Mirage
The JUB Illusion
It's been a while that I've posted a blog here on JUB. The main factor was that I had a lot to do for school, but als my personal life has changed. After over 1.5 years my strange way of a relationship is over without a possible change.
The last couple of weeks were heavy for me and there was a point I even wanted to quit school because I couldn't take it anymore. At the moment I'm writing this blog, my eyes are starting to turn read and the tears begin to form. I am afraid that I will loose a good and close friend with the change from lovers to friends. He was and still is everything in my life and nothing will change that for me. Hopefully he will remain the same loving guy as he is now.
Now the time has come to get back on my feet and think about all the girls and guys who I can date with again. But first I need to find a way to get rid of this awful feeling that is haunting inside me.
Thanks for reading,
Yours truely Mirage.
The last couple of weeks were heavy for me and there was a point I even wanted to quit school because I couldn't take it anymore. At the moment I'm writing this blog, my eyes are starting to turn read and the tears begin to form. I am afraid that I will loose a good and close friend with the change from lovers to friends. He was and still is everything in my life and nothing will change that for me. Hopefully he will remain the same loving guy as he is now.
Now the time has come to get back on my feet and think about all the girls and guys who I can date with again. But first I need to find a way to get rid of this awful feeling that is haunting inside me.
Thanks for reading,
Yours truely Mirage.