. After years of checking out her pics once in a while, one Christmas night I called her, I expected a premium but her quote was super expensive, well over 1k. I declined telling her that I am sure she is worth her price but I cant justify it on my budget. She cut it in half. About an hour later, I was driving to her apartment. When I knocked on her door, I still did not know what I would actually do. It could range from just hanging out and talking or me committing fully or maybe somewhere in between such as a mutual jack off session. I was confident she was going to be the girl in her pics. She is a bit of a trans legend without ever doing porn. When she opened the door to her penthouse apartment, she was stunning. completely met or surpassed expectations.
For reference, the porn legend Yasmine Lee was one of my four experiences. She was hot and very cool. But I would put her in 4th place if I had to rank the tgirls I have been by physical attraction. The girl opening the door would be number 1 and shares the same first name.
I typed a lot already and am getting a bit off topic so going to stop here. If peeps have interest in hearing more on the trans experience, let me know and I will add another post.
