Hi everyone,
I joined JUB nearly ten years ago, I had been unsure about my sexuality since I was a teenager and this forum was the next step in my journey. I loved gay porn growing up and if I watched straight porn I always fantasized I was the girl. Around 2012 I had a month of lurking around here and I thought at that moment in time I was certainly gay. Then as soon as I was sure, it seemed those sexual desires faded away and I wrote it off as a phase. Five years went by and it seemed like I had a confirmation that I was straight, but in that time a few girls that I had dated, I was unable to perform with. I loved the care and affection they gave me, but sexually I just no desire, no matter how hard I tried. A year later the urge to try with a man became to intense and I hooked up with a guy from tinder, it was incredible and I loved every second of it. I was still torn though, sexually I knew I was attracted to men, but romantically to women.
Since that first hookup, slowly but surely my attraction to men has moved away from just porn. In day to day life I shifted from looking at women, to getting checking out men. My mind moved from "Wow she's pretty" to "That guy has an amazing ass" and I then built up to eventually going on a date. At first it was weird, but after about the third I thought maybe I could be romantically involved with a man, as well as sexually. Last month I went on a few dates with a guy and even though it didn't work out, I feel like my mind and myself are finally at peace. I think romantically there always may be something there for women, but I firmly now would class myself as gay
.
This forum has helped so much with me discovering who I am and I want to say a huge thankyou to everyone, I came here as a boy standing at the diving board and have now jumped in and accepted who I truly am.
I joined JUB nearly ten years ago, I had been unsure about my sexuality since I was a teenager and this forum was the next step in my journey. I loved gay porn growing up and if I watched straight porn I always fantasized I was the girl. Around 2012 I had a month of lurking around here and I thought at that moment in time I was certainly gay. Then as soon as I was sure, it seemed those sexual desires faded away and I wrote it off as a phase. Five years went by and it seemed like I had a confirmation that I was straight, but in that time a few girls that I had dated, I was unable to perform with. I loved the care and affection they gave me, but sexually I just no desire, no matter how hard I tried. A year later the urge to try with a man became to intense and I hooked up with a guy from tinder, it was incredible and I loved every second of it. I was still torn though, sexually I knew I was attracted to men, but romantically to women.
Since that first hookup, slowly but surely my attraction to men has moved away from just porn. In day to day life I shifted from looking at women, to getting checking out men. My mind moved from "Wow she's pretty" to "That guy has an amazing ass" and I then built up to eventually going on a date. At first it was weird, but after about the third I thought maybe I could be romantically involved with a man, as well as sexually. Last month I went on a few dates with a guy and even though it didn't work out, I feel like my mind and myself are finally at peace. I think romantically there always may be something there for women, but I firmly now would class myself as gay
.This forum has helped so much with me discovering who I am and I want to say a huge thankyou to everyone, I came here as a boy standing at the diving board and have now jumped in and accepted who I truly am.
