Well, I've been best friends with the guy for 2 yearsnow and he was my first ever kiss since then i fancyied him for about a year and a half haah, was kinda weird but I've managed to get over it now.
We are as close as ever we do everything together talk about everything and are together most of the time.
Well he slept round mine for 3 days because my parents went away and even though I'm an adult, I still don't like being home alone haha.
well we was in bed and was talking about his relationship and how it wasnt working out for him then we moved on to talk about funny things and stuff that was making us laugh, and while he was laughing he kicked me by accident, which turned into a play fight (I know mature
) during the play fight i grabbed him and like threw him over me and he like got on top of me and we stopped fighting and was just staring at each other him on top of me. And it was one of them moments just staring at each other.
So as a joke i said I've got a condom in my wallet wanna be my first, and he said ooo yeah ( i was actually joking and his reply sounded like he was joking too) but then i went haha u crack me up hugged him and put him beside me again and he stayied quiet for a little while.
I was just wondering could that situation actually of gone on further as it seemed it to me, i wouldn't of anyway becuase his my best friend and i don't wanna lose the friendship becaus ei love him too much but i just can't help but think something could of happened then.???
Whats your views I'd love to know.
We are as close as ever we do everything together talk about everything and are together most of the time.
Well he slept round mine for 3 days because my parents went away and even though I'm an adult, I still don't like being home alone haha.
well we was in bed and was talking about his relationship and how it wasnt working out for him then we moved on to talk about funny things and stuff that was making us laugh, and while he was laughing he kicked me by accident, which turned into a play fight (I know mature
) during the play fight i grabbed him and like threw him over me and he like got on top of me and we stopped fighting and was just staring at each other him on top of me. And it was one of them moments just staring at each other. So as a joke i said I've got a condom in my wallet wanna be my first, and he said ooo yeah ( i was actually joking and his reply sounded like he was joking too) but then i went haha u crack me up hugged him and put him beside me again and he stayied quiet for a little while.
I was just wondering could that situation actually of gone on further as it seemed it to me, i wouldn't of anyway becuase his my best friend and i don't wanna lose the friendship becaus ei love him too much but i just can't help but think something could of happened then.???
Whats your views I'd love to know.
